Chapter 203

London, UK.

The haze is like sweeping the whole city, depressing and uncomfortable.

Selina sat at the window, looking a little tired.

She has been working in a wheelchair for five years. For five years, the wheelchair seems to be in general with her.

Before midnight, she always asks herself, is it worth it?

However, no one knows whether it is worth it or not.

She looked back at the closed door and the garden below the castle. She stood up slowly and walked two steps forward, like a normal person.

Her face showed a trace of bitterness, such a day, when she can choose to end, no longer self deception.

In fact, five years ago, she did block a shot for Leng CuO Yao, but that shot was nothing to her.

It was just that she was unlucky and injured her sciatic nerve, which led to her being unable to walk for half a year. At the beginning, it was no use for her to go to rehabilitation.

Later, she did not want to appear in the eyes of the public.

Although she sits in a wheelchair every day, she knows that she can let Zeng Hanyu stay by her side just because of guilt.

Sometimes, she hated this damned guilt, but sometimes, she was very happy, if not guilty, he might not be willing to stay by his side, so gentle to take care of her.

At the beginning, rescuing Leng CuO Yao was completely out of sincerity. However, after she woke up, she didn't know why everything would become like this and develop in this direction.

Almost everyone thought that she had bought Zeng Hanyu by her own legs.

She used to be so proud, but now, others say, she has no right to refute, because she is such a woman.

In fact, she stood up three years ago.

Since he did not go to the hospital for rehabilitation, Zeng Hanyu thought he had given up completely.

However, he did not know that every night, she would always practice walking alone in the room and keep recovering.

When she really can walk on her own, she is happy and guilty mood, at the same time spread in the heart.

Happy because, she can finally stand by his side, guilt is because, she made a decision that even she can't believe, she pretended to be disabled, pretended to be Selina with legs disabled.

Go to bed and get out of bed, you need him to hold it.

She didn't dare to tell him that her legs would have been able to walk on the ground. If she told him, would he still take care of himself and stay by his side?

No matter what answer others give her, however, in her heart, he will not stay for himself.

After all, the reason why he stayed and took care of her was that she saved Leng kuiyao. Maybe, in his heart, he saved Leng kuiyao to make him owe him a favor.

However, no matter how we say it or think about it, in the past five years, everything has developed like this.

She still remembers that when she couldn't stand up, the tears in her mother's eyes, like the blue sea water, filled her eyes. She never wanted to make her mother sad, but in this matter, she deeply hurt her mother.

In her mother's heart, the most important thing is her. However, she failed to protect herself. She also abused herself for love.

As early as a year after her legs were able to walk, my mother found the abnormality.

However, at the beginning, she was just beating around the bush until later, she completely confessed to herself and asked why she wanted to do this.

That reason, she is really ashamed of difficult to speak, but, know son Mo ruo mother, she almost saw through his mind.

Selina still remembers what her mother said.

She said, child, Mommy, the last thing you want to eat in your whole life is the pain of love. However, when you met Zeng Hanyu, I knew that I could not stop him when you saw him. However, I told you that he was not suitable for you, and you were completely trapped. Now, you pretend to be disabled for him, and you think about it again What will he think of you when he knows it? Mommy, for your good, if you can, you'd better tell him the truth earlier!

She was shocked when she heard her mother's words, but the next day, she couldn't make up her mind.

Yes, she was reluctant to let Zeng Hanyu leave her side. She was so hopeless.

Mother said she had lost herself for love.

She didn't speak.

She remembered that day in London, it was such a gloomy and hazy day that her mother left.

She said she would tell her when she could figure it out.

Mother went to travel around the world, and she continued to live in this castle with Zeng Hanyu for two years.

In the past two years, every time Zeng Hanyu went out on business, she took it here alone. It was very similar to those imperial concubines waiting for the emperor in ancient China.She hated such a self, but in the end she gave in to such a self.

Because she knew that Zeng Hanyu would only leave decisively.

She knew him so well that sometimes she felt that she knew him better than he did.

