Chapter 36 - Not the place for discussion

'BANG!!!'

She kicked the bathroom door open and just barge in without caring the condition he's in. Her temper is riling up thus it blinded her from the view of him who's fully naked in a shower.

"You can't just say it like that. I never agreed to it. No romantic proposal nor flowers. And you don't even know what type of wedding i want. And speaking of wedding, i don't even know i love you or not. Do you even love me? Why are you doing this? Forcing me to accept you. This is not right!!! I have ugly scars on my body and no one would want to see it. It's fine if we just continue on being friends or even boyfriend and girlfriend relationship. But marriage? It never cross my mind, Tristan. I know we've talked about this before. But on second thought, i have to disagree about marrying you." She sound helpless at this moment. Maybe at first she did find marriage life with Tristan would be fine. Like Tristan said, they will never know if they never tried. She did consider it. But with her other identity that requires her to do dangerous stunt and meeting dangerous people along the way, she didn't dare to think of that kind of future. She have three more years to serve. It's stated on the contract. 10 years putting her life on the job. This other job that no one ever know. Which is the main reason she was reluctant with this marriage idea. She held her forehead while pacing back and forth inside the bathroom. Still unaware the dangerous state she's in.

Tristan who was under the shower, naked with his beast hanging out after her rub this morning couldn't help but stunned seeing her barging inside the bathroom and scolding him as if he was uninteresting man. He kept his cool gaze at her as she rambles the reason for not marrying him. No matter how long she gave her list of reason, it doesn't seem to bother him. All he knows, he wanted to make her his so he can keep an eye on her easily. And because he's been waiting for her way too long. First, he needed to make her realize that it's not the time and place for discussion. His raging beast is killing him with her in his sight.

"Honey, i would love to talk to you and discuss with you further but now is really not the time to do so." He leaned his naked body against the wall and shamelessly gave her the view of her lifetime.

"What..what do you mean not the...time...owh. Wow." She finally realize the person in front of her is naked and she know she should have close her eyes and ran away but who could ever move away from such a view. Her eyes is taking its own time to devour every inch of his sturdy, sexy body and when her gaze land on his beast, she can see it twitching as it gets bigger. She's almost drooling at the sight and her throat felt dry all of sudden. She needed to go but why is it she can't stop herself from looking. It was as if her feet and eye just glued onto him.

Tristan could feel the heat that he tried to subside minutes ago starts to ignite once more and place itself to his lower body. Every time Alicia move her gaze on his body, it was as if he can feel her soft hand touching him passionately. Seeing her looking at his beast, he almost groaned with pleasure, feeling like he wanted to command her to get on her knees right away. The great beast just kept on twitching until he could not take it any longer.

"Love, if you keep on looking at me like that i'll shift our wedding night to right now." He took a step towards her before she ran off, fleeing away from him. Siren seems blaring the moment he took a step ahead which finally made her realize the danger that she's in.

Tristan sighed as he watched his future bride ran off. Looking down at his hard beast he sighed once more. It took so much time to calm it down and she just had to triggered it again.

Alicia ran off to the bedroom and close it with a bang before burying herself under the cover.

'Just where did i left my brain this morning? And how in the world did i not realize he was naked?'

She felt like crying over her own stupidity or more like her ridiculous behaviour. How did she let her guard down? To be able to transport her here in god knows where without waking her up. Just how comfortable she was with him around that she doesn't pay any attention to her own safety? If this whole thing got out and reach Master Nil, she will get chased for rounds of beating from him.

'Arghhh!!! Alicia, haven't you learn anything at all from your training over the years?' She scold herself. She had to admit, she did take things lightly when she felt his presence. And she knew he was following her closely yesterday which is why she doesn't seem to care about anything. It seems, without her realizing it she accepted him to be part of her life way before he told her to marry him. Oh, the trouble that she's going to get if she reveal her other identity. And not to mention Master Nil.

'This could be troublesome. But if i don't tell, no one will know. Which is impossible.'

In the end, she dragged herself out from the bed and took a bath to freshen up herself. Time to get ready for another battle with Tristan. She need to stop this ridiculous wedding.