C165

When he went to the Pingtian today, Yi Xudong was there, but he had a frown plastered across his face. I handed him a cup of coffee as usual. "What's the matter?" I asked. Why does he look so worried? "

"Trouble? "Can you tell me what it is?" My intuition told me that it would not be so easy, otherwise, Yi Xudong would not be so anxious. I think that he might have met with some big trouble.

I smiled and said, "Of course, of course I believe in the company."

Thus, I went back to my work and worked as usual. However, Yi Xudong seemed to be very busy, sitting in front of his computer the whole day, preparing for something. He even seemed to be stingy with his work.

This made me curious, what exactly Jin Zicheng did to make the normally calm Yi Xudong become so nervous.

I don't think this change will end so easily.

At night, I saw Wang Fangyuan.

She looked just as lovely as I remembered her, as if she had never changed, but we both knew that a lot of things had changed.

We found a random café and sat down. Wang Fangyuan just sat there.

Redcloud and I ordered a cup of coffee and sat down to drink it slowly. Actually, Wang Fangyuan and I aren't very familiar with each other, but to be honest, her relationship with Red Cloud should be much better than mine. Thus, we didn't really have much of an exchange when we sat there, and it was Red Cloud who was talking to her while I was listening from the side.

Wang Fangyuan didn't seem to be afraid of letting me know that she had contracted an illness, so from her attitude, she appeared to be extremely generous. Hong Yun asked what plans she had for the future. She replied, "Actually, I don't know what plans I have. I've already become like this. The only thing I can ask for is to live on."

We didn't say anything, the topic was too heavy. In fact, it was Wang Fangyuan who laughed and said: "Don't be sad for me, I don't feel anything. In my eyes, when I step into this business, there will definitely be a day like this. However, I hope that before I die, my mother will have a good time in her later years. As for the rest, we'll just have to leave it to fate. "

"Aren't you afraid of death?" Red Cloud asked. We have spent so much effort to live, yet you are willing to die just like that? "

"I can't accept it, but there's nothing I can do." Wang Fangyuan said: "To tell you the truth, in the beginning, I would definitely have been scared, but later on, the moment the test results came out, I suddenly felt at ease. In this world, even if one was to die, one would still die in the end. We were born, born to die, and yet we are on the road to death, constantly struggling. He had placed too many burdens on himself, so he always felt like this was the only way to survive. There is nothing that can force you to live on unless your heart is dead, and if that's the case, no one can save you. "

At this moment, I feel that Wang Fangyuan has already transcended the mortal world. Some of her thoughts carry a sense of freedom, is it because she has experienced too many things? Or was it because death was right in front of her that she feared nothing?

I didn't know the answer, but at this moment, her words brought me quite the shock.

She pushed her long hair back and continued to laugh: "So you see, even I have figured it out, in this world, it's hard to escape death, how is death, what's the cause of death, and when death comes, isn't it the same? If a man's duty is done, he will die without regrets. So I wish I could die without regrets, and I wish I could give my mother a safe old age, so that even if I die too soon, it doesn't matter. "

However, Red Cloud said: "I do not think so. In life, there must be a hope, a desire for the blossoming of a flower, for a person's growth, for his own future. These are the motivations for us to live. If one lives for duty, then one's life is no doubt not wonderful. God gave us the brain to dream of and weave beautiful dreams. Even though... "Even though we have this kind of status, we should still look forward to life."

I didn't think that Red Cloud would say such a thing. After all, she was still complaining about the injustice of the world when she was drunk for the past two days.