Don't be someone else? Want to be the most real self?

Ji fei'er seems to feel why this sentence is so familiar, and seems to have heard it somewhere.

There is a voice echoing in her mind, because this sentence is what you said. Wake up, wake up quickly.

Ji fei'er frowned, "pain!"

Her head hurts. Every time she wants to think hard, she feels that something is suppressing her and stopping her. If she wants to continue to think, her head will hurt. Mo yuan hurt her too much.

Seeing her like this, it's very painful for her to leave the charm. Is it still impossible? Is it necessary to keep her so self closed alive, dare not face everything?

Feier, be brave. You can do it.

Ji fei'er stands up in pain. She wants to hold her, but she also breaks away.

Who is she? Who is she? She wanted to get her memory back. She couldn't go on like that.

In the end, Ji fei'er still couldn't resist the pain of her head, and fainted in her arms.

She had a very clear dream of that terrible nightmare. Although she had some impression before, she didn't remember it as clearly as this time.

The indifferent and noble immortal turned into a terrible devil in front of her. He tortured her and devastated her. She had never suffered so terrible pain, and her fear conquered everything.

Every day, she is looking forward to Su Li Mei's rescue, because Xiao Bai has said that he will always protect her and won't let anyone hurt her. But in addition to endless torture, she didn't wait for anything, her spirit completely collapsed, and in the end, she was numb.

She would rather die than suffer all the people.

What has she forgotten these days.

"Ah Ji fei'er wakes up from the nightmare. She opens her eyes, her face is full of sweat, and she is still in shock.

Before she completely recovered, she fell into a familiar warm embrace. Her ears rang out a voice that made her dream, "Fei Er, I'm sorry, I'm wrong. If you think of all that really makes you so painful, don't think about it any more. I'm sorry, I can't remember it."

Seeing that Ji fei'er is tormented by nightmares and looking at her headache, his heart is bleeding. Why should he punish her like this.

Mo yuan is obsessed with Zixuan, but he is obsessed with restoring her to the way she was before, but didn't he say it all by himself? No matter who she is, as long as she is the woman he loves, that's enough. He shouldn't force her any more, otherwise he is different from Moyuan.

"I'm sorry, I'm wrong." His warm tears dripping on her forehead, let her heart tremble, this feeling, very delicate.

After waiting for her reaction for a long time, Su Li Mei is very nervous. He looks at Ji fei'er and says, "are you angry with me? I'm sorry, I won't remind you of what happened before. Even if you treat me as Xiao Xue all your life, I'm willing to."

He thinks that he can control everything and restore everything to the past, but those things have happened and can never go back. He shouldn't stick to it any more.

"Snow?" Ji Fei Er looks at him and murmurs.

"Yes, I'm Xiaoxue. I'd like to be your Xiaoxue."

Ji fei'er gently goes over and kisses his lips. She is so light and careful that she seems to be afraid that there is an illusion in front of her eyes. When she was trapped, she had such an illusion many times before, but it's just an illusion. Is this the illusion that she missed too much?

No, it's not hallucination, it's touch, it's temperature!

Su Li Mei didn't find her strange, but was surprised how she could take the initiative to herself, until she looked at him and gently called out the two words, "Xiaobai."

Su Li was stunned and looked at her in disbelief.

If she was still fei'er before, she would not accept him, but now she would call him Xiaobai! Su Li Mei looked into her eyes. Before, there was confusion, panic and ignorance, but now, it is clear and thorough.

"Fei Er, you Do you remember? " He hugged her excitedly. He couldn't believe the fact.

At the moment when he was close to despair, God gave him such a surprise. He was so happy.

Ji fei'er has just regained her consciousness. Although she recognizes Su Li Mei, many things have not really recovered.

"Xiaobai, you are not dead. Did you come to me? I knew you would come to me. " She wanted to raise her hand to hold him, but found that she had no such power. She suddenly remembered the nightmare scene. Is it a dream or a reality?

