Lin Youheng's funeral was arranged by Zhao Mengjia, although he didn't give Zhao Mengjia any place before he died.
When picking up Lin Youheng's relics, she found that the things she had given him before had been left by him, but they had not been handed over to her at that time. It seems that Lin Youheng still wanted to stay around as a souvenir, so she didn't return them. Now Zhao Mengjia has seen them, and her thoughts for him have deepened.
Zhao Mengjia never thought about the person he once hated so much, but now he can think of that person. He thinks of the extreme.
At beginning of the time, because of the his health, he didn't attend Lin Youheng's funeral. Xiaotuanzi went and still attended in name of the his child.
However, the funeral was also very simple. The things arranged were basically what he liked during his lifetime.
After the funeral, Zhao Mengjia was received by Mo's family to have a temporary rest and spend more time with xiaotuanzi.
Xiaotuanzi didn't resist Zhao Mengjia as much as before. The first time she got home was to pour water for her.
In fact, no matter how they are related by blood, they have no feelings. After a short time together, they are familiar with each other. In this sad atmosphere, no one spoke first.
"Don't look at me like this. What's wrong with me? People have joys and sorrows, and there is always a day to separate. It's all in my life. I'm doomed not to have him, but it's good to have a short fate." Zhao Mengjia tried to hold a smile on her face, but the smile looks more ugly than crying.
Zhao Mengjia can see that it is actually the best. If not, others can only see that she is uncomfortable.
She and Lin Youheng have been separated for so many years, but there must still be misunderstandings and contradictions. It's not easy for them to meet again. They can have the opportunity to open their hearts, get along peacefully for a period of time, and feel the temperature of each other. Even if the time is so short, there are still many words that haven't been finished, they face this separation of yin and Yang.
"Lin Youheng hasn't done anything right in his life, but I think he really did it once when he finally left. This is also the reason why I can be so sad for him."
Zhao Mengjia felt that she was talking to herself. In fact, only she knew what idea and purpose Lin Youheng was holding. Fortunately, in the end, he did not lose his humanity.
"Have you ever thought about what to do next?" Shi Chu looked at Zhao Mengjia. In fact, with Zhao Mengjia's personal strength and work experience, there is no problem to stay in Qingcheng for development, but it depends on whether she wants to do it or not.
Zhao Mengjia pursed his lips and recalled the corners of his lips. "I came to Qingcheng to find a small Tuanzi. Now I find him and see that he is taken care of by you. I have no regrets in my heart. The only thing I want to do may be to develop my career here."
Lin Youheng's leaving will only make her sad for a period of time. The days will continue. One can't always immerse in a memory.
In addition, she should work hard to stay in Qingcheng for her own future and xiaotuanzi's future. She can meet xiaotuanzi and accompany xiaotuanzi's growth. Even if she can't be a mother, what's the matter as long as he can grow up healthily?