v11 Chapter 97： Road to Hegemony (Part 2)

"Are you a coward?" A beautiful girl stood behind me, and she looked at me with a mockery in her tone and eyes.

That was the first time I saw her, and I was shocked by her beauty. I don't know why there is such a beautiful girl in the world. When I saw him, when I heard what she said, I felt inexplicably insulted. It wasn't until many years later that I realized that it was the feeling that I didn't want to be taken lightly by the woman I loved.

As a young man, I stood up, put my chest up, and brave enough courage: "No, I'm not a coward!" I shouted loudly, as if the louder the voice, the more courage I could give me.

The girl smiled at me, she threw a knife at me: "Prove it to me."

I was helpless to take the sharp knife: "What, what to prove? How to prove?" I am a little jerky monk.

"Aren't you brave? Did you forget the monitor lizards that slaughtered our companions? In front of you, they ate up all our classmates, proved them to me, and asked our classmates to take revenge. Go Complete what they should have done. "The girl turned away and walked away, leaving me standing on the spot with a knife.

Dragon Lizard Cave.

The lizard's corpses are layered. I came, I did it. I overturned all lizards with nerve anesthetics and killed them all.

Before that, I didn't even have the courage to plan a small lizard on the planing table of the science laboratory. Every time I hold the knife, or see the dead animal's body, I feel a nausea and panic.

But when I killed all these lizards today, I found that I didn't feel any discomfort. No, this is not accurate.

In fact, after I lifted the butcher knife to kill the first lizard, I finally found out what it was like for me to be out of place on the planet for so many years.

That is, I don't actually feel anything! I have no emotions, no emotions. But I have a fear of the death of my life, and when I lifted the butcher knife to slaughter the first lizard, even the remaining fear left me. Maybe fear is the only thing that allows me to live a normal life, but also like ordinary people.

And now I don't have any emotions anymore, I become very strange. But everyone thinks that I am normal, because I can solve the lizards smoothly in the science class. And can also write a high score solution report. I was twelve years old that year.

Others think I am normal, but I myself feel more and more abnormal. Because I don't have any emotional perception, I want to work hard to find something back, even if it is fear!

Because when I lost all my emotions, my life became meaningless. I even felt that I should die immediately.

And this time, the beautiful girl appeared again. I swear, I haven't seen her in school. But she was wearing a school uniform.

I used to look for her everywhere in school, but there was no news. Now she appeared in front of me and said, "What is my little boy confused about?"

The moment I saw her, I suddenly recovered a touch of emotion. I can feel the feeling of [alive].

"I don't feel anything anymore. I don't have emotions. I want to feel something, but I can't feel anything."

"Maybe it's because you haven't realized the true meaning of life?"

"True meaning?"

"Yes, why not do some bigger scientific experiments? Solve some more interesting things?" The girl smiled and charmed sentient beings.

With her encouragement, I unpacked more and more animals, and the volume became larger and larger. I am looking for the true meaning of life I am eager to know the answer, because only in this way can I find a good medicine for my relief.

I slowly realized that I was a monster. This is only me in this world.

After I solved the Ape Man, I still didn't get an answer. This is the closest species I know to intelligent creatures. But where is the true meaning of life? Why can't I find it.

"Maybe we should change our goal." The girl smiled, and she took me to a beautiful garden on the planet.

Two of my classmates are hugging together behind the rock there.

"What are they doing? Their behavior is very intimate?" I was puzzled. I didn't know what a man and a woman hugged tightly and exchanged saliva with each other.

"That's love, my little boy." The pretty girl laughed at my ignorance.

"love?"

"Yes, this is the sweetest and sweetest feeling in the world. With love, you can feel the whole world!" The girl's voice rang in my ear.

I can't hold back my urge, and I can't wait to get this feeling: "What should I do?"

The girl blinked her cunning eyes: "Guess what?"

So the first solution of intelligent creatures began. But unfortunately, I still didn't find something called love in the plan.

Where does this feeling come from? How is it formed? Why is it so sweet?

The disappearance of my classmate caused some commotion at school. But no one thought they were killed. It ’s been more than a million years since Titan Star has not committed murder. Everyone has forgotten what murder is, and even the law does not mention how to deal with murder.

And I still live on this planet, no one knows what Sanos did. Everyone is looking for missing classmates.

At home, my mother, the mother who had gone crazy, saw me through. She knows what I did.

She aroused my curiosity, I am a monster, and I can now confirm it completely. But how did she breed a monster?

I also planed my mother on the planing table. But I still didn't find the answer I wanted.

I also know that I can't stay on Titan. I wanted to find the beautiful girl to flee with me, but I couldn't find her.

So I can only capture a spaceship by myself ~ www.novelhall.com ~ Flying to the vast universe.

I started wandering in the universe, living in no fixed place. Join a group of cosmic pirates, where to grab from here. Do n’t get me wrong, I ’m not responsible for killing. I dissect many creatures, but for research and scientific purposes, I hate killing.

Then get to know a woman, then fall in love (if that is love), and then have children. Then there is a rapid boredom, and then another group of pirates, and then continue the last cycle.

Constantly, I am looking for love as if I have ever had it. I am looking for my feelings, but I can only keep getting lost.

Until one day, the beautiful girl appeared again.

PS: The road to growth of Thanos is still very important. These stories are basically from the official comic "Rise of the Thunder." But I believe many book friends will not go to the original comics. So I still have to write this story.

Moreover, there are many hidden things in the original comics. Thanos loses all feelings and can't feel the potential layer of things like joys and sorrows. There is no straightforward depiction in the comics. You need to read it carefully to know that I can refine the key points in the comic.