Chapter 1107： A Gu Qingxin——they interlocked with each other (42)

Turn to the last page with photos.

It was a hand with interlocking fingers, as can be seen from the patterned gear ring, this was the hand of Chu Baiqing and himself.

It should have been taken by Chu Baiqing after he fell asleep.

Although the fingers of the two are still a little swollen, the photos are beautiful.

"Our fingers are intertwined, and all our love is entangled in our hearts. I have thousands of reluctances towards you, but I chose to leave...

Leaving you alone and guarding the memories that belong to us, I am selfish, I am cruel, but these are not enough to compare with my love for you.

Gu Jue, I love you, I really love you very much...

I must love you more than you love me. I always want to emphasize this point repeatedly. It's a bit childish.

Take care of yourself. I can be better when you are done. You know this best.

Therefore, don't be decadent, let alone take a bath or brush your teeth. All unsanitary behaviors are unacceptable to me. You must also be aware of this.

Gu Jue, stop looking for me, I don't know where I will go...

I have prepared a gift for you. I think you will like it. For this gift, you have to be good, good...

I love you, Gu Jue, I love you not a little bit, but very deeply..."

Tears fell on the diary, and Gu Jue wiped it flusteredly, but the more he wiped the handwriting, the more blurred it became.

He started to wipe his tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean no matter how they wiped them.

"Chu Baiqing, what a **** are you..."

"How can you treat me like this..."

"Do you love me so? You bastard, where are you so..."

"How do you want me to live without you, Chu Baiqing, I hate you..."

Gu Jue hugged the diary tightly, then fell to the floor, as if his body was spasm, enduring pain, and rolling on the ground.

Feng Yan just stood there looking at him, his pain, his pain, Feng Yan could see, but he couldn't really feel it.

Gu Jue is so uncomfortable, no matter how uncomfortable he is, there are these brothers with him.

However, Chu Baiqing...

No matter how painful, painful, or uncomfortable he is...

He is all alone...

Gu Jue fell asleep in the end, after Feng Yan and Qin Shaoyou got him into the bed in the bedroom.

Feng Yan wanted to pull out the diary in his hand, but he couldn't get it after a few times.

In the end he can only give up...

He took a towel and cleaned Gu Jue's face. His beard hadn't been shaved for several days, and a lot of black stubble appeared, making him very decadent.

Feng Yan didn't know what was written in Chu Baiqing's diary, which made Gu Jue almost collapsed.

He thinks it should be a memory between the two...

After waking up that day, Gu Jue changed. He ate and slept normally instead of drinking.

However, he lived as if he had no soul, doing everything mechanically.

He could even sit on the sofa all day, listening to see if the door rang, and if it rang, he would rush to the door like crazy to see if Chu Baiqing had returned.

However, every time I was disappointed, it was not Chu Baiqing who opened the door.

From the initial disappointment to the final numb expression, he seemed to have gotten used to this.

These brothers have been with him in turns, but Chu Baiqing still has no news.

Feng Yan hadn't heard from Jason for a while, and his heart became more and more disturbed, until one day, he received another email from Jason.