Chapter 97： knock it out

Lei Jin covered his stomach subconsciously. This was the first time he had confirmed the fact that there was a child in his stomach.

In fact, if Lei Jin had no doubts before, it would be impossible. After all, what Dr. Qing Qiao said that day was still in his ears, and it was obvious that his belly was getting bigger every day, and there were also Xi Ya and Mo Ya. Recently, he has been very cautious, and he is not allowed to touch anything that is cold. The best food in the family must be placed in front of him. When it is not really cold, his clothes will be thicker one by one. For fear of being blown by the wind, and so on, although they wanted to pretend to be casual, but as a party, how many people Lei Jin had seen, how could he not be aware of this little trick.

It's just that Chunji is gone. He is a big man and has never been pregnant. He can't be sure what the pregnancy is like. He doesn't even have anyone to discuss with him. Although he is anxious, he can only pretend to let it go. Stay tuned.

As for Berg and Roger, it's not bad, but I don't believe it. After all, one of them is Xia and the others, and the other is someone who used to like Moya.

Originally, he had doubts, so Mingya believed it as soon as he said it, and now Moya has no shyness to admit that there is nothing left to fantasize about.

"How many months?" When Lei Jin asked this question, he felt ridiculous. He was the last to know that he had a child in his stomach.

"It's been almost six months." Mo Ya glanced at him and said.

As for whose it was, he didn't want to ask anymore. After all, it was time to count, six months? Only that afternoon indulged in a cave by the sea.

Lei Jin lifted the blanket and got off the bed. The pain in his lower body was unbearable, and his footsteps were flimsy. Mo Ya greedily greedily gave him a hand and said, "The ground is full of concoction, so beware of slipping."

Lei Jin didn't accept his love, he broke free of his wrists, took the clothes on the cabinet and put them on, he just lifted his legs and put on his trousers. feeling.

It's not even late autumn, and he is already wearing winter clothes. Su Rui's sewing skills are really good. Although he sews with thick hemp thread, the stitches are very dense. The mink fur was about the same, shiny black, and Suri lined the lining with a soft cotton cloth. When Ziro brought the clothes, Mu Ya was there. It was too wasteful to say that such a good cotton cloth can make several summer clothes. .

"Let's eat first, let's talk about anything after dinner." Mo Ya saw that Lei Jin meant to go out directly.

Lei Jin didn't seem to hear, and walked towards the door without pausing.

Xia came in from the outside, saw Lei Jin, raised her hand to touch his forehead naturally, and said with a smile: "I finally woke up, I slept for a full day and night, and I couldn't wake up even if I called, the whole family was awake. I'm worried. Did I touch the fever?"

Lei Jin slapped his outstretched hand away without saying a word, bypassed him, and continued to walk towards the door.

Xi Ya gestured to Mo Ya with her eyes: What happened?

Mo Ya didn't answer, just walked a few steps, grabbed Lei Jin's arm at the threshold, and said, "You haven't eaten for a day, where are you going? I know you're angry that we didn't come sooner. Let me tell you, but we were not sure at the beginning. After three or four months, the child was finally diagnosed by Dr. Qing Qiao. At that time, the child was already old and you were injured. If the child was aborted at that time, how could your body take it? ?"

After hearing this, Xia realized what happened. The child was in Lei Jin's belly, and she didn't think about how long she could hide it. At this time, seeing that Lei Jin made it clear that she didn't believe it, she said, "Mo What Ya said was true. At that time, Dr. Qing Qiao told me these words. I knew that if I said it, you would definitely kill this child recklessly, so I kept it secret. I caused it, you can blame me if you want to."

"Eat some food first, it will be cold later, and when it's over, I won't stop you what you want to do." He vaguely knew what Lei Jin wanted to do, but now that he has stopped It is extravagant that Lei Jin will forgive them easily.

"Lei Jin, today's chicken is delicious. Mingya has left you with chicken wings that you like. You and Mingya can eat it together." Mingya followed, carefully tugging at Lei Jin's sleeves.

"It sounds like you guys are really thinking about me, but instead I made trouble unreasonably and didn't care about my body." Lei Jin sneered and continued: "Come on, I should lie on the bed, spread my legs, and be taken by you one by one. After the **** is over, and then give birth to you children, this is the right thing."

Lei Jin himself knew that what he said was ugly, but he couldn't control himself to say these words that hurt others and himself, and his chest could not breathe. He knew that what Mo Ya said might be true, but these people lied to him again and again. , can you interfere in another person's life under the name you like? Taking care of his body, he believed, but to say that these people had no selfish intention to keep him, he did not believe it.

