I ate too much chicken wings, but I didn't eat any dinner. The smell of Huan's fried chicken wings permeated the whole room. I had to sit on the terrace of the upstairs room to stop smelling it.
Sang Qi didn't have to go to dinner at home.
I didn't sleep when he came back, but I pretended to sleep, closed my eyes and didn't say a word.
"This man is really shameless. He's so righteous to break up others!" The woman holding the dog didn't dare to tell me. She turned to the people around her.
"What's the matter? It's great to feel like you're at the top of your morality criticizing others, isn't it Anyway, I am idle and bored in this period of time, and there is no one to talk to in such a large community. These women just relieve my loneliness.
"You..." They pointed to my nose and couldn't say a word.
I guess they didn't expect that I, a junior, would have the face to meet them. It took them a while to react.
They looked at me and stepped back. A woman was still holding a dog in her arms. A dog fell from her arms and fell to the ground with a scream.
I suddenly turned around and looked at them with a smile and said, "if I can disperse them all at once, it means that they are not strong, right?"
"Yes, someone else sang always had a girlfriend, and she was crowded out alive."
"I heard he used to be a journalist? Can you hook up with a man? "
"Do you know? This woman is a junior, and she has a family, but she comes to give birth to other people. "
"She seems to belong to the sangzong family of Dayu group."
"Do you see that girl? It's the one with the big belly
I heard them talking about me.
When I was thinking about bamboo, there were several women chatting with me. They were also from this community, but I didn't know them very well, and I didn't have any contacts with them.
So I'm going around the bamboo forest, looking for one or two bamboo trees that haven't fully grown up, and trying to see if they can really eat.
However, I have always been vulgar and can't enjoy the beautiful scenery. What I care about is that when the princess bamboo was young, its branches and leaves were edible, and its taste was similar to sugarcane.
I am wandering in the community, there is a bamboo forest in the community, which is full of lavender imperial concubine bamboo, a large area of lush, still so lush in winter, it looks very beautiful.
I stroll in the community. The villa area is as green as a park, and there are few houses. There are only a dozen houses on such a large piece of land, so you can guess how high the house price is.
One day is idle boring, and Huan elder sister also often nag me that is not lying or sitting, is not conducive to the health of the fetus.
I completely live the life of canary. Sang Qi goes to the company during the day, and I play drama and games at home.
We have a sense of muddling along. If he is willing to support me, I will let him support me. Although I am not easy to support and it costs more money, he is willing and I can't help it.
Sang Qi and I never mentioned the future, and whether we love or not.
Since he doesn't care that his wife goes to live with other men, I don't care about giving him a big green hat.
My divorce with he Cong has been delayed for a long time. I know that he won't divorce me for the time being, and I don't want to find him. I have the right to assume that he doesn't have this person.
I don't think it matters. At least I don't hate him and I enjoy spending time with him.
Mrs. sang said I didn't love sang Qi.
Ask so clearly what to do?
If I want to marry him, I will.
But I have to ask.
And even sang Qi himself may not know.
I know that there is probably no answer to this question.
I don't know if sang Qi's answer is an answer, but I regret why I asked this question.
This is a position we always keep when we sleep. This position will make me feel safe.
He lay down and continued to hold me, my back to him, nestled in his arms, his face hidden in my hair.
"Enough." I nodded.
He suddenly answered the question I began to ask him: "why do I want to marry you? It's because I haven't slept with you yet, and I have to sleep with you reasonably and legally after you have a baby. Is that a good reason? "
"It's cooling down now?" I asked him slowly.
I touched his hand. He was standing on the terrace in his thin pajamas, his arms cold with the wind.
He looked at me for a moment, then got out of bed and went to the terrace to smoke. Then he came back to the bed with a faint smell of tobacco.
Finally, he put his hands on the bed and looked at me dangling.
Sometimes I really admire his endurance. It's hard to control myself.
When he kisses my neck all the way, he suddenly calms down again, and then he buckles me one by one.This time, he was kissing me and releasing my buttons with his other hand out of control. I didn't struggle and let him do it.
But he didn't listen. Every time he had to go to the terrace to stand and blow the cool wind.
I once warned him not to kiss me in bed, because kissing would lose control.
I shut my mouth bitterly, he suddenly put a hand around my waist, pulled me into his arms, and then he kissed me.
But she was wrong. If one day I was burned to death, it must be the fire of sangqi.
There is a small flame burning in his eyes all the year round. I remember Mrs. sang described that there is a fire on my body, which will burn to the mulberry flag and kill myself.
He quietly looked at me and laughed. Gradually, my eyes could adapt to the darkness and saw a pair of Eagle like eyes.
"Don't tell me you love me." I laughed and almost hit my head against the back wall.
"Is there no second reason to marry you?"
"Why marry me? Don't talk about fairy ho. You've already taken me as a cover to refuse her marriage. Now no one will force you to marry her, so you don't have to marry me. "
"I didn't expect that sang always had such a bad taste." It seems that he has something to say to me, but I also have something to ask him.
"Because I saw it. Once you fell asleep. I watched you for three hours."
"How do you know what I'm breathing when I'm asleep?"
"You usually fall asleep. You don't breathe that much."
After being seen through, I had to open my eyes to him: "how do you know?"
He turned off the light, and I was about to turn over to sleep when I heard his voice on the back of my head: "I know you haven't slept yet."
I deliberately make a loud breath to show that I'm asleep.
He went to take a bath, changed his clothes and lay down next to me after a while.
"Even now small three are so tough."
"Xiao San is so tough." They don't talk to me, I still feel bored. I look at the face of the woman I'm talking to carefully: "Oh, I remember. That day I saw your husband drunk and driven back by a woman, as if it was your family."
"What did you say?" The woman roared at once, "don't talk nonsense!"