Chapter 84

Ji fei'er hesitates to look at the carriage. She doesn't see Su Li Mei, but she sees peony looking at herself at the window.

Thinking of her heart to heart conversation with Su Li Mei that night, she finally nodded, "OK."

So, she followed Jingxuan to go forward, and the people behind her were more and more far away from them. Here, there were only two of them.

Ji fei'er looks at Jingxuan's thin body and feels very distressed. He must know that he is going to leave. That's why he comes here in such a hurry that his clothes are not neat. And he still has injuries. I'm really worried that he will not be able to stand in the cold wind.

"Jingxuan, what's the matter with you? Tell me quickly."

She is actually for his body, but in the eyes of Jingxuan, she doesn't want to be with him, so she will urge her like this.

"I can see that Su Li Mei is really good for you, so I should have no regrets. Before, I swore that I would always be with you and protect you from harm, but I didn't do it. From the moment you watched you marry Su Li Mei, I have lost my qualification to love you. "

"Jingxuan, don't do this..." She could hear that he was very sad now.

"Don't worry. If I put it down, I won't embarrass you any more. Fei Yan, let me tell you a story. "

Ji fei'er nodded.

"Once upon a time, there was such a little girl. As soon as she was born, her mother was not around, so she had to be taken care of by the maid in the palace. Once, a young man followed his mother into the palace. Under an ancient banyan tree, he saw a small rocking chair, in which lay a little fox who had just been born. The young man was very amused. She was so small, so weak, and even had no power to transform into human form, But when the little boy became interested, he often pestered his mother to enter the palace, so that he could have a look at the baby girl. "

Ji fei'er is listening to the story seriously. She just tells the beginning. She doesn't know what he wants to say, but she can feel his nostalgia and sadness. This It's the source of sadness.

"Later, little fox grew up day by day, and finally one day, she could turn into a human and a little baby girl. The boy was very happy to see that the baby girl was white, tender and lovely, and he went to the palace more frequently in the future, so that he could be with her and watch her grow up. The boy's heart was full of a sense of achievement. As the days went by, the baby girl gradually became a baby girl. The boy began to teach her how to speak. Looking at her happy appearance, he would also giggle. Even if the young man's mother opposes his association with the girl, he will insist on seeing the girl even if he bears the beating. "

"And then?" Ji fei'er began to feel that something was wrong. What did he want to say? Was the boy talking about himself? That girl, is Yuefei smoke?

"Later, the girl grew up day by day, and finally became a girl, dignified and beautiful, and the teenager was no longer a teenager, but a real man. Gradually, he looked at the girl's eyes deeper and deeper, feelings began to change. When he saw the girl talking and playing with other heterosexuals, he would be filled with strong jealousy from the bottom of his heart, as if his beloved object was robbed by others. He was very angry and lost his temper with her for the first time, and warned her to be reserved and not to talk with other men. The girl was very obedient and obedient. Gradually, the girl also has the sentiment to the man, they two are really in love

"The girl's treatment in the palace was very bad. All the people bullied her. She was very sad and begged the man to take her away. But the man was too cowardly. He worried about his family and refused her request.

however, they decided to fight for each other's love. The man once thought that as long as the girl didn't give up, he would never give up. But all this changed when the girl learned that her biological mother was still alive and was imprisoned. Under the threat of the queen, in order to take care of her mother's life, she endured humiliation and promised her all unequal conditions, even to break up with her lover. "

From the time he said this, Ji fei'er knew that he was talking about Yue Fei Yan.

