Situ Han took a look at Yang Shishi, and then opened his diary. In the diary, all the records were Xi Xi's mood.
In order to be a qualified father, situ Han once studied the psychology of adolescent boys and girls for a long time.
Of course, he knew how much his daughter adored longchen, but when he saw these diaries, he was still shocked by Xixi's feelings.
He never knew that his 13-year-old daughter would write a diary that made him cry.
December 24, Christmas Eve!
This year's Su city is particularly cold. I walk on the street, looking at the people coming and going, hoping to dye some happiness to me from their happy faces.
I worked hard all night, but I burst into tears when I saw the apple. I remember that you used to feed me the apple. You cut it into small pieces, sent it to my mouth, and wiped the juice from the corner of my mouth for me.
Brother longchen, how can you have the heart to leave me? Without you, who would be so careful to me?
Without you, who will take care of your Xibao? You promised me that you would stay with me all your life. How can you not keep your word?
December 25th, Christmas!
Brother longchen, today I burned a letter to you. It says that the letter is burned. No matter in hell or in heaven, you can see it.
Did you get my letter?
Brother longchen, I'd like to report to you that I can easily finish the 5km cross-country jog, and I can find all the acupoints on men and women by myself.
I did what you wanted, but I won't get your praise any more.
Brother longchen, is it because I used to be too lazy? Is it because I don't work hard that you are angry and don't want to see me again?
Now think about it, as if you have been waiting for me. You wait for me to recover, for me to learn to work hard, for me to grow up
Are you waiting for the despair, will go?
I'm wrong. I really know I'm wrong. Brother longchen, if I wait for you, I'll wait for you for one year, ten years, all my life. If you don't come, I'm not old, OK?
New year's day, is the beginning of the year, the weather is particularly good, long time no blue sky, now become blue.
Brother longchen, I calculated that you've been gone for less than three months, but why do I feel that I haven't seen you in my life?
Today, when I was eating, I saw Cherry Blossom cake. I know you like cherry blossom. I wish I could feed you.
Today, I passed the men's clothing store at the corner of the street and saw a white T-shirt in the glass kitchen. White is your favorite color. I bought it back and hung it in the innermost part of my wardrobe. When you come back, I will give it to you. It must be super handsome.
On January 8, it was sleet and colder.
Brother longchen, it's snowing in Sucheng. I miss you in the snow. Do you feel it?
Without you, no matter where I go, it's so cold and stuffy. I miss you. Do you miss me?
If you miss me and can't come back for a while, come to my dream and have a look at your Xibao. Remember.
It snowed on January 16th. What's the matter with today's winter? Is not rain or snow, is also in a bad mood?
Brother longchen, it's almost the Spring Festival of the lunar calendar. It's another year of reunion, but where are you?
I dreamt of you last night. Today I searched on my mobile phone. How can I dream of you continuously.
Then I saw a paragraph on the Internet. They said that the person I met in my dream will go to him when I wake up. This is life.
Tell me, where can I find you? Can you tell me?
On January 20th, the snow stopped and it was still cold.
School physical examination, I stepped on the scale, brother longchen Since you left, I've lost 11 Jin, and my height is 1.56 meters.
You see that? No one can take care of me except you. Can you rest assured? Don't worry? Don't worry
January 22, cloudy day!
Brother longchen, I'm waiting for you.
January 23, cloudy day!
Brother longchen, I'm still waiting for you.
On January 24, it cleared up, but I experienced a bolt from the blue.
Brother longchen, Qiaoben told me about you. I pinched myself dozens of times and cut my arm with a machete. It turns out that I didn't dream.
You're back in your world. Why don't you take me with you?
I began to hate this city, also began to hate you, why don't you even give me a choice? Why don't you even give me a chance to know the truth?
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
January 25th.
I don't know if it's cloudy or sunny! I don't know whether it's raining or snowing. All I know is that I'm sick and I cry.
Brother longchen, do you still remember that grumpy and delicate Xibao?
Brother longchen, do you still remember that arrogant and arrogant Xibao?Brother longchen, do you remember that lazy and naughty Xibao?
Brother longchen, do you still remember the Xibao who thought of ten thousand ways and didn't want to work hard?
I don't know what to do with my shortcomings.
Brother longchen, look at the cocoon of my palm. I'm not coquettish any more. I don't dare to be lazy any more. I've worked hard to study five in the morning and ten in the evening. I've changed it. I really know I'm wrong. Will you come back?
I can eat only one meal, sleep only one hour, listen to you forever, as long as you come back
On January 30, brother longchen, don't be cruel to me just because I miss you.
January 31!
When you're here, I won't do anything.
Now that I know everything, I can even write the same handwriting as you, which is enough to confuse the real with the fake, but I will never get your praise again.
February 1st. Who can tell me what the weather is outside.
My head is more dizzy, my eyes are very fuzzy, there is a voice in my ear to tell me, find you back.
Xibao really can't live without you. Without you, I will get lost. Without you, my eyes will be blind. I really can't live without you.
I know I want to be strong, but I don't want to be strong, I just want you.
February 2, it's snowy.
The days without you, even the air is bitter, I feel like years, often hallucinations.
I saw you waiting for me outside the window. When you walked by, you turned into a tree.
I see you waiting for me by the river. When you walk by, you become a stone again.
I see you waiting for me in the ancient castle of Yanshan. Brother longchen, don't change this time, OK?
……
Silence, long silence!
The continuous silence was suppressed in his heart. Situ's eyes were red. His hands holding the diary trembled slightly. Although he tried to restrain himself, he could still feel his sadness.
Yang Shishi went over and silently threw himself into his arms.
Pop!
The diary fell to the ground. After a long time, situ Han raised his arm and hugged Yang Shishi tightly.
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