They are happy to stay in this world, but have you ever thought about what price he will pay? In this completely unfamiliar and uncontrollable world, relying entirely on the protection of others to survive, was never what he wanted, and whether it was a man or a woman to be pregnant and give birth to a child, looking at his bulging belly , he felt like a monster and punched his stomach fiercely.

"Don't do this, Lei Jin." Mo Ya hurriedly grabbed the second punch he dropped.

Lei Jin slapped Mo Ya fiercely with his backhand, his eyes were indifferent and alienated, and he said, "I won't forgive you this time. You want children, but have you ever thought about my feelings?"

Moya wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth and said, "I know."

"I won't give birth to this child." Lei Jin said coldly. He said that he liked children, but he never said that he wanted to have children by himself.

"I went to Dr. Qing Qiao for abortion pills. You are still injured and can't go that far."

"Second brother?"

"Moya!"

"Forget it, eldest brother." Mo Ya said only this indifferently.

A complex color flashed across Xi Ya's face, there were countless struggles, and in the end he could only choose to compromise. He understood what Mo Ya meant, and he was already prepared to have no children in this life, but now he just has to bear it again. That's all, it's fine when he doesn't have it, but he knows that he has it. Several times at night, when he lay on Lei Jin's stomach, he could even feel the child move slightly. Such a young life, now he wants to kill his own child with his own hands. , He didn't want to accept such a thing, but it seemed that Lei Jin had no room for change. After all, it was Lei Jin who wanted to have a child. He didn't want to, so who could force it?

"Lei Jin, don't you like the little baby? He doesn't listen to you anymore? But the disobedient baby is also our baby. We can't throw him away." Mingya scratched her hair and whispered.

"Shut up." Lei Jin shouted violently.

Mingya bit her lip, looked up at him secretly, and didn't dare to make a sound.

After a while, Xi Ya finally nodded, Lei Jin knew that this was a success, but he didn't feel any relief because of it.

Mo Ya went to ask Dr. Qing Qiao, and Xia went to warm up the rice again, a big bowl of mushroom sliced ​​vegetable soup, a whole stewed chicken, and two big bowls of rice.

"Lei Jin, I'll give you chicken wings." Mingya consciously tore off both chicken wings and put them in the bowl in front of Lei Jin.

Lei Jin knew that before he came, the chicken wings at home were all Mingya's, because the little guy liked to eat them, but after he came, Mingya refused to eat them again, because he also liked to eat them.

"Drink the soup first. Didn't you say you wanted to drink it a few days ago? You just woke up, so drink more soup." Xiya pushed the soup bowl in front of Lei Jin.

After that, Xi Ya and Lei Jin didn't say a word, but Lei Jin could feel Xi Ya's gaze on his stomach inadvertently, full of sadness and reluctance.

He knew how much Xi Ya and Mo Ya wanted to have a child. Now that he thinks about it, these days, Xi Ya and Mo Ya have mentioned a lot about the child, but he selectively ignored these words.

Qing Qiao Pharmacist came quickly, sweating profusely, and her brown hair was a little messy. She stared at Lei Jin and asked, "I heard that you want to kill the child in your stomach?"

Lei Jin wiped his mouth slowly, stood up from the table, nodded silently, and admitted it directly.

"Do you know how difficult it is for other people in the tribe to want a baby? How could you be willing?" Also as a female, it was difficult for him to understand how Lei Jin had made this decision so ruthlessly.

Lei Jin was just standing like this, but Dr. Qing Qiao had already seen determination in his eyes. It was hard to believe that such sharp and determined eyes belonged to a female. How could such a person be willing to give birth to a child at home?

"You agree too?" Qing Qiao Pharmacist glanced at the three of them.

"We are still young, we have just grown up, and we will always have children in the future." Xi Ya spoke on behalf of the three.

Qing Qiao Pharmacist understands what it is, he is still young, he has just become an adult, and he wants to meet in the future. I really didn't expect it to be the master. After all, these children were delivered by him, and they have grown up over the years. Although Mingya's temperament is softer, it is fortunate that Xiya Moya's temperament is tough and can be protected. Lei Jin is very capable, and even made the three of them obedient.

"No need to take medicine." Qing Qiao pharmacist only said to Lei Jin.

Lei Jin frowned and asked, "Why?" Is there any other way to kill the child in the stomach.

