Chapter 294

Su Li Mei held her tightly, chin on her forehead, and took a deep breath of the fragrance of her hair, "but I can't wait. What can I do? My patience is about to run out. I just want to be with you, hold you and guard you. "

Ji fei'er tried to restrain the pain in her heart and forced her face to smile. "You see you, you didn't comfort me before. Just have patience and endure for a while. We still have so long days in the future. Why bother with this short hard work? I can think of it. You should think of it more."

Su Li Mei had something to eat. "Yes, now it's time for you to remind me of these principles. Of course I understand them, but I still can't help missing you. Don't you miss me?"

Yes, how could she not? She was going crazy.

Every night's tossing and turning, every morning's emptiness, these words she did not dare to reveal.

Xiaobai has paid so much for her, if even she can't understand him and believe him, then she is really sorry for Xiaobai's love for her.

"I think I will, but I have to think about everything in a good way. At that time, I was caught in the fairyland and you were taken to the underworld. We were so far apart. I was so sad and desperate at that time. I didn't know whether you were alive or dead. I even thought that we might never see each other again. Didn't we still survive the most difficult time? Now, although you are often not by my side, you are still in the Imperial Palace, working hard for our future happiness. Now, compared with before, such waiting is not too trivial? "

Su Li Mei didn't expect Ji fei'er to say such words, and it's still so reasonable. He clearly wants to comfort her, but now she is comforting him, and the words he says still make him deeply impressed.

His fei'er is really grown up and sensible!

"Well, yes, we've been through so much wind and rain. We're not going to survive. It's going to pass quickly. Fei'er, you must wait for me."

Ji fei'er nodded seriously. Yes, she was waiting all the time. Even if she knew there was no hope, she would wait.

"Fei'er, even if you believe me, I still want to explain to you what happened last night. Zixuan said that she was sick, dizzy and weak, so I would stay by her side. Don't believe the rumors in the palace. My heart is full of you. I won't have any relationship with her, and I won't touch her. I won't do anything sorry for you. This is my eternal promise to you 。”

"I believe you all the time. I won't pay attention to those rumors."

"And last night, I promised her that I would marry her as long as she was well. You know, this is not what I mean. I just want to give her a motivation and hope she can get better soon. My wife will only have you. "

"Well, I know all that."

Su Li Mei hugged her body tightly. "In fact, I sometimes blame myself. I always thought that the reason why she would pester me like this was just because of a memory of the past. It didn't mean her feelings for me. But that day, she told me that if we really abandoned Zixuan, the beginning of us both came from the fact that you came back to me after a thousand years, and her love for me Emotion is the result of her dependence on me for thousands of years. So I really have a strong sense of guilt. I feel that I use her feelings to cheat her. I look at the way she believes me, but I'm very sorry for cheating her. "

Ji fei'er's heart trembles. Is Zixuan sincere about Xiaobai? What about Xiaobai? What do you think?

Seems to be aware of the uneasiness in her heart, Su Li Mei bowed her head and gently comforted her, "but now I have you, my heart can only accommodate you alone, so anyway, I have to be cruel, no matter how guilty I am, I also want to do this thing, she will live better with Moyuan."

Ji fei'er thought, it's ridiculous. Zixuan has been complaining about Xiaobai and Moyuan's cruelty to her. In her eyes, she can't see any reason. Now she hates everyone and wants to revenge and destroy everything. But Xiaobai blames herself for her in her heart. Guilt, Zixuan, you never look at everyone in the world with a calm eye. If there is no beauty in your heart, it will be full of resentment and endless darkness.

Ji fei'er, who already knows all the truth, only feels cold in her heart. But for Xiaobai, she can't say everything she knows. She can only comfort him in a soft voice, "don't think about it. You are also for her good. I hope she can put down all her obsessions one day and understand your pains."

"Well, after this matter is solved, it has nothing to do with me. I can't lose you because of her. There are not so many fair things in this world. In my heart, only you are the most important. I can ignore anyone, but if I lose you, then my life will no longer have any meaning."

