I want you to leave him!
"Then what do you want me to do? I've already avoided you guys, what else can I do? " I asked helplessly. In my heart, I wasn't really angry or anything, I just felt that I was sad at Yu Ziqing's pitiful move.
"Even if I leave, won't he come looking for me? It's not that I don't want to leave, it's just that Yi Xudong isn't willing to let me go. Go and talk to him, if he lets me go, I'll definitely leave without hesitation. "
"Aren't you overestimating yourself?" Yu Ziqing looked at me with contempt. "Do you really think you are that attractive? The reason why Xu Dong likes you now is only because it's a moment of novelty! "
"But do you dare to?" I looked into her eyes, and they were calm and unhurried. " What if he really always remembered me? Even if there's only a thirty percent chance of this happening, do you dare to bet that seventy percent on my thirty percent chance? "
"Do you dare?"
Yu Ziqing's expression was very terrifying. I knew that she really wanted to say that she dared, but I wasn't confident either. Actually, she doesn't understand Yi Xudong as well as she thinks she does. I also don't understand Yi Xudong as well, but if you were to talk about him, I might understand him by forty percent, but Yu Ziqing is different, she might only understand him by twenty percent.
She didn't understand what Yi Xudong wanted, nor did she understand why he didn't like her. Yu Ziqing had always pushed the blame of this matter onto the outside world and the other women, but she did not know that he herself also held a large responsibility. Men pursued freedom, and no one was willing to be held firmly in their hands. However, Yu Ziqing did not understand, because she treated this desire for freedom as a sign that she was tired of it, she held on tighter, like a dead loop, going back and forth. The only result that remained was the current situation.
But she still didn't understand. Perhaps in her eyes, she still felt that it was Yi Xudong's fault first, that she didn't care about what Yi Xudong had done wrong, and was even willing to forgive him. But why was Yi Xudong still unwilling to go back to her side?
She kept thinking like this and torturing herself with these thoughts until she finally turned into what she was like now. She clearly started out with love, but she went the wrong way, and in the end, the only path she could take was unhappiness.
In fact, I can understand Yu Ziqing's thoughts, other than her own bigotry, there is also the feeling of insecurity that even a little girl who has fallen in love with her, she is controlled by this feeling of unease, thus she is only suspicious and suspicious. After realizing that men are really getting impatient and even tired, she thought that everything is just as she had guessed, that she has some sort of secret in her hands, and is constantly rushing forward with this kind of secret, what is it in the end? He just pushed the man further and further away.
In the end, Yu Ziqing got what she called results, and Yi Xudong also felt the pressure, the feeling of being tightly bound, and the feeling was not comfortable at all, so he chose to escape.
That was the tragedy.