Chapter 165

The child lies far away from me. I can't see what he looks like. I only see the blood in the blood bag flowing into the child's blood vessels drop by drop.

The nurse came out from the inside, and I asked her if I could go in and see him. The nurse said, "yes, parents can be with me."

I walked inside, but sang Shixi grabbed my elbow: "have you forgotten the last clause on our divorce agreement?"

Only people have heart, but sometimes some people have no heart.

She's looking for one to show me. Does she have a heart? Do you have a heart? Do you have a heart?

That's insane. Which one of these items is interested in?

I wonder why the candle is cruel, she said, because the candle has no heart.

Gu Yu later did not know how to know this matter, always beat around the Bush said I was heartless.

Really cut off all the thoughts, that's all.

Later, I asked sangqi to give him the app in his mobile phone, because if he has been in sangqi's mobile phone, it seems that he has a pair of hands that have been hooking me to see him.

Sang Qi looked at me for a moment and continued to drive.

I pretended to smile easily, and then pointed to the front: "green light, drive quickly!"

I returned the mobile phone to sangqi: "yes, since we can't be together, we don't want to see each other from the beginning. Besides, I have already promised sang Shixi that I will never see children in my whole life. I have to have the spirit of contract in my life, don't you think? "

"So?" When waiting for the red light, he stopped and looked at me: "so you just nip your desire in the bud?"

He was right, but I held my cell phone and hesitated, "you know what?" I looked at his side face: "people's greed is step by step. Maybe I just want to see him now, but when I see him in my mobile phone, I will go to hold him. After holding him, I want to stay with him for a while. If I really want to stay for a while, I may want to live with him all my life. "

"Look, even if you don't look, you are worried."

Sang Qi drove with one hand, helped me pick up the mobile phone in the car with the other hand, and then handed it to me again.

When I am extremely nervous or my brain is running at a high speed, the part responsible for motor function will lose control temporarily.

Every time I see that bridge, I will be happy to pat my thigh, but it is not groundless that people have such a reaction.

I remember watching TV when I saw such a scene: the heroine was holding a cup of tea or a rice bowl in her hand. When she heard some shocking news, her things would fall to the ground and smash.

When I shook my hand, my cell phone fell out of my hand.

"I asked a doctor I am familiar with to install a camera in the baby's ward. Now you can see him on your mobile phone. You can see him 24 hours as you like."

I was a little surprised to see him: "why?"

On the way back to his villa, sang Qi handed me a mobile phone while driving.

The doctor extracted sang Qi's hair and blood, and Sheng Yanyan's fetus for paternity testing, which sang Qi asked to do. He said it was better to make this kind of thing clear.

He and I did not leave the hospital directly, but went to the laboratory upstairs.

But now the interest is not high, the mouth opened and did not say a word.

Sang Qi is so clear, I really should praise him.

"I have to let her know that love and compassion are two different things. Even how she can do it, she can't leave me with her."

He shook his head, took my hand, and strode across the corridor.

"Won't you stay here?"

After a while, sang Qi came out of the ward and pulled my hand: "let's go!"

I sat on the bench at the door, gnawing my fingers and hair.

He pinched my shoulder: "you wait for me, I'll come out in a minute."

I told sang Qi that I would not go in, so that Sheng Yanyan would not see me.

But if I feel bad, why should I vent it to others?

But I'm not. If I'm happy, I think I can infect others.

People are really different. Some people have to vent their emotions to let others know.

Sang Qi and I came to Sheng Yanyan's ward. Before we went in the door, we heard her crying inside.

Although I didn't cry, I felt like I was beaten by frost.

He tried his best to make me feel bad. I think he really succeeded this time.

This time, the child got jaundice. If it's any other disease, I really doubt whether it's all planned by sang Shixi.

What can I do when I see him? I'm worried about him now. I always have a little figure lying on the bed with a pipe in my head. I'll never forget him when I see him.

I know there are many ways for sangqi. It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't."Summer solstice, if you want to look after children, I have a way."

His chest is warm and appropriate, but my heart is wandering around by the strong wind, and I can't find a stable place to stop.

He put the flag in his arms and hugged me.

When I give birth to him, even if I don't look at him, there is a place in my heart that I care about him.

I regret that I should not have given birth to him.

I've probably never seen such an indescribable tangle of pain.

Sang Qi and I walked into the elevator. There was a mirror inside the lift car, and I could see the expression on my face clearly.

If I have a dog by my side at the moment, I will let it out and bite him to death. I really can't sharpen my teeth and bite myself.

Sang Shixi didn't answer me immediately. I turned around and sang Qi went to the elevator door to hear his voice coming from the elevator: "no need."

I turned to go, walked two steps and then stopped: "but if there is anything I need to do, you can come to me."

"Well, if you don't look, don't look!"

I nodded and relaxed as I held the door handle.

But I've signed the divorce agreement, so I have to keep my word.

Although I am not his opponent, but I have sangqi around me, what am I afraid of.

My hands were clenched tightly into fists, and I could not bear to hit him in the face.

I know that he is hating me, hating me. He didn't leave me with him with 10 billion yuan, so he tried his best to torture me.

Now I know the child is ill, but I don't want to see him. It's not cruel. He's mean.

I didn't plan to see you, but who let me meet you in this hospital?

To be honest, at that moment, I really forgot it. Now I think of the last clause in his divorce agreement that said, I can't see children all my life.

Sheng Yanyan is completely cold after she lost her child. He owes too much to her body. She stayed in the hospital for two weeks in a row. This is not a fake. Her body is really bad.

Sang Qi would see her every day, but he would take me every day. I didn't go in and just sat at the door waiting for him.

In fact, I told sang Qi that there was no need to take me to ward off evil spirits. He said, "although I don't go in every time, Sheng Yanyan knows that I'm outside, and she knows that I just come to see a doctor and there's nothing else."