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Hearing it was my mother's voice, I didn't even have time to be happy before the other side shouted, "No, this matter can't be discussed. I definitely won't agree to it!"

What was going on? Who told my mother to be unhappy?

I quickly had White Impermanence hide her figure, then tidied up my clothes before quickly arriving at the door to the room where my mother was.

The door was open, so I didn't have to knock. I stood in the doorway with my arms outstretched, ready to give my mother a hug. As a result, when my mother saw that it was me, her eyes immediately turned blood-red. She looked around but didn't find anything useful. She picked up the pillow and threw it at me.

"You still know how to come back?"

I quickly took the pillow, laughing but also not crying, this is to say that I was not in the bed guarding the lesson? Fine, fine, fine. I'll just admit my mistake.

He hurriedly hugged the pillow against his lower abdomen, and moved it to his mother's side step by step. "I know I'm not guarding you from your anger, but aren't you feeling just fine? Don't get so angry first, let's save up a little for later."

This is my usual trick to coax my mom. Previously, whenever she was angry, I would say it this way, and no matter how angry she was at that time, she would always be amused by my words. It's just that today, I'm a little surprised. Not only did Mom not calm down, she was even angrier.

She suddenly stood up and pointed at my nose, frowning like she had never seen before. Before she could finish her sentence, tears were already streaming down her face. "Yan Nuo, do you know what you're doing now?"

Although this sentence had no end, but my mother's words still made my heart thump. I felt that she was probably talking about something related to Zi Sang Ming.

I hugged the pillow tighter and protected my lower abdomen before standing up. Just to be safe, I asked out of the blue, "Mom, what did you say? What's wrong with me? "I, I've been at school for the past few days."

"Your father just came back from school, and you weren't at school for the past few days. And Yannan, An An, and Jing, I asked them all, they said they didn't know where you were. Where did you go?"

"I … I … I" I "for a long time, but I still couldn't find the words to say. In the end, I could only remain silent.

I can't say that I went to the underworld, much less that I'm not a mortal. I can't even imagine if I showed up in Rakasha's place, my mother would accept this.

"Yan Nuo, I always thought you were a carefree child, but how could you do such a thing? That person, no, they are both not alive. How can you be with him?

I didn't know how my mother knew about this, so I naturally couldn't blame anyone, or rather, I had no reason to blame anyone. After all, paper couldn't contain fire, and sooner or later, this matter would have to be brought under the sun.

"Mom." I stood up and tried to help her sit down. Her bones had just been undone and she was still too weak to be angry.

My mother shook my hand away. "I don't need your help."

"Mom, don't be so angry first. Listen to me first."

"I know what kind of boyfriend you always want me to find. He has to have a good family, have to have a good family, be able to support me, love me, and be filial. All of these conditions are met, but in fact, he might not be as scary as you think."

My mother opened her mouth, but before she could say anything, my father, who was silently smoking, opened his mouth and said, "But in the end, he's not a living person in the mortal world. We've thought about what kind of boyfriend you might find, and we've even made preparations, even if the other party doesn't meet our requirements, as long as you like it, we can agree. But, how do you want us to agree? How can a good girl like you marry a dead person?"

But Zishan Ming is not dead, he was born in the underworld, this is an unchangeable fact, we can't do anything about it. Just as I was born in the mortal world, we are all unchangeable.

"Dad, mom, no matter how you know about this, I think you guys must have misunderstood Zi Sang Ming. Although he was born in the Underworld, he isn't the person you talk about. He also has feelings, blood, wounds, and no love, so he has to help you cure the poison in your body."

As soon as I finished speaking, before I could clearly see my mother's face, a slap exploded in my ear, instantly causing half of my face to burn with pain. "I want to know if he saved me, I'd rather die. Why did you save me? Ah? What are you doing! "How do you want me to face your Yan family's ancestors? Yan Nuo, you … you must separate from him!"

These words were so decisive that there was no room for resistance. I stood in front of the bed for a long time, not knowing what to say. The only thing I could think of was that I seemed to have thought of everything too simply.

I thought as long as we loved each other, we would be able to transcend the secular world, we could get married, and then we could travel through the Yin and Yang worlds and live carefree lives.

I thought that as long as we did good deeds, we would be recognized by everyone and receive all the blessings.

