Chapter 141: The World Is Interested in Me
Chapter 141 < The World Is Interested in Me >
Where is this.
The room was unfamiliar yet familiar, just like when he was still living in his grandfathers mansion. In this memory, too, Yeon Seo, who was hugging his knees and bowing his head, recalled the voices he had heard at school during the day.
(Thats him.)
(Who? Oh him?)
The family knew that he would have a seizure if he heard his biological mothers name. Thats why no one in the mansion ever mentioned her name. They even forbade him from showing any interest in his biological mother.
(But he looks fine?)
(Shh, be quiet.)
But the kids couldnt be stopped. It was a world where a lot of information came up just by searching on the internet. They didnt say her name exactly, but they could tell by the atmosphere and the tone of voice. And there were more than one or two of these kids.
He was scared to think and jumped up to turn on the computer. The monitor screen reflected his pale face and uniform, which probably belonged to a middle school student.
-Legendary acting of the late Lee Heeseo.avi
-Theres still no actress who can beat this person, the legend thats not a legend.swf
Who would that be now?
Shes irreplaceable, I guess
Shes so pretty
My dad really liked her
I dont know, was she that famous?
She was really famous, how can you not know Lee Heeseo-_-?
You might not know if youre young
I miss her~~ Happy farewell
Yeon Seo, who had been looking for her information for a while, lifted his head. The figure that was annoying him on the monitor. Yeon Seo stared at it for a few seconds and opened his mouth.
Why did you do that.
Couldnt you hold on to mom in reality, Nana hyung?
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Ugh.
Yeon Seo, who returned to reality, wrapped his throbbing head and headed to the bathroom. It was when he had lost his memory for a while and didnt know the truth. So he thought that Lee Heeseo had left him and left the world.
Ah Im dying.
The problem was that this kind of memory had a bigger impact on his body than usual. He ended up lying on the bed after soaking his body with water.
Is it the influence of the script.
Right next to him was Kim Jaehos script for Obscene Murder. He was able to sign it after several rounds of contract negotiations since he met him in Busan. Park Seunghwan started dieting for the sake of his small old mans body, and Yeon Seo left the important things to Cha Yoonho and was slowly tearing apart the script.
The director said he wanted to try something new.
He was a director who had achieved 10 million viewers. The director, who was so popular, came up with a new work. To be honest, it felt like something critics would like.
So, its hard to expect a hit. Some might say that the directors style has changed and hes got art disease, but he liked it. He wanted to try something like this. But.
Its hard.
There was no easy work, honestly. But this work was especially adventurous.
Kim Jaehos planning intention was to ask whether it could be considered as a joint suicide when an adult who planned to commit suicide with a child who didnt even know what death was.
The role of the grandson, Hwang Minjae, that he would play was the role that represented the child here. What if that child had lived? Or what if that child was a 19-year-old child who was just before adulthood and expressed his will clearly? Would he resent his parents? Or would he hold on to them?
Here, Hwang Minjae holds on to his only remaining family, his grandfather Hwang Daesik. So.
I have to keep exhausting my emotions.
It wouldnt be easy. He sighed.
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You said you come often, why are you so scarce?
Im busy with work.Fôll0w current novÊls on n/o/(v)/3l/b((in).(co/m)
Cheon Seongmin, the director, greeted Yeon Seo, who had visited the filming site for a long time, with a chubby face.
Busy with what, looking for a next work? Youre in Jaehos work, right?
The world is interested in me. Right?
Right. There are a lot of scenes where we have to talk to each other
They seemed embarrassed by complaining too much and tried to make up for it. Their appearance was somewhat pitiful.
Yeah, that emotional acting. Thats why he came here.
And thinking about the dress youre going to wear at Cannes makes me laugh even in my sleep.
Are you ready already?
I dont even dream of getting an award, but still, how often do I get a chance to go?
Director Cheon, who was not popular but swept the awards, had the advantage of stimulating the bourgeoisies spending and attracting investment for art films.
So the investors meeting also welcomed Director Cheons comeback. It was the bourgeoisies refined hobby. And Yu Yeon-seo, who was thirsty for an award, was hooked. But listening to the story
So, did you observe well what youre going to steal?
Well
I had a slight thought that maybe I should reconsider joining Director Cheons work Yoo Yeon Seo listened to the two people, or rather, Hong Minas complaints for a while, then returned to Director Cheons side.
And she watched the two actors performances through the monitor.
How is it?
I dont know.
He didnt know what background the two had, or what the situation was like before. However, he listened carefully to Director Cheons advice to the actors who came to monitor.
You said that before, right? Acting with mixed experiences, its stressful.
Thats right.
I feel like that experience keeps holding me back.
Director Cheon waved his hand as if to tell him to go on.
I tried to create a character and lock it inside me, but when a situation similar to my experience and the play came, I felt like I was being devoured by it.
Thats what happened in Guksae. He projected his parents death and Lee Heeseo, and associated Sim Naegwan and the current emperor with the murderer who killed her and the head. He almost hurt the other actor with his boiling lust.
If that scene was not shooting with a gun, but punching continuously, he couldnt guarantee what would have happened to the other actor.
How was your acting then?
Actually I was immersed well. I felt like the camera was breathing with me and the result was okay without needing to monitor.
Your acting, your work, must have been helpful then?
Yoo Yeon Seo nodded. Director Cheon stroked his chin. His eyes were still on the monitor.
Why is being devoured bad? Just use your experience. Identify yourself with the character. Let yourself go with the flow. Dont think of anything else.
What about the stress?
You said you were stressed, not that it was a wrong method.
He seemed to have said that Yoo Yeon Seo stared blankly at Director Cheon.
Its a burden because you recognize it as stress.
Well that does cause psychological damage. I spill coffee and vomit blood and stuff. He couldnt say that, so he smiled soullessly.
What I mean is, approach it from a different perspective. Is it really a burden? Or are you mistaken for a burden?
Thats very philosophical.
Actually, I dont know your situation well, do I? So Im just saying these things that look good.
I still dont know. Well, Yoo Yeon Seo didnt tell him everything either, so Director Cheon must be giving him vague advice.
Anyway, if you try that and its hard to get out of being devoured, ask for someone elses help. Its your specialty to immerse yourself and get out easily, isnt it?
Someone else?
Dont you have a manager? Theres also that sullen secretary over there. When your acting is over, ring a bell or whistle or something to bring you back to reality.
Youre not the type to care about your dignity, are you? He muttered. Well, my image has been too good lately. Maybe I should do this kind of thing once in a while to tone it down.
Im glad I came to you, Director.
Really? Did you get your moneys worth?
Yes.
Of course, if this succeeds. I didnt realize how terrible the emotions I had in the past were. Thats why I see visions and hear voices.
Oh? Come to think of it, its me now?
I stopped thinking of separating myself from the original. Then maybe I can merge myself with the character?