Ji fei'er is very comfortable in his arms, thinking how many times of happiness and tranquility can there be now? She really wants to be with him and stay with him forever. Now even this has become luxurious, which is a punishment for her not cherishing happiness before."Xiaobai, do you know? I didn't understand the meaning of life and death parting before. I always thought it was someone else's story about you and Zixuan. But after experiencing the fairyland, I knew that you really loved me with your life. Seeing Ruoxi die, Mo Xue was heartbroken. Even though he knew it was impossible to change his life against heaven, he still refused to give up. This is the real love Love, never leave, never die. After so many experiences, it's not a waste to come to the world. This time, it's really a waste of life. "

I don't know why, Su Li Mei feels that Ji fei'er today is unusual. She has always been a relatively simple and innocent woman. She likes to act like a coqueter and sometimes plays with some childish temperament. But he just loves her like this. Her heart has always been very strong.

Su Li Mei gently kisses her forehead, "don't mention Zixuan any more. The past is gone. I love you now, and I'll stay with you forever, as you said, until I die!"

Bed curtain slowly put down, the candlelight burning at the head of the bed, as if the wedding night.

The two people in the Bed Tent embrace each other and sleep, but now the insipidity can set off their deepest feelings for each other. It's insipid, continuous, and no one can separate.

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Happiness is so short that Ji fei'er feels as if everything is an illusion.

Wake up in the morning, Su Li Mei is still beside her. He looks at her gently with open eyes, with a shallow smile on the corner of his mouth, merging into the halo of the morning light. It's so beautiful.

When I just opened my eyes, Ji fei'er almost thought it was just an illusion.

How long has not realized such feeling, he accompanies her to sleep together, in the morning guards in her side to wait for her to wake up together, in her heart cannot suppress trembling, even thought that this is only a dream.

Su Li Mei's beautiful voice rang in his ear, "wake up, wake up quickly. I've asked Lvqi to prepare breakfast. I heard that you don't have a good meal these days, and your work and rest are irregular. It seems that if I'm not by your side, you really don't let people worry."

Ji fei'er blinked and looked at him, "you Why are you still here? "

Isn't he very busy every day? There are business and Zixuan's business. He was flattered that he could come back so early last night to accompany her. Unexpectedly, he was waiting for her to wake up and have breakfast with her. Ji fei'er can't express her mood at this time.

"Because I don't trust you alone, no matter how big things are, it's not as important as you. As for Zixuan, I promised to accept her, but I didn't give up on you. Even if I treat her well, it should be fair. I can't always ignore you." These days, Zixuan has been asking him to stay for various reasons. In order to take care of her body and emotion, he can only endure. He thinks that it will soon be over, and it's no big deal. But now time has greatly exceeded his expectation, and his patience has been reduced.

Ji Fei Er's heart has a small jump, "do you want to accompany me?"

"Yes, I have to find Mo Xue for breakfast, but I still want to wait for you to wake up and finish breakfast with you."

Ji fei'er thinks about her appointment with Zixuan at noon. She is in a bit of a panic. But at this time, Su Li Mei asks again.

"Would you like to come with me? Now Ruoxi's stomach is growing up slowly. Mo Xue loves her body and doesn't let her go out often. Ruoxi must miss you very much and will be very happy to see you go. "

"I I'd better not go. Next time, Qingxue and I made an appointment to fly kites. She said that she missed flying kites together in Weiyang palace, so So... " She told a lie. She wanted to meet Zixuan, but she said to fly a kite. She just didn't want Xiaobai to worry about her.

"Well, Qingxue is a good girl. It's better to have her with you. Then you can have a good time. I'll try to come back as soon as I can when things are settled."

After accompanying Ji fei'er to have breakfast, he leaves in a hurry.

Ji fei'er looks at his back and smiles a little bit.

He left, her heart has become empty, so what will be waiting for her?

Thinking of Zixuan's words, her heart was very heavy. What did she want to do? In any case, she will not let her hurt Xiaobai, even if she put her life together and die with her.

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