Chapter 148： Roger Extra 10

"What are you talking about, Roger?" Ambu wanted to think it was a joke, he wanted to laugh, but his lips moved, revealing a smile that was uglier than crying.

"You know what I'm talking about, Ambu, what happened the first time we were together, I don't know if you forgot?" Feeling that Ambu wanted to pull his hand, Roger held him down, full of His mind was, for a long time, why is it that he is the only one who can't make a choice and struggles in pain? Even if he goes to hell, he will take this person in front of him with him. For more than a month, you don't know how good he is, he is very good, even if he turns over, it is gentle..."

"I don't believe it, how is it possible?" How is it possible that the Roger he knew, even if he treated others with indifference, was definitely not indifferent enough to have no feelings.

"When I knocked him out, he refused to come out. I drank twice the amount of the medicine, and it was very painful and bleeding a lot. It's a pity that you are not at home..."

"Don't say it, don't say it, Roger." Ambu's face was pale, the bone knife held in his left hand pierced his palm, blood flowed into the carved lines, and the scenes from the past became more and more vivid, he didn't want to hear it Go down, that's their child, he doesn't want to hear it at all.

"He hasn't grown up yet, he's a **** mess, and I don't know if he's a little female or a little orc..." Seeing Ambu so sad, Roger suddenly felt a sense of revenge, Ambu could lie to him Pregnant and having a child, why can't I lie to him that the child is gone? There is a voice in my heart reminding him, what the **** is he doing, and what's the use of hurting Anbu so much, but his mouth can't help saying these piercing words .

"Where's the child, Roger? Where do you put him? At least let me take a look." That was the baby he didn't have the chance to look at the world. The baby had been by his side for more than three months, and he didn't even know it at all. knowledge.

In the past, those pale emerald eyes were always warm and joyful when they looked at him, but now there is nothing left. He turned his face away and didn't want to look anymore. As usual: "I wrapped a small animal skin and threw it by the river on the grassland."

Ambu didn't say a word, glanced at him, and stumbled out.

After Ambu left, Roger patted his belly and muttered, "Baby, isn't dad a bad person, bullying your dad like this, he clearly knows how much he likes the baby, dad still lied to him, but dad feels uncomfortable. You know, they only want to keep Dad." The choice to stay, suddenly found that the restlessness of pregnancy, drove him almost crazy, his temperament was dull, and he couldn't do that kind of loud things. , I can't find an outlet, so I can only hold it in. It's getting heavier every day. Today, when Anbu mentioned the ceremony and the child, the things that had been held in his chest suddenly exploded, and he couldn't control it. live.

"Ah, why are you crying?" Xia came back from playing outside, her four little paws were all black and muddy, he jumped onto Roger's knees, and stuck out his little tongue to lick the tears on Roger's face.

"Xiya, don't move, let Dad hug him." Roger's face was buried in the fluff on Xiya's head.

"Oh." Xi Ya stayed in Ah Mei's arms honestly, only feeling the heat and humidity on the top of her head.

Anbu didn't come back that night, neither the next day nor the third day. He didn't come back until the fourth night. Roger couldn't fall asleep because of his worries for the past few days. He couldn't stand it anymore. His eyes fell on himself.

"Ambu?" Anson and Anluo seemed to have approached Anbu. Roger didn't know what they said, but then Ansen and Anluo took people to hunt.

"Don't be afraid, it's me, Roger." Ambu sat down, but didn't approach Roger.

"Where have you been?" After venting, Roger's mood became more stable. He was considering whether to tell Ambu the truth that the baby was still in his womb, it was fine.

"I found the child." Ambu's voice was very calm in the dark, and it was a little strange.

"What? How could you possibly find it?"

"Yeah, I can't find it. There are too many beasts on the grassland. It's been so many days. How can I find it, but I found the animal skin with your blood on it." He would not admit it wrong.

Roger understood, orcs often rely on smell to identify things. He was overly worried the other day. It was a sign of a miscarriage. There was some blood underneath. He was afraid that Anson and the others would notice, so he threw it into the stream behind the house. So lucky to be picked up by Anbu by the river, right?

"That's..." Roger wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to say it for a while. "Roger, what do you mean when we go on like this?" He thought about it a lot these days. He said this, not to be angry, but to suddenly understand one thing, Roger's determination to go back can't be changed by anyone. Later, it was said that when Dad came back, Roger still left without thinking. He thought he could. After that night, he concealed Roger, and he was a little selfish. He wanted to have another child to keep Roger, but now he found out I was wrong. In order to be able to go back, Roger could kill the child who was more than three months old, so what was he? To understand all this, sadness and pain are inevitable, but he already knows what to do. .

