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I didn't want to admit that I'd had any experience with such things. I knew that the more I resisted, the easier it was for him to make fun of me, so I didn't struggle or resist. I just lay down and covered my head with the quilt and wrapped myself in it.

I felt him leave my side. A moment later, his voice came from a distance away, "You should rest here today. We'll go back tonight."

ME: "…"

I heard the door open and close, and guessed that he was gone, and stuck my head out. Sure enough, the room was empty but for me.

I was stuffy to the point that I couldn't breathe, so I quickly pulled the blanket away and sat up.

It was already afternoon, and the weather was not bad. Bright sunlight shone through the window into the ward, adding a bit of vitality to the originally boring room.

I looked around the ward, and sure enough, I couldn't quite get to like it.

This place was actually a very contradictory place. Some people lived here, while others died here.

So here is both the beginning and the end; the beginning and the end.

I covered my eyes. When I opened my eyes, my gaze fell on the large bag of medicine.

Sure enough, the bag of pills looked like it was filled with a lot of things, but after a closer look …. More.

Just looking at it, I don't want to eat it. Although taking the medicine itself wasn't that hard, because it was a Western medicine after all, it wasn't too hard, but he had to remember every single time. This was quite annoying.

I don't have much patience, and I don't really want to remember these troublesome things, so taking medicine isn't painful, but it's annoying.

However, if he didn't eat it, the pain in his head wouldn't be good either.

Ah, how annoying.

I paused and could not help but marvel at the sharpness of the red clouds. Thus, I did not deny it and nodded my head. "Yes, I told her about my childhood."

Hong Yun knew about what happened to me when I was young. She understood the pain that I had suffered during that period of time and it was also she and Mo Mo who witnessed me slowly walking out of the ravine and gradually starting a normal life.

Red Cloud saw me nod and sighed. She looked deeply at me and said, "What did you say? You just wanted to pick off your own scars. Do you think that it won't hurt after a long time? No matter how faint the scar is, it's still a scar. If you want to tear it apart, it'll still hurt.

"So what if it hurts, putting the scar there is already exposed. Moreover, Xia Xiaoran saved me, so I can use my own scar to exchange for her to recover from it. It's worth it."

What I said was the truth, and I didn't feel pain, I didn't feel loss, perhaps my heart was in pain the moment the scar was opened, but when I saw how it bled and how it saved others, my heart was happy, not because of how noble it was, but because of an inexplicable sense of relief.