287 Would You Like to Go Back to the Past?
Silence.
They all looked at Lucas with pity.
Having to fight these giant mutated animals during the day and dreamed of his own death at night...
That was really miserable.
“I don’t dream that often.” Lucas waved his hand when the others were looking at him with such gaze. “After the second red rain, the frequency had decreased and after my ability mutated like this, I never dreamed again.”
Kyle looked at Lucas and then asked, “Can you tell the details of your dream?”
“Well, it’s always started the same. I was in my dormitory and the world changed. I have to fight these giant mutated animals to get out and then my sister and another woman came to help.”
Another woman?
Lucy glanced in Kate’s direction imperceptibly but didn’t say anything. If Kate hadn’t become a cat, it was estimated that the two of them would travel together.
.....
“I can’t tell time in my dream and how many days had actually passed. It’s like a movie but at the same time, it’s a very scary one.” Lucas smiled bitterly. He didn’t really want to remember those dreams because it was really miserable.
The battle in the dormitory was even worse than what he actually experienced. Perhaps, it was also because he had experience of battles in the dream that he fared better in real life.
He didn’t know how these two were connected.
After all, his dream was bits and pieces that seemed to be strung together but there were also many missing pieces.
But the end of the dream is always the same.
“After getting out of the university and the city, there’s a horde of giant mutated animals. We have to go somewhere, towards a road and then enter a forest.... But our abilities run out at that time and I was killed by these giant mutated animals,” Lucas answered and sighed deeply.
The others looked at each other.
After all, she might not be willing to stay with her parents all the time. Despite the fact that she liked peaceful life, she was also someone who wanted to see the world but hadn’t had quite the chance.
Well, not like there was no chance.
But it was more like she restrained herself and stayed holed up within her room most of the time.
Also, if Lucy were to ask her to come with the other party to save her family, could Kate refused?
She definitely couldn’t.
And when she was still thinking, she heard Kyle’s words and some thoughts converged within her mind.
Would she want to go back to the past?
She wanted to.
There were many things that she regretted and wished to change if there was a chance. But she also knew that it was nothing more than a dream that could never be fulfilled.
It was not realistic.
Yet, at the same time, she didn’t want to back.
Because at this time, she had experienced so many things. Things that she would rather not have the young her remember nor knowing in the slightest bit. Because it meant that her childhood would not be as free as it has been.
Recalling some bitter memories, Kate knew that if she had memories of those events during her childhood, she would never be able to grow up properly. She will definitely hate those people even before their meeting.
Would she still be the same person then?
That was what Kate feared the most.
She didn’t want to be a person who would only focus on hatred just because of those memories. Even if it meant that she would treasure her time with her family more, she liked this gradual process she had when she was interacting with others.
Thus....
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