Since Roger's greatest wish is to leave, and he can't stop it, the best way to like him is to help him leave and relieve his worries. Baby was the first to leave, and he was the second to leave. Without them, Roger should be more comfortable.

"What do you mean?" Without the child, is there no need for them to be together? Could it be that his only role is to bear children for them? The orc tribe really paid enough attention to the reproduction of their offspring. Once they did not want to have children, they would be abandoned very quickly.

"If you want to go, just say anything if you need help." Even if you do, I'm sorry Brother Anson and An Luo, he will still do it.

"I don't need it, get out." Under the blanket, Roger curled up and covered his stomach with force. The child kept moving and it was very uncomfortable.

"I won't sleep here tonight. Zhu Xi has something to do. I'll go hunting tomorrow morning, so I won't come here." Seeing him shrunk into such a small ball, Ambu wanted to hug him in his arms and comfort him like he used to. He, but he stopped for a while, and finally chose to close the door and leave. Since he chose to let him go, he should not be nostalgic.

That night, Anbu didn't go to Zhu Xi's house. He went back to his own house. The house where he and Amo lived, the first house at the entrance of the alley, a cherry tree was planted in the yard, and the house was never occupied. Live, even if it is cleaned frequently, there is still a thin layer of ash. The house maintains the decorations that Dad and Ame are still alive. The eyes are bright, the people are very gentle, and the food they cook is delicious. The family eats in the yard. When they were young, the cherries were ripe. Dad would carry him on his shoulders to pick cherries, and Ah Mo would follow him next to him.

Last winter, he and Roger also came to add a grass fence. The cherry tree can live for many years. He was looking forward to the day when he could carry his baby to pick cherries.

Ah Me left with Dad, and he pinned all his hopes in life on Roger. He kept looking for it, and finally found it, but Roger doesn't want him anymore.

He dug a hole, buried the recovered hide under the cherry tree, and said in a low voice, "Baby, even if you leave, Dad will always be with you."

Ambu sat against the cherry tree all night. Seeing that the sky was turning white, he washed his face with water. Hearing that something happened to Zhu Xi's house next door, he opened the door and went to have a look. After Mallow died, Zhu Xi moved back to his original home, next to his house, only separated by a wall.

"What happened to Zhu Xi? This is it?" Anbu happened to see Zhu Xi leading Doctor Qing Qiao out of the room.

Zhu Xi looked at Anbu, shook his head and sighed, and said, "Zhu Xi is pregnant, it's been more than two months."

"It's Mallow's child, when did you find it?" Ambu asked.

"It's just a few days." If Mallow is still there, it must be a happy event, but now that the Mallows are gone, leaving a child, Zhu Xi finds another partner, and people will not necessarily love this child.

Physician Qing Qiao asked some precautions. If Zhu Xi was making breakfast, Ambu sent Qing Qiao out, and stopped by Physician Qing Qiao to get Zhu Xi some things like succulents.

"By the way, Roger hasn't come to me for many days, he is pregnant now, you have to take good care of him, these fine milk nuts, I will pack two, you will give one to Zhu Xi, and the other to bring To Roger." Although their relationship has not been made public yet, Dr. Qing Qiao knew about it.

Ambu's face stiffened and he said, "No need, Doctor Qing Qiao, Roger doesn't need this."

Dr. Qing Qiao stopped what he was doing and turned to look at him. Seeing that his eyes were still red, he asked, "Did you quarrel? Young people are very angry, but pregnant females are very hard, and their tempers will be short-tempered. He is often ups and downs, you have to be considerate of him, he is your child in his belly."

Amber would rather Roger quarrel with himself, at least know what he was thinking, at least know what happened. Unlike now, Roger is not noisy, but secretly knocks out the child.

"Is there any medicine to replenish the body?" Roger's body is now empty after the child was knocked out.

"Give it to Roger? He's pregnant now, don't make up for it, just make him more delicious food." Dr. Qing Qiao thought that Ambu thought about it, so he didn't continue on this topic.

Anbu didn't say that unless there are very special circumstances in the tribe, no one usually kills his own children, and he doesn't want to cause trouble for Roger. He will find an excuse in the future to make it up. Both packets of fine milk fruit are given to Zhu. Xi, still couldn't help but went to see Roger, Roger was still asleep, he made his last breakfast like the first day he came.