Hearing a slight rumble downstairs, Selina quickly turns and sits in her wheelchair.

She knew he was back.

For the past five years, she was more sensitive to the sound of his footsteps than any sound.

She sat quietly in the wheelchair, looking at the garden downstairs, the expression on her face, as always indifferent.

However, only she knew that she was not calm at all.

She heard, he stood at the door, but today, he seems a little different, he stood at the door, for a long time, did not come in.

She was like a fool, sitting in a wheelchair, not even dare to head back.

In fact, countless times, she wanted to turn her head and say hello to him kindly. Naturally, she said, hi, Yu, you are back!

However, she can't do it, because she has lost her pride. She is no longer Selina five years ago.

Since that shot, Zeng Hanyu's attitude towards himself has changed dramatically. Especially after he can't walk, he looks like he is guarding a glass doll, holding her carefully in his hand.

At the door, Zeng Hanyu quietly looked at the woman sitting on the wheel, and a touch of heartache flashed in his eyes.

Over the past five years, he has taken care of her everywhere. Whenever she needs to hold her by herself to do some basic things, his heart is very sad.

If it wasn't for saving ANN, Selina wouldn't have been like this. If Ann wasn't his fiancee, she wouldn't have been like this.

In fact, sometimes, in the dead of night, he asked himself countless times, if he had asked Gu Yian to save Selina, he would not have hurt his sciatic nerve. She is still the former, pungent, free, arrogant and uninhibited Selina.

He felt that he was very selfish. What's the difference between her now and a bird with broken wings.

The original she, the ability of the eagle, can fly freely in the sky, all of which is caused by him, but her love for him, but let her become what she is now.

Five years ago, he knew who he loved. But when he made her look like this, what else could he say he loved her?

Zeng Hanyu looked at her quietly at the door for a long time.

She has changed a lot now, the whole person looks unexpectedly quiet, like an ethereal ghost, without vitality.

Whenever he saw her like this, he felt as if there were thousands of ants gnawing at her.

He was never willing to let her become this way, but, she is so, it is his own creation.

He suddenly thought of the news he had just heard.

After An'an returns home, she meets Leng Haoyun.

Of course, he also heard that it was Leng Haoyun who asked an old Chinese doctor to wake him up through acupuncture.

However, he knew these things for a long time.

Today's news from home has made him a little impatient.

In order to save An'an, Leng Haoyun is said to have been knocked to the head by a stone statue and has been in a coma for several days.

Ann alone to support the unique group, fortunately the old man woke up and helped her share one or two.

However, they are old and young, who can't control some of Laozi's ambitions.

After thinking about it, Zeng Hanyu decided to go back to see it.

He's coming back today to tell Selina about it.

However, looking at her silent sitting there, he suddenly did not open his mouth.

But he couldn't do it without saying goodbye.

In fact, before he came back, he had done countless ideological work for himself.

He told himself that this time, it was only because of an accident that he came back to help her. He had no selfish motives in it. If he told Selina, she would understand her.

However, when he came to her step by step, he could not say a word.

After a while, he heard her cold voice.

"Come on, why don't you talk?"

She is back to himself said this sentence, he can only see her side face, is still a indifferent.

His words stuck in his throat, and after a long time, he said one.

"I'll come back to see you and carry you down to dinner!"

"Oh Selina answered and stopped talking.

Zeng Hanyu didn't want to upset her before she had dinner.

Since her injury, her appetite has been greatly reduced. Her oval face, which used to be round, can only see the sharp chin.He once thought that she didn't want to eat because of her body and depression, and even had anorexia.

Because several doctors told him that Selina didn't want to eat, not because of her physical function, but because she was in a bad mood.

He also thought of countless ways to make her happy, but every time it seemed to use the wrong way.

After they went downstairs, the servant brought up the meal.

Zeng Hanyu kept putting vegetables for Selina to eat more.

"You have to eat well, or it's bad for your health. Now you hold it up like a leaf, do you know?"

Maybe he was exaggerating. Selina had a rare smile.

"Is it? I'll try to eat as much as I can in the future... "