Chapter 147: Day 329 (4) – Bad Blood Boiling
“I was unable to corner the Ritualist. I could threaten the store pillars. I could run around the city. But it was impossible to find and kill him,” I said. I wonder if anyone else was looking up at the night sky right now. Looking at all those tiny dots, wishing they were stars instead of pinpricks of light.
“And?” Sam asked. I turned my head slowly to look at him and glared.
“I am speaking with Naran,” I said slowly and went back to looking at the night sky.
“You made peace?” Naran asked. No one muttered or said anything. I didn’t know if I would have preferred it.
“The Ritualist asked for a truce as I was melting my way into his home, which he had escaped or was never inside. He threatened mutually assured destruction, with a slime bomb. I saw an example, it was impressive.” I pulled my pack around and reached into it. I pulled out the Treaty of Heaven and passed over a copy to Naran.
He carefully took it and began to read it. I noted people move behind him to read it as well. I kept looking up at the night sky, not thinking about much right now. I didn’t have the mental energy to think of what if or should have.
“You think it will hold?” Naran asked. What a stupid question. It was like asking, are we going to win the war. It was just a question to make the person asking the question to feel good and that they knew what was going on. When in reality it was a giant shit show.
What I wanted to say was that its only value was to wipe my butt. I didn’t trust the Ritualist and he didn’t trust me. However, I couldn’t say that after signing the document. Unlike the Ritualist people would ask annoying questions and I didn’t want to melt them.
I also couldn’t express confidence, since if it was broken, I would look like an idiot. “It was the only realistic option unfortunately. Hold, don’t hold. I have no idea. The simple fact is I can’t win, but the Ritualist can’t win against me either.”
There was a long stretch of silence. I would just like to sail away in the sea of stars. Go on a vacation. It wasn’t going to happen, but I let myself think about such things. Just leave this mess, leave my failures behind.
“We can find him. We leave the doctor and the cart puller behind, rush the city,” Sam said. Thank you for your oh so brilliant mind. Just go rush in idiot and get hit with mental attacks. It is easy to say such a thing, but making it happen, impossible. Ah, the good doctor was also awake and Naran had passed him the copy of the treaty to look over.
“Champion Michael, we can’t back down! We can take the city, wreck the store and chase down the Ritualist,” Sam said.
“Chase him down,” I tilted my head slightly to look at Sam. He flinched a bit when my eyes glared at him. “So easy to say. I said that exact same thing many times. Just chase him down. Chase. Him. Down. Easy enough. So why didn’t you in the last battle?” I asked.
There was dead silence at that. “There are things that are easy to say, but impossible to accomplish. Killing the Ritualist is impossible. Everything else doesn’t matter. It is impossible to track him down if there is no monster nearby. If we went back, he would hole up and hit us with mental attacks. Then what? Go on, that wasn’t a rhetorical question.”
“We can all learn the doctor’s method for sensing the Ritualist’s location,” Sam said.
“I considered that. Unfortunately, it only works when there are monsters. If the Ritualist just walks out of the city and leaves, what then?”
“I...I don’t know,” Sam finally said.
“Exactly. There is no path to victory. No path to killing the Ritualist. I hate the truce more than anyone. If anyone came up with a surefire one hundred percent way to kill, I would do it right now no hesitation. But there isn’t. Purgatory can’t survive another battle,” I said and just stared at the light dots in the night sky.
The trees got in the way, but I could make out enough. “Peace is never a bad thing,” the good doctor said. I felt irrationally angry at that statement. Peace was terrible! It meant losing. It meant compromise. It meant letting that asshole who melted my feet live one second longer than he should.
“Nox is Ruth, the Ritualist confirmed it. She ran way a long time ago. Right after the First Battle of Purgatory,” I said, frustration leaking into my voice. I let my frustration bleed away with a sigh and looked back up at the pinpricks of light that I could see through the trees.
“You seem surprisingly accepting of this,” Naran said.
“I thought about it a lot on the trek here. I can’t win but I can’t lose either. But everyone else can lose. This war has been lost. The next war won’t be. This is just a break until we fight again.”
“You sound absolutely sure about that,” Naran said.
“I am. The Ritualist will die. I don’t know when, but once I have the power to ensure it, I am going to melt him. I swore an oath,” I glanced at Naran out of the corner of my eye, curious how he would react.
“An oath. A blood oath perhaps?”
“Sure, a blood oath of vengeance.”
“No team city leaders? He could be a powerful ally,” Naran suggested. I let out a scoff at that. Ally with the Ritualist?
“Naran. Even if my very soul and life were on the line, I would never trust or ally with that man. The treaty is just posturing before we try to kill each other again.”
“Surprised you aren’t considering the possibilities.”
“Oh, I am. Trust me. Once we get back to Purgatory, I am going to review all the research up to this point. Summoning is too overpowered and the gateway to several other abilities. The ability to scout and attack remotely is unparalleled.”
“If there are tradeoffs like you suspect?”
“Then I will deal with them as they come up. Or let someone else summon monsters for my team.”
“So, looking to build a team besides me? Should I be worried?”
“Maybe. With this place, I am waiting for a dragon to show up any moment and to roast my ass. Seriously, you are fine. I owe you Naran. Really owe you.”
“Now you are getting sappy.”
“Sorry, sorry. Just feeling depressed about losing. I am going to rest, you got the watch rotations and clearing?”
“No problem,” Naran said, and I nodded at him. I looked up at the pinpricks of light. I might even dare to call him a friend. A good friend.
I got up and went to the cart and leaned against the side and closed my eyes. Tomorrow would be another day. Today, the war was over.