It should not be a long time to faint at the sight of a little blood, let alone watch yourself killing, fierce qiāng battle with the enemy, street fighting.
"Do you feel weird now?"
Regba was naturally clear to Zhang Xiaofan when she looked at her like an alien. She paused and continued;
"In fact, this matter really needs to be erected, and I can't quite explain why."
"It's just that, since I was young, I didn't like the immutable, bland life. This feeling made me very depressed and even faint.
"Because of this, I am a girl who was admitted to the Shencheng Drama Academy a short distance from Dihua City in the Western Region, and chose to enter the Chinese entertainment circle, determined to become an outstanding actress."
"The reason why I chose to follow the path of actress is actually very simple, because I can experience a lot of life in movies and TV shows that I have never experienced before."
"For example, in the play, I can become a female spy who penetrates behind the enemy, or a female general who does not let the eyebrows, and of course there are nine-tailed red foxes that only exist in myths and legends."
"Because of her status as an actor, she was able to let me experience a life I have never experienced before."
"Even a life I had never imagined before."
"So, I am so obsessed with everything and all that ....
In the dimly lit compartment, only the faint atmosphere lights flickered, but Reba's eyes were bright and dazzling, like the brightest star in the night sky.
She paused and continued;
"So, with you, every day makes me feel that I live a meaningful and valuable life."
"It's not like it used to be. It's like being **** by those invisible bars and controlled by a puppet."
"Every day, I follow the schedule according to the schedule arranged by the brokerage company, honestly, and do things that have long been doomed."
"This numb, step-by-step life makes me feel more and more numb, and I feel more and more exhausted ..."
"But with you, I feel like I've never felt so real. I'm living and real."
"If you can stay with me, even if I know that I may face you a lot and a lot of dangers in the future."
"But I'm not afraid. Instead of being mediocre, I live my life step by step."
"" I would rather live one last time for myself, even if it was only one day, one hour, one minute, that would not be a lifetime ... "
Zhang Xiaofan looked at the girl in front of her, and a little ripple appeared in her heart.
In particular, when Zhang Xiaofan saw the solemn and serious look of Rebana, he did not seem to be joking with himself.
Until then, Zhang Xiaofan could not confirm that the other party was not joking with him, but was serious. Then he shook his head and laughed bitterly.
"You are still unafraid of those who do n’t know, just like the life you just said, it is a crisis full of danger."
"If you are curious about life with me, then when the freshness of this curiosity gradually dissipates ..."