In this hunting round, Anbu's bravery has been recognized by many clansmen. No matter what ferocious beasts he sees, he will not rush to the front like his life, so scared that Ansen and Anluo have no intention of hunting, and are always ready to rush to him. Helped by my side, and encountered a large group of saber-toothed beasts in the middle. Everyone fought very hard. Thanks to Anbu's brave hunt for their leader, the group of saber-toothed beasts dispersed. Anbu saved many lives, but he He was also injured, and everyone didn't know it at first, because like them, Anbu flew back by himself and carried a lot of prey on his back, but he couldn't support it when he got home.

Ansen and Anluo saw that Anbu insisted on returning to their home, and they followed him to persuade him. I didn’t expect them to speak, and Anbu fainted directly. They asked the pharmacist to see, only to find that there were so many injuries on his body, okay? In the cold weather, the wound was not festering, and he fell asleep after taking the medicine. Zhu Xi and the others brought lunch over.

"I'll stay and watch him, you go home and bring Roger over to have a look." Anson said, he knew that Ambu's anomaly must be related to Roger, although neither of them said anything.

An Luo agreed and went out.

"Roger, you..." As soon as An Luo got home, he saw that Roger was wearing a loose shirt specially made when he was pregnant with Xi Ya. Although the lower abdomen was not very obvious, there was no doubt that she was pregnant like this. Before they left , I haven't seen it yet, it's only been less than a month, and I'm already pregnant.

"How long has it been, baby, Roger." An Luo was very excited, and gently put it on to listen to the movement.

Roger lifted the corners of his lips and said, "It's been more than four months."

"More than four months?" An Luo calculated and said with a smile: "That should be the child of Brother Ambu, we just went over to tell him the good news. He will definitely jump out of bed when he hears it."

Roger grabbed him and said, "An Luo, don't tell him."

"Why? What a good thing this is." An Luo didn't understand why Roger didn't look happy at all.

"No reason, if you tell Anbu, I will kill the child immediately." Roger said lightly, he didn't want to be dignified to that point, he had already been told not to, and he had to rely on the child to tie up a man .

"Okay, okay, I won't say it." Although he didn't know the reason, he also knew Roger's temperament to some extent. He did what he said, and he didn't want Roger to kill the child on impulse. You are injured, go and see."

"No need, just have you and Anson by your side to take care of you." I don't want to come back here if I'm injured. I've explained everything. I'll leave when I'm gone. If I don't leave today, he'll leave another day. I just hope that this one is a female in the stomach. In this case, he can take it away. After all, there is no difference between the appearance of females in this world and modern men. Unlike Xi Ya, who is an orc, he cannot take it to modern times.

It took An Bu's injury for more than two months to gradually get better. The things that were originally at home were also helped by An Sen and An Luo. He never came back.

Roger's belly has been more than six months old, and it's bulging. Obviously, he can't hide it, but Roger has always gone deep into the brief, and he has deliberately avoided people this time, so there are not many people who know about it. .

During Ambu's illness, Zhu Xi often took care of him. Not long after Ambu's illness, the two established a relationship, and a ceremony will be held soon. People in the tribe have seen Ambu help Zhu Xi out for a walk. They have experience. The female has been looking at Zhu Xi's belly for more than four months. With the previous rumors, and looking at the attention of Anbu now, it is definitely Anbu's child in her belly.

The ceremony of Anbu and Zhu Xi was held on a day in early summer, which was the season for cherries. The tree was bright red, and many children in the tribe were walking around under the tree. Anbu was under the tree. For a circle of fences.

"They can eat as much as they want, there are many on the tree." Zhu Xi thought that Ambu was reluctant.

"I picked a lot for them. I'm afraid the children will fall on the tree." His baby is sleeping under the tree, what should he do if he steps on him.

An Luo wanted to open his mouth several times. He knew that after today, it was too late to say anything. This was the last chance. If Brother Ambu knew that Roger was pregnant with his child, he would definitely not hold a ceremony with Zhu Xi. Knowing that Zhu Xi's belly is Mallow's child, Roger's belly is brother Ambu's.

"You forgot what Roger said before you came here?" Anson grabbed him.

An Luo shuddered, not forgetting, so he did not dare to speak. Before sending them out, Roger held the knife that cut his wrists in his hand. He said that as long as they dared to say a word to Anbu, he would stab them immediately. One corpse and two lives, An Luo still remembers how Roger was covered in blood back then.

"Go back to accompany Roger. I'll go back as soon as the matter here is over."

As soon as An Luo pushed the door, he smelled the strong smell of blood and Xia's cry, his heartbeat almost stopped, "Roger, what's wrong with you? Roger?"

"My stomach hurts a lot, An Luo, An Luo, my stomach hurts." Roger's clothes were soaked with cold sweat, and his lips were bloody, and there was more blood on his pants.

