There was also that night when she cried and said, "Sister Qing He, do you know? During that time, as long as I closed my eyes, I could see them lying in the blood, and asked me why I didn't find them … …"
I don't even know which is her now, or none at all?
I didn't say anything. I just looked at her quietly, watched the breeze blow her loose hair, watched her bloodless lips move, and said, "Do you really want to know why I did this?"
"Remember what I told you that night? The one I said was the day of my parents' sacrifice? I really didn't lie to you that time. Everything I say is true. "
"But what I said afterwards was all a lie. Your friend, Redcloud, has always been hostile towards me, right? I'm not blind. When she told me that Jin Zicheng would go to the teahouse on Saturday, her acting skills were the worst. It was obvious that she was lying, but I knew that the one leading them from the shadows was you, and since you wanted me to go, I decided to go along with your trap and walk in step by step. As for the matter of you following behind us, of course I know about it, but I did not expose you.
"Later birthday banquet? Heh heh, of course I'm lying to you too. " No one has ever cared about my birthday, even I am slowly beginning to feel that it's not that important anymore. However, when I told you that I wanted to celebrate my birthday that day, I could tell that you and Redcloud were toasting me with glasses of wine, trying to make me drunk on my birthday. Yet, I still drank it and matched it with your words. Oh right, I almost forgot to mention that you are a very strange person. Sometimes you are cold-blooded and sometimes you are very soft-hearted, so I took advantage of this and used that opportunity to report your letter and gain your temporary trust, as well as your tolerance. "
"You know about it later on, I pretended to like Jin Zicheng and tried to find an opportunity to do this kind of thing little by little.
"I never wanted to harm you …" "Although you and Hong Yun do not trust me, you have treated me very well. I cannot bear to see you acting like this, and there is no need to harm you either."
"But Jin Zicheng is different. You know, it's him, he's the one who forced our company into bankruptcy, he's the one who caused my parents to jump off the building! It's also because of him that we owe him so much money! "
I looked at her in surprise. Xia Xiao was still laughing, laughing as she said, "Later on, my parents jumped off the building and committed suicide because they couldn't afford to pay up. I was the only one left … Do you know what the boss who forced us to pay his debts did? I can still remember it! He told me that since you can't pay back the money, you can also use your body to pay for the debt … " Xia Xiao laughed to the point of going insane, "And so, I ended up becoming that man's ban for three years just like that? "Three years!"
"Every time that fat, disgusting man touches me, I feel like puking, but I can't, I have to try to please that man, to make him happy … It has been three years, from fear and despair to numbness, do you know how much I have experienced?! "
"I know about the flashing swords in the mall, and I know that it's normal for people to win or lose, so I shouldn't hate him … But, after being treated like this, how can I not hate him?! "
It was unknown when Xia Xiao's cheeks were covered with tears as she continued, "So I just wanted to, I just want to get my revenge this time, and whether or not it was a success, Jin Zicheng and I will have nothing to do with each other anymore …" She laughed self-deprecatingly, "But I really didn't succeed …"
She slowly climbed onto the fence and said: "Jin Zicheng must have come too right? Instead of falling into his hands, I might as well just end my own life like this … Jumping down like my parents, like a leaf finally returning to its own land … "
My whole body was frozen, I could only watch as she jumped, and when she jumped, she was actually smiling, and said to me: "Big sister Qing He, goodbye."
I didn't dare look at her after she jumped. I felt my hands and feet go weak, and I fell to the ground. Gradually, I felt something cool dripping on my face. I touched my face, looked up at the darker sky, and suddenly burst into tears.
It was raining.
It was the last thing I wanted to say before I fainted.