I haven't been sick for a long time, but this time I fell like a mountain. Since Gu Yu probed my forehead and said I had a fever, I felt that I couldn't support it, and then I fell down.
Gu Yu yelled and bustled and carried me upstairs with my aunt. Fortunately, there was an elevator in the house. They brought me to the bed in the room. Gu Yu was very tired.
At that moment, I suddenly felt that sang Shixi, not sang Qi, was standing outside the door.
He didn't come in, but he locked the door.
I went back to my room and I thought he would follow me in, but he pushed me in and slammed the door shut.
I won't go if he doesn't let me. Anyway, I can still go to see him when he is not at home the next day.
Now sangqi is like an explosive gasoline barrel. I don't intend to light him up, otherwise I will be killed.
He pulled me back to the room with a little effort. I was sick and had no strength. He was as easy as pulling a kitten.
I hemmed and hawed, but he held my wrist: "don't run around so late."
I do watch sang Shixi, but it seems inappropriate to tell the truth at this time.
I tried to squeeze out from his side, but his cool voice sounded above my head: "go to see Sanshi?"
I weakly smile with him: "you come back, I have something to go out."
He was very tall, blocking the light in the corridor, so I couldn't see the expression on his face clearly. I just felt that he was very gloomy with the light on his back.
Sangqi after a week, I finally saw him, he has a strong smell of wine, when he became a drunkard, drinking almost every night.
I was about to open the door of the room when I stepped on the door and jumped out.
I haven't been on the ground for several days. My body is light and floating. Stepping on the ground has an unreal feeling of stepping on cotton.
I call Secretary Dong every day, but the feedback I get is that sang Shixi is still in a coma before he wakes up. In this way, he really tends to become a vegetable.
I couldn't get out of bed two days ago. Today I feel a little better. I want to go to the hospital to see sang Shixi.
I used to have the illusion that when I was ill, sang Qi would take care of me like before. At least he would appear from time to time, and would not even show his face like now.
I haven't been sick for a whole week.
At present, the highest pursuit of my life is that sang Shixi and aunt Qin wake up quickly, so that the sin in my heart is not so heavy.
"Oh..." I don't have any interest in it. I didn't have any interest in online drama and I didn't want to pursue stars.
"Bah, you live next door to me. What do I have to worry about? I was chasing drama last night! I'll tell you that there's a good-looking online drama. You've seen the leading actor, that's the one, that's the one... " She patted her forehead: "on the wedding day between you and sang Qi, sang Qi introduced Tang Zizhe to you! It's the artists of Huaxia group. "
I pointed to her dark circles: "didn't you sleep well last night? Don't worry too much about me."
Soon eight weeks will come, I have to cheat Gu Yu to go to the hospital to collect blood for laboratory test.
I also hurt Gu Yu. I look at Gu Yu's big black eyes. She must have been worried that I didn't sleep well last night.
"Don't blame yourself too much. The first time you were framed, this time it was an accident."
Hung up the phone, I was very melancholy, staring at Gu Yu sitting next to me: "you said that if sang Shixi had been lying like aunt Qin, what would he do? Do you think I'm a once-in-a-hundred-year star sweeper? I've killed two people and become a vegetable for me. "
Secretary Dong said that sang Shixi was still lying on the bed, but his life was not in danger for the time being.
After I woke up a little bit, I called Secretary Dong and asked him about sang Shixi.
He didn't go back to his room tonight and didn't see him all night. I thought he was sleeping in the next room. But the next day, Gu Yu came to see me in the morning. When I asked her, she said that sang Qi went out later and didn't come back all night.
Sang Qi casually laughed, got up from the sofa and walked out of the room.
The two are not unconnected, so I am noncommittal, not nodding or shaking my head.
He finally said: "Sang Shixi had an accident, so you fell ill?"
Sang Qi is still spinning his cigar. I think my whole world is spinning.
"Thank you." I said in a hoarse voice.
Sang Qi leaned forward, put a palm on the back of my head and handed me the cup. I gulped down half a cup and lay on the bed panting.
I wanted to drink water very much. I turned around and saw a glass of water on the bedside table. I supported my body with one hand and wanted to sit up, but my body was too soft to succeed.
I burn very high, my vision is red, and the mulberry flag in this piece of red is more illusory.I don't know how long I've been sleeping. Maybe it's dark. When I open my eyes again, sang Qi is sitting in front of my bed. He looks like a different kind of rascal. He is playing with a cigar in his hand, but he doesn't light it. He keeps spinning between his flexible fingers. I'm dizzy.
It's more troublesome to owe people money and favor.
But sang Shixi is different. He's mummified for me now. How can I pay him back what I owe him?
It's just that I don't feel guilty for him if I love him.
That idiot, she doesn't understand my pressure at all.
Gu Yu looked at me with a sad face: "what's the matter with you? When something happened to Sang Shixi, you made it look like you were lovelorn. "
I have been sleepy, and I don't know the time. In the meantime, the grain rain forced me to drink half a bowl of porridge, and soon I vomited it out.
Sang Qi said yesterday that my heart is very big and can fill a lot of people. What he said is wrong. In fact, my heart is very narrow and I can't fit other people.
I may feel that Sanshi really loves me at this time. For the first time, I have a frustration that I can't love him.
He said he could come a day late to save me, but he couldn't.
Gu Yu is still talking about something with the doctor. I just lie in a daze, thinking about what sang Shixi said to me before I got off the bus yesterday.
The doctor said: "it's OK. Maybe it's because I didn't have a good rest, which leads to lower resistance. Just strengthen nutrition and have more rest these days."
Because of Mrs. sang, there are many familiar doctors in their family. I heard Gu Yu anxiously asking the doctor, "is she OK? She drank half a glass of milk in the morning and then fell down like that."
The doctor came soon and put water on my house.
I'm so dizzy that I can't describe how I feel at the moment. The pressure of my spirit finally crushed me.
Before, it was sang Shixi who locked me out of meeting sang Qi.
Now, it's sang Qi who locks me up and doesn't let me see sang Shixi.
It seems that these two men and I have been struggling all the time, and there is never a balance.