Chapter 101： farthest distance

The first snowfall of this winter was extraordinarily long. It had been falling for seven or eight days and it had not stopped. The vast grasslands were covered with thick snow. The elders of the tribe said that they had not seen such a big one for several years. It's snowing, let's do this again, spring starts tomorrow, the snow melts, and floods are a must.

The torn wound at the back of Lei Jin had been carefully treated with medicine. He woke up that night, Xia and Moya didn't sleep, and even Mingya, who got the news later, ran back, and the three of them stayed by his side all the time. Seeing him wake up, Xi Ya helped him up and fed him some warm water.

Lei Jin's face was still pale and tired after giving birth, but he looked anxiously in the house, Mo Ya knew what he was looking for, and her heart was sore and uncomfortable, she just said softly: "The baby was very calm when he left, No pain."

Lei Jin stared at Mo Ya in a daze. He didn't hear a word of what he said, but asked excitedly in a hoarse voice, "Where's the child? Where's my child?"

"Lei Jin, don't be like this, we know you're sad, but the baby is out of breath after birth, and Dr. Qing Qiao also said there's nothing to do. If you're sad and you cry, don't hold back..." Xia said that she endured I couldn't help but get red eyes.

"Where is he now, let me take a look." When he said this, Lei Jin seemed to have accepted the reality, his expression quickly calmed down, and the excitement just now was an illusion...

"Child, I've already sent it away." Mo Ya held Lei Jin's hand, and when he said this, he felt that Lei Jinbing was scary, and instinctively clenched it tighter.

"I haven't seen it yet, even if you let me see it once." Lei Jin murmured, his voice was very low, as if he was just asking himself, it turned out that he had slept for so long, it was dark, and the baby was gone.

Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya quickly got up and ran out. After holding back most of the night, the tears finally couldn't be restrained from flowing. Ah Mei said that Lei Jin was the saddest, Mingya should not cry, but he felt that Lei Jin could not cry. When she came out, Mingya felt a lot of pain in her heart. Seeing Lei Jin like this, Mingya was about to die from the pain in her heart.

Although Mingya covered her mouth tightly, the people in the room could still hear the sobbing that he tried to suppress.

The room was eerily silent for a while.

"Is it snowing outside? Why is it so quiet tonight?" Lei Jin asked softly, looking in the direction of the window.

"Well, the day starts, and it's going down a lot. There's a thick layer of snow on the ground outside." Mo Ya replied.

"Then will he be very cold?" He had tasted that taste countless times, it was dark and cold, and he was alone.

Mo Ya didn't turn her head away, stretched out her hand and wiped it on her face, turned around and said to Lei Jin, "You can go to sleep again, it's still early before dawn."

"Yeah, I should be going to bed." Lei Jin broke free from Xia's arms, lay down on his own, and pulled the blanket, wrapping it tightly. It was really cold tonight, and his body was nowhere near warm. Come.

"We'll have children in the future, go to sleep, wake up tomorrow, everything will be fine." Xia said something that he didn't believe in himself, wiped the corners of his eyes, and helped Lei Jin raise the blanket, cover Holding his shoulders, "Moya?" Lei Jin suddenly called to him.

"Well? What do you want to say?" Moya lowered her head and asked closer.

"Where did you put him?" It was self-evident who this "he" was referring to.

"On that hill where we often watch the sunrise."

"Well, you all go to sleep and call Mingya together." Lei Jin turned over and lay inward, Mingya was still crying, but why was his eyes empty and he couldn't cry at all.

"Can I stay with you?" Mo Ya asked.

"No, I want to be alone tonight." Lei Jin refused.

"Well, you go to bed early."

"Don't think about it, you know?" Xi Ya also said.

Lei Jin didn't say a word, the two of them went out with the resin lamp on the table, vaguely, he heard the conversation outside.

"Why did you choose this time to tell him? You didn't hear Qing Qiao Pharmacist say that his postpartum body was so weak that he couldn't be stimulated." Xia complained a little.

"Do you think he likes to be comforted in our deception with his temperament? Even if it is well-intentioned, he will not want it. Besides, he is the baby's. If the baby is not there, will he not feel it?" I didn't feel it. The first time I woke up, why was there so much anxiety.

Xi Ya sighed and sat down and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you." He admitted that Mo Ya was right, but he couldn't understand it, but his heart was blocked and he didn't do anything, he couldn't breathe. Come.

"I understand." Why didn't he think so.

