This sudden thought made me unable to calm down. I felt that this reaction seemed a little strange. Even though she kept on saying that she didn't blame me, I felt that she really didn't blame me?
I don't know if this is really me thinking too much, or if it's my intuition. He kept having the feeling that Xia Xiaoran was being too tolerant of this matter. Although her being lenient was a good thing for me, I had always felt that something was off in my heart.
Gradually, the sky turned dark. Xia Xiaoran was still sleeping, but I had already gone downstairs to buy dinner for her. Of course, I turned on the light first before I left to prevent her from opening her eyes from falling into darkness, as I would once again recall that night's scene and lose control of my emotions.
After I brought the food over and placed it on the table, Xia Xiaoran lowered her head in embarrassment and said, "I'm really sorry, I didn't think that I would actually sleep for such a long time."
I smiled and handed the congee in my hand to her. "So what? Since you're tired, then go to sleep. There's nothing much to do here anyway."
Xia Xiaoran took the congee and drank from it without taking a sip. Although I was originally thinking that it was inconvenient for her and wanted to go and drink for her, after seeing her rejecting me, as if she was somewhat resistant to this kind of behavior, I gave up on this idea and directly passed the congee to her, allowing her to drink by herself.
I sat next to him and ate. Xia Xiaoran took a sip of the porridge and turned to ask, "Sister Qing He, you have to go to work in a while, right?"
I nodded, and said: "That's right, we can't not go to Yin Zun's side."
Xia Xiaoran laughed and said: "Then you can go. I will be fine here by myself, don't worry."
I looked at her smiling face, hesitated for a second, then nodded and said, "Okay."
She only drank a bowl of porridge, and I didn't eat much, so this meal was pretty quick. After I cleaned up the dishes, I placed them on the table, wiped my hands clean, then turned to Xia Xiaoran and said: "Then I'll be leaving first."
Xia Xiaoran raised her head and smiled to me, then nodded and said: "Alright, then you go first."
I went out the door and directly walked to the entrance of the hospital, only then did I suddenly remember that I didn't bring my phone with me. I could only go back upstairs to the sickroom, but when I walked to the window, I saw that Xia Xiaoran seemed to be calling someone.
I stood outside the door for a while, but the soundproofing was good, and I couldn't hear what she was saying, so I took a deep breath and pushed the door open as if nothing had happened. "Look at my memory," I said, smiling.
However, what I didn't expect was that Xia Xiaoran actually looked very flustered, the phone slipped from her hand and fell onto the ground with a "Pa" sound.