At the beginning of the day, I saw Liu Ying, who was deeply disappointed through the gap in the door, and her worry was constantly spreading. Then it would affect her own mood. Her pupils shrank and her expression became tense gradually.

Mo Yuhan stood by Shichu's side, his eyes moving downward. He could see his hands tightly grasping his clothes. His knuckles were white, and his expression gradually showed a look of pain.

He knew that when he was away, Liu Ying was always with him. The relationship between them was as good as a sister, and even the time of pregnancy was almost the same. Now that Liu Ying has lost her child, she must be no better than Liu Ying.

Now looking at her mood gradually wrong, Mo Yuhan stretched out his hand and put her shoulder in his arms. At the beginning, he felt the temperature of Mo Yuhan. Then he came back to his mind. He turned his head and met his deep and vast eyes. For a moment, his eyes were wet and his nose was a little sour, as if everything in the world was dim.

"Go back first." His tone softened, and he was worried that he could not bear it even at the beginning of the day.

"Since I'm here, I'd better go in. You don't have to worry about me. I can bear it now." At the beginning of the day, when he knew what Mo Yuhan was worried about, he held his palm with his back hand, so that he didn't have to worry about her.

Can you really stand it?

Mo Yuhan looked at her eyes covered with a layer of moist, how can not feel that she can really calm down. Although Liu Ying's such a thing is a pity, but now all the people around her are depressed because she is so sad. The more immersed in the sad past, the more unable to get out.

"Wait for me at the door. I'll go first."

At the beginning of the day, he patted Mo Yuhan's palm gently, then pushed open the door of the ward and went in. The door made a lot of noise, but the people in the hospital bed were not affected by half. They still looked out of the window with their head tilted, as if there were some fascinating scenery outside the window.

At the beginning of the day, Liu Ying's eyes looked out and looked into the distance. She could only see the vast sky. There was nothing special in her eyes. However, her eyes were so focused and serious that she seemed to have in-depth communication with something. At the beginning, she could not say it, but she felt a little afraid.

"Liu Ying."

She called her name softly.

For the first time, she didn't hear.

"Are you all right?"

The second time she spoke, she still had no feedback.

At the beginning, she simply did not speak, pursed her lips and went to the chair beside her and sat down, accompanied her to look out of the window, "can you tell me, what are you looking at?"

Liu Ying's dull and empty eyes were suddenly filled with glistening tears. In an instant, she quietly flowed down the outline of her cheek. When she first saw her like this, she suddenly realized that she was suppressing herself and swallowing her pain in her heart.

At the beginning of the day, she took out a paper towel and slowly wiped away the tears from her face for Liu Ying. Her throat was like a fish bone stuck in her throat. With her eyes wet, she blurred her sight. But the atmosphere became more oppressive and she tried to recover her tears. But when Liu Ying turned her head to look at her, she couldn't help it any more.

"I'm sorry."

"You"

Liu Ying's tone is very light, showing an indescribable weakness.

She is now as fragile as a piece of paper, as if the wind can blow her up gently, so that people feel pity for her and want to hold her in his arms.

"It's me who got you involved. If you hadn't been with me, you wouldn't have..."

"If I had to choose again, I might still want to hold you."

For a moment, Liu Ying's eyes became soft and firm. It could be seen that she didn't mean to blame Shichu at all, but she was too self reproached at that time.

"Liu Ying..."

"Maybe, I was destined to have no predestination with this child."

Liu Ying's lips rose slightly, but her eyes were indifferent.

She is much more mature than before, but no one would like to see her like this now.

"He appeared at the wrong time, which was beyond expectation from the beginning. Although I forced him to stay with me, it was destined to be such a short-term fate." Liu Ying's tone is very calm, and her mood does not fluctuate much. However, she can still feel how painful her heart is.

At the beginning of the time, I didn't know how to pick up the words.

"I also know that because of this, they do not dare to mention it in front of me. They are afraid that I will be upset. They also comfort me that I am still young, and there will be opportunities in the future. The past will pass, so don't think about it again."

When Liu Ying said this, her eyes were dim and her mood was low.

"But that's not the same. Even if I can have it again, I can't go back to the beginning. After several months of company, I've been familiar with his existence, and now it suddenly disappears I don't know how to describe it, but it's like digging a piece out of my heart. It's so empty that I feel terrible

Liu Ying grabs the quilt and slowly tightens her fingers. Suddenly she slowly releases her breath of relief. She looks like she has lost her sight. "You don't have to comfort me. I understand all those principles."At the beginning, she thought that Liu Ying could not think of it. But in reality, on the contrary, she could think it through and open her mind. She also accepted the fact that her child had left. But somehow, she was not half relaxed.

Liu Ying is very calm. When she talks with Shichu, her tone is strangely calm. In addition to her slight sadness when talking about her children, she is more often indifferent.

"In fact, it's good."

"What do you say?"

At the beginning of the day, listening to Liu Ying's words, I felt that something was wrong.

"In fact, I always feel that Xiao Hua is not a person who really likes children. He is more out of a responsibility, including that he wants to marry me. He is also prompted by his children. Frankly speaking, I don't like this."

"But everyone can see his feelings for you. Even if he has no children, he will get married."

"Not necessarily. I've been waiting until now to think about some things. If there were no children, everything would be difficult to say Forget it. I won't tell you that. " In Liu Ying's eyes, there was an indescribable emotion in her eyes. When she saw her, she looked at her anxiously, which restored her normal look. She turned her eyes away, and her tone was relaxed.

Before, Liu Ying never said these words, let alone show such an expression. After she lost her child, her mind became heavier and her thoughts were totally different from those before.

After chatting for a long time, Xiao Hua left the ward at the beginning of the hour. Looking at the beginning of the day, she frowned slightly and asked softly, "what's the matter with her? Did you say anything to you?"