"Didn't Xia tell you?"

Lei Jin looked at Xia suspiciously, is there anything else to hide?

"I'll tell you," Dr. Qing Qiao interrupted Xi Ya's words, and continued: "Have you ever thought that the child is more than two months old, why can't he feel the pulse?"

Lei Jin also wanted to know why he was not sure at first. If he had known earlier, maybe he could...

"I heard that you were seriously injured while hunting a while ago. You had this child on the way back to the tribe. The journey was bumpy and tired. The child hurt the foundation at the beginning. Later, you ate the banyan fruit by mistake, and even soaked After going to the hot spring, the child has been silent for more than two months. After all these days, his body is better. You hurt again the day before yesterday. I told Xiya long ago that this child is alive and well. The chances of surviving are very small. Even if he survives, his body is much weaker than other children. But Xi Ya is not giving up. You don't need to take medicine now. The child is six months old. The damage to your body is also very serious, even if it is a female baby, it is about three months, and 80% of it will be stillborn by then, you can bear it."

Lei Jin shook his head, he couldn't wait that long, he just suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and said, "No, I insist on destroying it now."

"Why are you so stubborn?" Qing Qiao Pharmacist, who has always been good-natured, couldn't help but get angry. This person couldn't wait to get rid of his child, and he didn't even give him a chance to be born.

"Qing Qiao Pharmacist, don't be mad at Lei Jin." Mingya pleaded pitifully.

Qing Qiao Pharmacist glanced at Ming Ya, who was unsatisfactory. At any time, she was really just returning to protect her.

"Qing Qiao pharmacist, give us the medicine." Mo Ya glanced at Lei Jin and said.

"That's your child."

"We'll have some in the future." Xia could only comfort herself like this.

"No. When did you hear about the tribe killing children again, how could there be that kind of medicine?" Qing Qiao pharmacist flatly refused, making up his mind not to give it.

"Qing Qiao pharmacist, I know that there is that medicine." Xia glanced at Moya, saw that his face did not change, and said, "I heard what I said."

"You..." Qing Qiao pharmacist was so angry that he was speechless, and finally said: "Okay, okay, since you have made up your mind not to, I have nothing to say, you don't regret it in the future, there is a deep pool in the back mountain. , you must know that there, there is a kind of white flower tea growing by the pool. Ten white flower teas are fried into a bowl of water, and they will be born within two days.

Roger may have heard some news and rushed over, just in time to meet Dr. Qing Qiao who was about to go out.

"Qing Qiao Pharmacist..." Roger just shouted.

Qing Qiao pharmacist glanced at him with a livid face, and without saying a word, threw his sleeves and left.

So far, the only person who is not qualified to persuade Lei Jin is him. He also knows what Lei Jin wants to leave no matter what. Lei Jin is indeed much more decisive than him. If he could have half of Lei Jin's courage back then, maybe he would have gone back now. Yes, but the choice was made twenty years ago. Although there is resentment, there is no regret. I hope that Lei Jin will not regret his choice.

"No matter what you do, taking care of your injuries is the most important thing." Roger said to Lei Jin in a meaningful way.

The white flower tea was picked and boiled by Moya herself. During the whole process, Moya never persuaded her again.

It was already deep in the night, and none of the three came back. In the evening, the bowl of medicine that Mo Ya placed on the windowsill was completely cold.

Lei Jin tightened his clothes, and the room where he was alone was inexplicably deserted.

"Xiao Jin, you are sitting here and be obedient. Mom will be back soon."

He was very obedient, but in the end he was thrown away, just like throwing away an old piece of clothing that was dispensable at home. There was no reluctance or nostalgia for him. Maybe the woman felt that she had lost a burden and burden.

"Baby, Dad didn't mean to not want you, but instead of leaving you alone in this world in the future, it would be better for you not to come."

Lei Jin reached out and took the bowl of cold medicine.

Mo Ya came back the next morning and saw the empty medicine bowl on the windowsill. Even though she was mentally prepared, there was still a deep pain in her eyes.

Meanwhile, on the other side of the sea.

"you sure?"

"I didn't take me very seriously, but from your description, I really miss the person who was behind the Leopard Orcs. They passed by our wolf tribe and rested at my house for a night."

"Hehehe... It's probably not wrong, why didn't I expect it? I heard from their tribe that he fell in love with a Leopard clan orc, and forced them to hold a ceremony with him. It turned out that he had been missing for so long. Chased after the tribe, hum, Berg, you can never escape from me in your life."