"Is the baby coming out soon, Roger?" With Xia's experience first, An Luo was not difficult to judge. He was busy **** Roger and said to Xia next to him, "Xia, be good, go. Call Uncle Su Rui next door."

Suri went to ask Dr. Qing Qiao, and An Sen came back. After a whole night of tossing, the child still couldn't get out. Roger has passed out several times.

"Difficult to give birth." Qing Qiao wiped the sweat from her forehead and reluctantly came to a conclusion.

"What will happen to the dystocia?" Anson asked with red eyes, hugging Roger's upper body.

"If it's good, I can keep one, but if it doesn't work, I can't keep the last one." I've encountered this kind of thing before, and it's good to keep one.

"Ame will die." Xi Ya's tears rolled out, pushing Ame, who was motionless.

"Don't make trouble, Xia, go out to play by yourself, Ah Me is giving birth to a younger brother for you." An Luo was afraid of Xia's trouble, so he held him in the outhouse.

"what……"

"Roger, hold on a little longer."

"Roger, the baby is coming out soon, Roger, don't fall asleep."

"Ame..." Xiya was lying on the crack of the door, watching Dr. Qing Qiao pressing Ame's stomach, Ame looked very uncomfortable, he was going to find Uncle Anbu, Uncle Anbu used to coax Ame, Ame will definitely laugh.

Ambu got up and was cleaning the yard. Yesterday, the yard was messy after a whole day of trouble. Zhu Xi washed the rag to wipe the table.

"Let it go, I'll come later, you have a body now, don't move." Anbu helped her sit down.

"It's only been more than five months, I see what you are worried about." Zhu Xi smiled sweetly and glanced at him. He had longed for this person for a long time. He thought he had no hope in this life. Together, as for Roger, Ambu doesn't say, he will never ask, as long as this person is by his side, nothing else matters.

Ambu smiled, picked up the broom and continued to clean the yard. He didn't ask too much. He had always wanted to live a peaceful life, have a partner, and have a child. Everyone is happy, that's enough, although it's a different person now, but Zhu Xi is his childhood playmate, and he doesn't hate it. Mallow's child is about to be born, he will raise it for Mallow, and it will also hurt He, everything is normal, there is nothing wrong, but why is he so empty in his heart.

The banging of the door interrupted Ambu's thoughts.

"Baby, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" When Anbu opened the door, he found that it was Xi Ya who was hitting the door with his head. What happened to the tears on his face this morning?

"Uncle Anbu, Ah Ma is about to die, go and coax him."

"Roger he..." Ambu's mind went blank for a moment.

"Amo is giving birth to a younger brother and is about to die. Uncle Anbu hurry up and go."

Ambu couldn't calm down and think about why Roger was giving birth. He only knew what happened to Roger. He picked up Xi Ya and ran out before saying hello to Zhu Xi.

"Ambu..." Zhu Xi called out from behind, but Ambu didn't look back.

"Roger..." Seeing the situation in the room, Ambu rushed directly to the bed.

Roger was in a daze, when he heard Anbu's voice, he stretched out his hand to him, and said weakly: "Anbu, Anbu, it hurts..."

Ambu grabbed his hand and kept answering: "I'm here, I'm here, Roger, don't give up, I'm here."

Roger pulled back his sanity from the severe pain, and saw the person in front of him clearly, all the memories came to his face, he remembered, this person is now someone else's partner, no longer his black panther, " You go, you go, Ambu... go..."

Ambu kissed his finger and said, "Roger, don't be angry with me, I know I'm wrong, you let me accompany you, at least don't drive me away now."

Roger turned his face away and said to Anson intermittently: "Anson, let him... go, or... I... I don't... I won't give birth." After speaking, he really refused to exert any more force.

Dr. Qing Qiao didn't know what happened between them. Ever since he knew that Ambu and Zhu Xi decided to hold the ceremony, he felt strange. Judging from today's situation, the problem is not simple, but now is not the time to solve the problem. The key is to get the child out as soon as possible.

"Anbu, you go out first, you are here, Roger is in a very bad state." Dr. Qing Qiao spoke first.

"Doctor Qing Qiao, let me accompany him, this is Roger and I's child."

"Anbu, listen to Dr. Qing Qiao." An Sen sternly stopped him, but he felt that Roger's body was getting weaker and weaker, and his strength was slowly losing.

"Okay, Roger, I'm going out, I'll wait outside." Ambu wiped his tears, he knew that this was the punishment Roger gave him, and he really deserved it, so how could he easily believe Roger's angry words.