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If I say I won't touch you, I won't touch you

He seemed to be amused by my actions. His shoulders trembled for a long time before he straightened up and said, "You don't believe me that much? If I say I won't touch you, I won't touch you. "

I sat there wrapped in the quilt for a long time, feeling that he really wasn't going to do anything to me, before I lay down carefully.

Just because I was sad, just like today, and he just happened to show up.

And now? I couldn't help but ask myself, what is it now?

I asked myself over and over, and then I realized that I was beginning to feel a sense of dependence on him. I didn't know where that feeling came from, but it was like sinking into a sea in my sleep, and when I found out, the water had already flooded over me and I didn't even know how to look back.

I wanted to control it because I knew I had to stick to my bottom line. I looked cold and strong on the outside, but in my heart, I was extremely afraid of getting hurt. I was afraid that if I wasn't careful, I would fall into the abyss, and from then on, I would only be able to move forward alone in the darkness.

But how can I control it? Heart throbbing is the most difficult to control, just like sometimes you desperately want to forget a person, but in the end found him hidden in every corner of your life, opening eyes is him, closed eyes is also him.

What could he do? Would you give me my heart for this?

As I was daydreaming here, I naturally blocked the outside world. And it was at this time that Jin Zicheng hugged me.

I almost jumped up again, but he held me firmly, and I could feel that there was no malice in his actions, not even lust or pornography, just affection as if he were stroking a kitten.

I forcefully suppressed the urge to slap his hand away, only lowering my voice to say to him, "Let go!"

He did not move, did not take any further action, and did not let go. I waited for a long time. Just as I was about to impatiently slap his hand away, I heard his low voice say, "Don't move. Didn't you want to hear about my childhood? I'll tell you about it now."

I was a little curious, so I forcefully suppressed my discomfort and said, "Alright, I won't move. Tell me then."

He gave a low laugh and said, "I didn't know you were so gossipy."

"This is the most common human curiosity!"

"My mother died when I was three. I have been with my father ever since."

Yes. I secretly nodded my head. These old stewards had told me about it before.

"Perhaps you don't know, I was kidnapped when I was young." Jin Zicheng said calmly.

"Kidnapping?!" I was shocked. This was indeed something I had never heard of before.