Chu Baiqing looked at Tan Song who was so thin, and Shen Congwen knew him too well.
If there is no such sentence left by Shen Congwen, I am afraid that Tan Song would have followed him long ago and would not live anymore.
However, those who are alive have to endure more pain, one person bears the memories of two people.
I have to keep these memories alone, because Shen Congwen begs him to live well...
He traded his life for Tan Song's life, so he must live well.
Now when facing Tan Song, Chu Baiqing is more speechless.
He couldn't say words of comfort, no matter what kind of words, they were pale and weak.
All he can do is company.
"Baiqing, let's go back! It's the third year of high school, and I can't afford to lose time. You are here with me, and that silly boy is with you downstairs..."
Tan Song's voice has become dry and hoarse after everything else.
Chu Baiqing has been with Tan Song these days, while Gu Jue is sitting with him on the stone bench downstairs.
If he asked him to go back, he wouldn't go back, as if he was afraid that Chu Baiqing would also be affected.
"I'll be with you, Brother Song!"
Chu Baiqing glanced downstairs. Gu Jue was sitting on the stone bench, shaking his body, looking boring in every way, really embarrassing him.
"Your brother Wen will stay with me!"
Tan Song looked at the columbarium opposite, as if Shen Congwen was sitting there, holding a book in his hand, reading to him, analyzing...
When he was about to nap or sleep, Shen Congwen would kick him with his foot...
Chu Baiqing's heart is blocked, and such a sentence is too sad...
"We have discussed it. We are going to Lake Como in Milan, Italy, to live there. I plan to take him there in the next few days. I will not come back in the future..."
"You know that I can't take care of myself. Without him... I can't do anything well, but he used to take care of me. Now I take care of him."
Chu Baiqing's eyes were blurred, he opened the door and ran out, unable to control his emotions.
It hurts too much. When he ran out, he was stopped by Gu Jue.
At this moment, Chu Baiqing couldn't care about anything. He hugged Gu Jue and cried out of shape, so hysterical.
Gu Jue's face turned pale...
Chu Baiqing was ill for two days. When he woke up, he knew that Tan Song was gone and brought Shen Congwen...
"Tan Song said, don't let you send him off, he is afraid of your crying, let you be well..."
Gu Jue was standing against the wall with a cigarette in his mouth but not lit.
These days he has many things he wants to ask Chu Baiqing, for example, did he know about Tan Song and Shen Congwen for a long time.
For example, when did his relationship with Tan Song become so good, he would kneel down to the Shen family because of him.
For another example, he has even more absurd ideas, does Chu Baiqing like Tan Song...
These words were on his lips, but he couldn't ask a word.
"Where did he go?" Chu Baiqing wondered if he went to Lake Como.
"He didn't say, no one knows where he went, and the people of the Tan family dare not ask. If he can live, the people of the Tan family will be content."
Chu Baiqing closed his eyes. If these parents knew their hindrances would cost their children their lives, or if life was better than death, would they still be so forced?
"Chu'er...you and Tan Song..." Gu Jue looked at Chu Baiqing, his words had reached his lips, but he couldn't ask questions abruptly.
"Do you want to ask me if you like men too..."
Years late