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"Sure, make a place for her when the time comes. I'll call her over. Let's have a good meal together." Red Cloud opened the door and said, "Then, I'll be leaving first? Be careful on your way back, okay? "

The door closed, and I sat on the sofa for a moment before I got up and gathered my things and prepared to go back.

I pushed the door open, but did not expect Xia Xiaoran to be outside. Seeing me push open the door, she gave me a restrained smile and said with expectation in her eyes, "Sister Qing He, can I go back with you?"

Especially Xia Xiaoran, the person who used his eyes to make her look pitiful and harmless, no matter how he pretended it, it was hard for people to refuse.

Moreover, this matter was not a big deal. If he agreed to it, then so be it.

I nodded my head. My attitude was neither intimate nor distant. "Alright. Let's go."

Xia Xiaoran nodded her head happily, as if she had just heard a joyous event. She almost jumped up.

We slowly walked back without saying anything along the way. When we reached the bus stop, Xia Xiaoran stood beside me and asked, "Sister Qing He, you … Would you like to come to my house? "

I looked at her. I didn't know if she was thinking of anything else, but I couldn't see anything on her face. I could only see the anticipation on her face, so I looked away and said, "I won't go. I'm tired today, so I want to go home and sleep early."

Xia Xiaoran nodded in disappointment and stood to the side silently.

Speaking of which, I really don't know where he's living now. Ever since I said I didn't know her, she moved out of my house. I didn't ask around, and I didn't really want to know.

The bus arrived soon after. There weren't many people around, so we got on the bus. It was very quiet as well. No one said anything.

The bus slowly moved forward. I sat on the bus and watched the colorful lights outside the window. They were like bright stars shining in my eyes. It was like a completely different world.

It was a different world from the one I was in. It was exceptionally bright and beautiful.

Today's matter with Wang Fangyuan had once again brought me face to face with the cruelty of reality. If I still had some illusions about reality before, then all of them have now been dispelled.

I have a feeling of confusion. I don't know how things could have turned out like this, why there are so many people in the world who are helpless and helpless, why so many people are forced to do things that they don't like, all for the sake of their original survival.

I have no way of putting Wang Fangyuan out of the picture. At the very least, the position that she held in my heart was far inferior to that of Red Cloud and Mo Mo. But she was forced to bow down to reality and give up her own bottom line before falling into the abyss, which made me think of myself. I don't know what would happen to me in the future, and I don't know what would happen to me, but I always thought that it was impossible for me to walk onto this path, and now that I heard what happened with Wang Fangyuan, I started to feel afraid.

But when I was young, I never thought I would become a lady. So will history repeat itself? Would I walk on such a path one day?

It scares me.