Chapter 615： 615, the heart is like a knife (13 more)

After hanging up the phone, Mu Yiren sat in his seat and was silent a lot.

I hope the loving grandma Jane can go to a better place.

"What's wrong?"

Qin Mingsheng was in the laboratory, and vaguely heard the phone ringing, because he had something in mind, so he walked out, but saw his daughter-in-law sitting on the sofa in a daze.

Seeing the third brother coming over, Mu Yiren couldn't help opening his hands. Qin Mingsheng stepped forward and stood in front of her, holding her in his arms. Seeing that his daughter-in-law seemed to be in a low mood, he couldn't help asking tentatively.

"Is it about Grandma Jane?"

"Ok."

Mu Yiren responded in a muffled voice, his whole face was pressed against the stomach of the third brother, and his hands were wrapped around his waist.

Qin Mingsheng didn't ask any more questions, he already knew what he knew, he just stood up straight and let his daughter-in-law lean on and accompany her quietly.

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Linhai Village, Jane's house.

Jian Yan wore a white linen hat on her head and knelt in front of her grandmother's mourning hall in a white filial attire, burning paper money.

The movement of people who were helping the funeral procession walking in and out, as well as the occasional chatter, seemed to be completely isolated by Jian Yan, and did not cause any change in her expression at all.

She is like a wooden man, doing things in a dull and mechanized way.

When the village learned of Mrs. Jane's death, many villagers from the older generation came to visit one after another. After all, they were all villagers for decades.

The handling of the funeral was basically coordinated by Sun Zhenyu. He also wanted to handle it himself, but he did not know the customs of the countryside very well, nor did he have any experience in this area.

Therefore, he had to come to the door to invite Huang Qiuhua and Qin Dafu to help him, and he was responsible for paying the money, running errands, and buying things.

Specifically what to do and what to prepare, he followed the instructions of Huang Qiuhua and his wife.

He knew that Jian Yan was definitely not feeling well at this time, and he didn't want to disturb her mood again because of these tedious things, so let her quietly stay by Grandma Jian's side.

These trivial things, he can do it.

He was extremely fortunate that they had met and met while Grandma Jane was alive, and he was very grateful that he could accompany her at this time and not let her bear everything alone.

After Sun Zhenyu had dealt with some trivial matters, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening. After sending off some villagers, only a few acquaintances remained in the Jian family.

Seeing that Jian Yan was still kneeling in the same place, his mouth seemed to be a little cracked, Sun Zhenyu hurriedly poured a glass of water.

In fact, Grandma Jane was already in a very bad state this morning. Jane Yan stayed by the bed and kept talking, trying to keep Grandma Jane awake.

In the afternoon, Grandma Jane had a sober moment, pulled him and said something to Jian Yan, and in the evening, after eating dinner fed by Jian Yan, she left peacefully.

All day today, Jian Yan stayed in front of Grandma Jian's bed. She hadn't eaten or drank water at all. How long could she survive the triple trauma of mental, psychological, and physical?

"Have a glass of water."

Sun Zhenyu handed the cup to Jian Yan, but the other party was indifferent and didn't react at all.

"If you don't drink, I'll feed you a drink."

Sun Zhenyu deliberately threatened, because Jian Yan was very thin-skinned, and every time he used such a rogue trick, she would basically surrender first.

So he thought that when he said that, Jian Yan would definitely take the water glass, but he didn't know that the other party still didn't respond.

Seeing this, Sun Zhenyu held the cup and sighed secretly in his heart. Seeing her like this, he was both distressed and annoyed.

"Jian Yan, you don't want to let grandma go at ease, right? Not eating or drinking is to show your filial piety to grandma? You torture yourself like this, but you make grandma go uneasy.

You clearly know that before Grandma Jane's death, the most worrying thing is you. If you continue to torment your body like this, tell yourself, if Grandma Jane finds out, will she be happy or uncomfortable? "

Jian Yan's body trembled slightly.

Seeing that there was finally a reaction, Sun Zhenyu handed the cup to Jian Yan's hand.

"Drink some water, and I'll bring you dinner."

Jian Yan slowly reached out to take the cup, and lowered her head to look at the water cup in her hand.

Seeing that Jian Yan heard the words, Sun Zhenyu went to the kitchen with confidence.

Jian Yan looked up at her grandmother's coffin, and finally couldn't hold back her tears.

"Grandma, you're gone, what should I do?"

My grandma is the only person in the world who is closest to me. Now that she has left me, I really have no relatives in this world, and I am helpless.

In the days to come, she will be the only one guarding this empty home.

She also never saw the grandma who would mend her clothes, cook meals, and look at her lovingly.

When she was criticized, she could no longer see the figure who stood up for her, let alone hear her touching her head and speaking for herself.

Now, she is really an orphan no one wants.

She didn't want to be strong at all, and she didn't want to grow up to be an independent adult at all, she just wanted to be a child who could snuggle up in her grandma's arms and act coquettishly.

"Grandma, maybe I'm really an unknown person, a broom star who can't help your family, you see, I took all of you away, and now I'm the only one left.

Grandma, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, you shouldn't have raised me back then, then you and grandpa don't have to cut off the relationship with the uncle and the second uncle, and you and grandpa don't have to live so hard to raise me up now...

Why didn't God take me away, why did he let me watch the closest people around me leave me one by one, since I was born unknown, why did you keep me in this world..."

Jian Yan kneeled in front of the coffin with tears on her face, murmuring in grief, and her whole body was immersed in a kind of sadness.

Suddenly, Jian Yan felt a warmth on her back, and someone hugged her.

"You and me, don't say such things, grandma will be sad when she hears it."

Sun Zhenyu leaned over Jian Yan's ear and comforted him in a low voice. In that case, his heart was twisted like a knife.

How could the girl he loves despise him so much? How could she be unloved?

He could not wait to take out his heart and prove to her that she was loved and a good girl worthy of being loved.

"You are not a nemesis, there are many people around you who love you. You were born with the expectations and blessings of your parents, and you also grew up with the care and love of your grandparents. There are many friends who care about you. We are all happier because of your presence.

Therefore, you are not an ominous person, and you are not a nemesis. Their death is just a simple accident and death. This is beyond the control of no one, and it is not your fault. If you want to think that way, let your sincere love and concern Your people, how sad. "