When did Lei Jin go out that night, the three of them didn't even hear it, but Mingya couldn't sleep at night and wanted to see Lei Jin, only to find that the window in Lei Jin's room was open, and the man was already there. I don't know where to go.

Later, they found Lei Jin on the hill where the baby was kept, but he was unconscious and his fingernails were full of mud.

Mo Ya quickly wrapped her body and flew back, Xia looked around the small hill, the snow was vast, and there was really no trace of the baby. There were no carnivores on the grassland in winter, so it could not be taken away by wild animals. Now, Mo Ya said that it was put here, so it must have been put here. After only half a day of work, there was no trace or breath left, and Xiya felt a hint of doubt in her heart.

It's just that Xia's doubts were quickly ignored because something happened to Lei Jin.

For more than half a month, Lei Jin fell into a deep sleep, and rarely woke up. Dr. Qing Qiao said that he was weak after giving birth, and he was cold in the snow. He prescribed some medicines, one after another. I drank it, but there was no effect. The person was still drowsy, but his body was losing weight day by day. Seeing this, Mingya cried for a while every day, and no one could persuade him.

Lei Jin used to be most afraid of Mingya crying, but this time there was no reaction at all.

Xiya and Moya didn't eat much of the food they fed every day.

Chun Ji had already returned, came to see Lei Jin's situation, hesitated a few times, and finally just sighed, but did not leave any medicine, Xi Ya asked a few more questions, before Chun Ji put it down. An ambiguous statement: he will wake up when he wants to.

Just when everyone was about to despair, Lei Jin woke up by himself. It was Xia who discovered it first. That day, he brought lunch to Lei Jin like every day for more than half a month, and found that Lei Jin was neatly dressed. Lei Jin was sitting on the window sill with his legs bent and watching the snow scene.

After Xiya shouted a few times, Lei Jin only realized that he got down from the window sill. He hadn't eaten well for many days, and his footsteps were a little weak, but he refused Xiya's support, walked to the table by himself, and ate the food after the baby left. First meal.

Since then, Lei Jin's body has been getting better day by day, and his spirit is also good, but he never mentioned the child who died, just like the child never came, the family kept silent, and the child became the most taboo in the family. topic of.

In two days, the last jungle hunt in the tribe, which was postponed due to heavy snow, will begin. As mentioned earlier, in the big hunting tribe, except for the orcs who are patrolling and guarding, they must go, and this is the most important thing this year. One time, the next forty-five-day sacrifice to the moon requires a large amount of prey.

An Luo, An Sen, Xia, Moya naturally needless to say, Mingya is more unavoidable, this is his first large-scale hunting as an adult, and he cannot be missing no matter what.

Lei Jin's current life is very regular. He wakes up every morning, runs two laps on the grassland, and does two punches. In fact, his punches and feet have not received any professional training at all, but have been trained through long-term actual combat experience. Yes, there is no certain number of ways, so Lei Jin is only skilled now, after all, the time is almost there.

After the morning exercise, I was sweating. I went back to the house to take a hot shower, wash my face, brush my teeth, change my clothes, and then I could have breakfast.

"Moya, what are we having for breakfast today?" Lei Jin looked refreshed and poked his head in from the kitchen door.

"The sweet potato polenta is not ready yet, shall I serve you a bowl of hot soy milk first?" Mo Ya stood up from the stove.

The expression on Lei Jin's face paused for a while, then he raised a brighter smile and said: "Forget it, I still prefer sweet potato porridge, and I'll scoop a few more sweet potatoes into my bowl later. Guys always grab me."

"What are you two talking about me here." Xia came back from the street and stomped the snow on her feet.

As soon as Xiya's hand touched the corner of his clothes, Lei Jin had already avoided it neatly, glaring at Xia with contempt and said, "Hey, don't you know it's rude to eavesdrop on someone else's words? You This person is really unconscious."

"I'm not eavesdropping, I just happened to hear it." Xia withdrew her hand and replied with her expression unchanged.

"Forget it, I won't tell you about me, it's very cold in the yard, I'll go back to the house and wait for dinner." Lei Jin waved his hand casually, then turned his head and told Moya with a smile: "Don't forget I told you just now. thing."

Moya agreed. Lei Jin left with satisfaction.

Xia couldn't hold on anymore, and looked at Moya helplessly. This was a change after Lei Jin woke up. He would never let anyone approach him again, just like when he first came, no, it should be It is said that there is an invisible barrier more than then. It is obvious that they were the people who once had the most intimate relationship, but now they can only see but cannot touch them.