"My hand What's the matter? "

She can't hold him, but she can take her petite body into her arms and apologize. "Fei Er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm late. It's all over. You forget it. Don't think about it any more."But how can we forget what happened? The reaction of Su Li Mei made her more sure of what she thought.

All that It's all true!

Ji fei'er's body began to shake violently, "my hand, and my body, it hurts, it hurts!"

It's also terrible to know later. She was shocked to think that everything was real and that she had experienced the pain herself.

Fortunately, it has been a long time since then, and even the pain has been relieved. This is the greatest comfort.

"I know that you've suffered so much. It's all my fault. I'm so useless that I didn't rush to save you. Fei'er, I'm really sorry for you."

Ji fei'er was constantly weeping and shaking in his arms. Under his gentle comfort, her most frightened mood finally passed, at least relieved.

"Xiaobai, I really wanted to die at that time. I really felt that I was dead. I hated all of you at that time. Even if someone could kill me, it was at least a relief."

"I understand. When I came here and saw the wound on your body, I wanted to hurt and hurt for you. Fei'er, I really don't know what to say to make up for your guilt. I hurt you."

"Xiaobai, I didn't mean to say a lot of things that hurt you. I don't know what happened to me, but I'm very afraid and want to forget everything. I shouldn't blame you. You were so badly injured at that time, and your life and death are uncertain. How can you come to save me?"

"No, you should blame me. I'm useless. I'm too selfish to hurt you. If I told Moyuan earlier that you were his apprentice, he wouldn't torture you like this. But I'm afraid he'll take you away from me. I hurt you."

Ji fei'er is crying, and Su Li Mei is also crying. A couple of lovers have gone through many hardships. Now they have the feeling of reunion, but they are not happy.

"I live with fear every day in the fairyland. I have to guard against the emperor, against Moyuan, against all of them. The only thing that can support me is you. I think about you every day. I thought I would never see you again."

"I miss you too. I miss you all the time when I'm in the underworld."

"Xiaobai, aren't you seriously injured? Is your wound healed? " At that time, they were all saying that there was no living under the frost free sword. At that time, he was so badly injured by Mo yuan that he was dying. She really thought that he could not live. But after suffering, she woke up and saw Su Li Mei beside her. She felt as if she had passed away. Was it because they were dead that she met each other.

"Yes, I was brought back to the underworld by Cangji for healing. When I woke up, I immediately wanted to save you, but he didn't want me to come to death, so he added ten seals to seal me in the ice coffin. I finally broke the seal and came out to find you, but it was still late!" He rubbed Ji fei'er's soft hair with his chin, and then he felt heartache and remorse. Why can't he break the seal earlier, and why should fei'er suffer so much.

He came late, but Jifei knew that he had tried his best.

Her heart trembled with fear at the thought of the injuries she had suffered, but after all, it was the time she had experienced. Even if it was terrible, she would have to bear it.

Ji fei'er nestles tightly in the embrace of Su Limei, "if I can only get together with you after experiencing all that nightmare, I'm willing to bear it."

Su Limei was deeply moved. His little woman was so strong, but he felt sorry for herself.

"But if you can choose again, as long as you can live well and happily, even if you choose to stay by Moyuan's side and leave me, I am willing, as long as you can be happy." So much pain, really don't come again, they can't bear, also can't bear.

"You fool, how can I leave you? I'm your wife. I want to be with you forever. Even if you drive me away, I won't go. I'm Ji fei'er, not Zixuan. I'm your own

In this world, no one loves her more than Xiaobai. Mo yuan's love for Zixuan is great, but also selfish. However, Xiaobai's love for her is selfless. No man in this world can match him. She is really glad to have such a beautiful man to love herself.

"Thank you, Fei. Thank you." Ji fei'er obviously feels that holding her tall body is shaking. He is also nervous and afraid. If she is hurt, he will be more painful than her thousands of times. I wish I could hurt for her and hurt for her. She can hate everyone, but she can't hate Su Li Mei.

This is her Xiaobai, her beloved husband. Even if she forgets the whole world, she will never forget him.

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