Chapter 692

Mo yuan is cold, not close to a woman. There are almost no maids in his bedroom, and there are no close attendants. Like Bishui, he has the cheek to stay around and take care of him. He can't get rid of him.

Mo yuan no matter how unwilling to admit, but gradually also found a sad fact.

He couldn't suppress himself, let alone forgive himself.

He has always thought that he would be indifferent to others.

If this person is someone else, he may be able to forgive himself, but this person is Ji wanwan, the grandson he grew up with, and Ji Feier's daughter. He can't accept himself like this - it's a big joke.

The saddest thing is, looking back on his strange actions these days, if it wasn't for this nightmare, he would never be able to see the truth.

Close your eyes, are Ji wanwan's smile, the original more than a thousand years of time together, bit by bit in unconsciously have penetrated the bone marrow, he is not without feeling, but can suppress themselves not to find.

He may have deceived himself before, but now he understands that the real reason for his failure in this breakthrough is that he does not dare to face his own demons. That dream is the most real state of mind in his heart, and it is also the thing that he is most afraid of and most reluctant to admit. If a person is unwilling to admit his real ideas, he will be killed directly How can we do a good job in cultivating and protecting the three realms?

His heart, already not pure!

Mo yuan's body was greatly hit, and after recognizing this fact, he felt extremely ashamed.

He can't let people know, it's a very shameful thing.

He used to like Zixuan, but now if people know that he fell in love with Zixuan's daughter, what will people think of him? Especially, he can't face Su Li Mei and Ji fei'er any more. All his self-esteem and pride seemed to disintegrate in this moment.

Is it that xuanming has seen through his mind, otherwise why did he say those words to him that night? If his mind really wants to be clear in the world, then he will probably have no face to see people in the future. Mo yuan suddenly finds that he is really ridiculous now, ridiculous and sad.

He was in his room, always noble and indifferent face, but now he was a little embarrassed and helpless.

He wants to see Ji wanwan, but what can he do after seeing him? What can he say? She is so innocent and happy. Now she is with xuanming. What can he do? In other words, even if she is not with xuanming, he can't admit that this is against the ethical code.

He wants to turn this into a secret that only he knows. He must never mention it again. He also wants to stop the terrible idea in his heart and be himself.

Therefore, every time Ji wanwan wants to take care of him, he turns him away. Even if she comes in, she will be scolded by him. Looking at her lonely appearance, Mo yuan blames himself for heartache, but he doesn't know how to do it.

For Mo yuan, this is the most terrible thing in his life which has lasted for thousands of years.

As soon as Bishui hears that Moyuan is not well, she suddenly feels that she has a chance to show herself. What makes her more proud is that she refuses Ji wanwan every time. Looking at her sad appearance, she feels very happy, ha That's what I deserve!

Although Mo yuan tries to say that there is nothing wrong with his body, Ji wanwan is still worried. She goes to see Yao Xian. Yao Xian says that zunshang's body is badly damaged and needs to be recuperated and recuperated. He also needs to drink medicine. Ji wanwan cooks medicine for him in the kitchen every day, but either he is knocked over by Mo yuan or he is rejected.

Although his border can't stop her at all, if she forcibly unties the border, then your body

After repeated several times, she did not dare to go in any more. She could only wait and pray at the door of the room, but Mo yuan was not moved.

She didn't know what she had done wrong.

As everyone knows, at this time Mo yuan is also in heartache, he can no longer see her, everything is his fault, he is not good.

Doesn't she love xuanming very much? Then go to find xuanming, stay with him, and don't appear in front of him again.

Wan Wan, Xuan Ming, Fei Er, Su Li Mei Thinking of these names, he felt his head hurt and his whole body was about to explode.

Ji wanwan naturally doesn't understand these thoughts in his heart. She just doesn't know what she did wrong and why she was rejected by zunshang. Now zunshang's body is still so weak, so he must drink medicine.

Ji wanwan stood outside the door crying and said, "you can ignore me, but you are so weak now. Please let me in."

Her answer was silence.

At this time, Bishui came over with medicine, and saw Ji wanwan kneeling on the ground. Her eyes flashed a trace of irony and schadenfreude.

"Oh, sister Wan, why are you kneeling here? Get up quickly!"Ji wanwan ignored her, but constantly begged: "your honor, you let me in."

"Sister wanwan, you won't quarrel with zunshang. Look at this time, zunshang is so weak. Yaoxian says he needs to rest. You'd better go back first. When zunshang is better, don't disturb him here."

Ji wanwan glared at her: "mind your own business!"

Bishui immediately looked at her wrongly: "sister wanwan, I also care about you. I'm thinking about you. You've spent several days here, and you don't want to see you, so your body can't stand it. Listen to me. Go back first. I'll take care of you here. "

As soon as her voice fell, there was a cold but faint voice in the room: "clear water, come in!"

Blue water immediately proud looked at Ji wanwan one eye, then said: "yes, respect."

Ji wanwan is so angry. Why? I'd rather let blue water serve her than see her. She really doesn't understand!

"Sister wanwan, if you want me to go in, I'll go in first. Go back to your room quickly." She looked at Ji wanwan provocatively, then opened the door and went in.

Ji wanwan shed tears. Why did things become like this? She really likes zunshang. Even as xuanming said, the more angry zunshang is, the more he shows that he cares about himself. But why can't she feel his care at all?