"The girl who has always been strong cried. She cried very sad. She said why she was born so sad that she could not choose her own destiny. She could not have the only person who was good to her in this world. The man promised her that as long as she didn't give up, his feelings for her would never change. But she said that people can't forget their roots. Her biological mother was imprisoned and suffering for her. If she didn't listen to the Queen's orders, she was afraid that her mother's life would not be saved. The man was very unwilling, and tried his best to persuade her to finally

let her promise to consider the time of the night, and then make a careful choice. "

"And that night, the girl's sister came to find a man, and he was in a bad mood, so he had a drink with her, got drunk and made a big mistake. When he and the girl agreed the next morning, the girl arrived and saw that he was covered with another womanRed fruit sleep in a bed scene, he will never forget the girl's heart broken eyes. He wants to explain to her that the girl turns around and leaves. He is discouraged. When things come to this situation, will anyone believe the explanation? "

"Under pressure, the man can only temporarily agree to be with the girl's sister, but he is thinking that he can come from the present situation and be with her again. But in the end, he was waiting for the news that the girl was married to the emperor. When he knew it, it was too late to stop him. He stood at the gate of the city, watching the farewell procession go away, heartbroken. From that day on, he abandoned himself. He didn't care about the status of his son-in-law, wealth, or even the status of the future king. He drank every day to relieve his worries and lived a life that was not like death. During the days when the girl left, he always thought that if he could immediately agree when the girl asked him to take her away for the first time, things would not be like this. Maybe, they are living in an unknown paradise, living a life of fairy couple. Maybe, they can have a few more children and become real love husbands Wife. They have nothing to do with emperors and enemies. It's such a big change. "

At this point, the man with a light sad look between his eyebrows burst into tears.

The man has tears, but not to the sad place, Ji Feier was deeply shocked, his feelings for Yue Feiyan, deeper than she imagined.

"Jingxuan..."

"Don't say any words of sympathy. It's just that the man himself is too cowardly to take the blame, so he deserves to bear the present retribution. It's his cowardice that killed his beloved woman."

Finally, he said it with great pain.

Ji fei'er was stunned, "Jingxuan, you..."

What does he mean by that? Could it be that

"Ha ha, maybe I shouldn't call you Fei Yan, but let me treat you as Fei Yan for the last time. Standing in front of me is Fei Yan's body. Her eyebrows and eyes are so familiar. I will firmly remember her appearance and never forget it. "

Ji fei'er looks at him in surprise, "do you know?"

"Did you ask your mother to tell me that it was just a dream? You haven't been here at all, it's just my illusion? However, when I heard that you were going to leave, I ran desperately to find you, and then I remembered everything. What you said by my bed, you said

… Fei Yan is dead. You are just another person whose soul lives in her body, aren't you

Ji Fei Er nodded. Unexpectedly, he was still in a coma, and he could still hear what she said.

"I'm sorry, I'm not yuefeiyan, but seeing you like her so much, I can't bear to tell you the truth."

"In fact, if you don't tell me, I should have found out, but I don't want to admit that Fei Yan's body is another person?" He laughed at himself, "do you know the biggest difference between you and Fei Yan?"

Ji fei'er shook her head. "What is it?"

"You are simple, kind and soft hearted. But Feiyan, however, will never be soft hearted to me. For her mother, she can give up everything, including me and her own life. I know she likes me so much, but she punishes herself ruthlessly. I can see the painful struggle in her eyes, but you don't have it at all. You look at my eyes, is a clear, you again and again to my heart, clearly do not want to hurt me

"Because This is what I owe her. Now that I have become her, I want to do everything for her. I'm sorry I didn't save her mother in the end. At least, I can't let you get hurt. "

"You have done a good job. I believe when the princess died, she was very calm and peaceful. And I am, too Fei Yan is no longer here, but I know she still loves me deeply. In the future, I will live well with the good memories between us

"You'd better think that."

"May I have your name?" Jing Xuan looked at her and asked seriously.

"Ji Fei Er."

"Fei Er Fei Yan, sure enough, it's still different. But, fei'er, thank you for all you've done for me

"I should thank you for saving my life. By the way, before I leave, I'm still hesitating to tell you the truth. Now that you know it, I should also give it to you. "

She put the purse in her hand in front of him, and embroidered a word "vision" on the exquisite purse.

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