I thought now that all I was doing was "thinking," that was all.

First, I was hated by Sang Yu in the Underworld. Now, when I returned home, I was stopped by my mother. She even explicitly forbade me to be together with Sang Ming.

I put the pillow down and straightened my loose clothes. The bulge in my belly was more pronounced. Mom and Dad's gazes instantly froze.

"You, you, this is your child?" "Yes," I said.

I smiled and nodded. "Yes, our child has been here for almost a year. His name is Zishan, and he is a boy. He can already run and jump in the underworld. He will be able to obtain the mortal body in a few months time and come visit you."

I thought my mother would blush and say, Oh, I'm going to be a grandmother.

However, the truth was that his mother really wished she could rush over and beat him to death.

"No, absolutely not! You can't have this child, how can you have a damn child? Go and kill him, no matter what you do, you have to kill him!"

"But he also has a life! Mom, you're asking me to kill someone, you know that? " My smile is still plastered on my face. After saying those words, my face is drenched with salt.

He is my son, he saved my life countless times, he is your grandson!

No matter what I said, she just stared at my stomach, that kind of hatred, that kind of anger, "I don't care if I live or die, you're the Yan family's child, the only child in the Yan family right now, I definitely can't let you follow a ghost, and even give birth to a damned child. No, I don't agree!"

When my father saw that my mother was really going to rush up to make a move, he quickly stopped her and tightly held her in his arms. He gave me a meaningful look and told me to leave quickly.

But I also want to say a few words to my mother, I want to let him know that I am very happy with Sang Ming, I love him very much, my life is given by him now, I can't do without him.

Before I could finish my words, a force landed on my waist and forcefully pulled me out of the room. Just as I left the room, the door slammed shut.

White Impermanence wiped the non-existent sweat from her forehead and pretended to be frightened. "My dear lady, you scared me to death. You said that His Highness was injured here, didn't you want to take my life?"

Even though I had come out, my soul seemed to have stayed in the room, my mind was filled with the image of my mother desperately fighting back.

That kind mother, telling me to find a beautiful boyfriend in the future, or the mother who would affect my child's genes, the mother who loved me, why did it turn out like this?

Zi Sang Yu's resistance to me only made me feel pressured. I felt that if I married a royal family, I might have to face many difficult problems in the future. My life might not be easy, but my mother's resistance really gave me a big blow.

"What should I do?" Sitting at the entrance of the monastery, I tightly hugged my knees. The sky was clear and cloudless, but I felt like it had already fallen from tens of thousands of meters away, ready to smash me to death at any moment.

Was he really going to give up?

No, absolutely not, I can't lose him, I can't lose my parents, although I have already recovered Raksha's body and also recovered the memories of a thousand years ago, but the love I felt when I was a child has already taken root in my heart. That kind of warmth and joy of being taken care of is like a cloud, as long as it has been carried away, I don't want to take it away from me.

Moreover, our son, Sang Yu, and son, Sang Ming's relationship had already become contradictory. His family members no longer wished us well, and I don't want my family members to wish me well either. A marriage without a blessing wouldn't be a happy marriage, it would only cause people to feel immense pressure.

White Impermanence floated beside me. When she saw that someone was coming from behind me, she quickly hid herself. Duan Heng came to my side and sat down, "You just came back?"

I nodded and kept my head in my lap. I didn't want to lift it.

Duan Heng took out a cigarette and just as he was thinking about lighting it, he glanced at me as if he remembered that I was already pregnant. He put the lighter away and placed the cigarette by his ear, "I was the one who told your mother about you and Zi Sang Ming. I'm sorry, I feel that there are some things that she should have known beforehand."

No blame, no anger.

Duan Heng seemed to be slightly surprised. "Aren't you angry with me?"

Why should I be angry when anger doesn't solve the problem? Besides, I've already said it, just like you thought, this matter had to be told sooner or later, and now it's okay, in three days son Sang Ming will ascend the throne, followed by the wedding, now said I still have a few days to explain it to mother, to let her know my thoughts and decisions, in case, in case she agrees.

There are a lot of things, even if the result may be a failure, but trying hard compared to giving up without doing anything, shouldn't I still try hard? At the very least, I can't let myself regret it.