August was coming to an end, but the heat of Midsummer continued.
S city's climate was full of malice. The winter here was freezing cold, and the summer was stuffy and suffocating.
Of course, for brother Jue, who spent most of his time in an air-conditioned room and rarely left the house, this did not seem to matter to him ...
Recently, other than being busy in-game, Feng bujue had more and more things to do in his daily life. After all, with an uninvited "roommate" at home, many living habits would naturally have to change.
In addition, the creation of his long novel,"two ends of the nightmare," had also entered the final stage. As a person who had an almost perverted obsession with his work ... Brother Jue would always fall into an extremely slow and tangled state of creation before he finished a long piece of work. In the past, he could finish a chapter in an hour, but at this stage ... He might need a day to finish.
Every time this happened, he would think of the ending line of the first Prophet in "the power of evil"(who recorded the experiences of the two main characters as a novelist), which was the most difficult part of all. As long as there was a keyboard, even a monkey could type out the beginning. But the ending ... Was not so. You always wanted to do everything at the last moment, but you could never satisfy everyone. The fans would be dissatisfied and find some unfilled pits, but since it was already the end, you should be fearless and write what you really want to write.
Feng bujue agreed with that statement, but ... The fan who was the most obsessed with his work, the fan who was as picky as a whore, the fan who was never satisfied ... Was himself.
An extremely narcissistic and perfectionist author would easily fall into an endless cycle of "self-torture". Most of the time, these people didn't really care about what others thought. They were often driven crazy by themselves ...
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"Pa pa pa pa ..."
On the morning of September 3rd, Feng bujue sat in front of the computer and typed quickly on the keyboard.
His expression was grave as his fingers danced in the air while he stared at the screen.
Finally, after a few hours of concentrated work, he heaved a long sigh of relief ...
"Whoosh!" Feng bujue saved the document and stretched. He picked up the cup of coffee that had already turned cold and stood up as he sipped on it.
"Pfft ..." As soon as he turned around, he spat the coffee in his mouth back into the cup.
Five months ago, he was still living an irregular life. An irregular biological clock, bad eating habits, a body that lacked exercise, unknown "disease" that was abandoned, and so on ... All of these combined to form a man who was extremely negative about life.
And today, five months later, Feng bujue was living a healthy life. He had a cat and a woman that he cared about. In both the virtual and the real world, his social circle had expanded more than ten times. Another of his friends was about to get married. His understanding of the supernatural world had also made a qualitative leap in both theory and practice ...
When he turned around ... Feng bujue realized that he had changed. His dull life seemed to have gained a few more colors. He was also drowned and immersed in the clamor in front of him ...
Thinking of this, he suddenly realized that the real world was not so "boring","despairing", and "disgusting". This was because this world did not have any sentimental elements.
Loathing or loving life ... Had always been the subjective choice and experience of human beings. If there was any objective pain in the world, it was caused by the influence of people.
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It was almost dusk, and everyone had already left.
Once again, only Feng bujue and Li Ruoyu were left in the room.
At 6:30 pm, brother Jue had prepared three dishes and one soup, and RUO Yu had also cleaned up the house.
They sat across from each other at the table and ate under the afterglow of the setting sun.
As usual, the two of them didn't talk much during the meal and just ate in silence.
"Hmm ..." Suddenly, Feng bujue put down the chopsticks in his hand, swallowed the food in his mouth, and said,"I have something to ask you."
"Speak," he said. RUO Yu didn't realize what the other party was going to ask her, so she only responded casually.
"Can you ... Try ... Dating me?" Feng bujue used a tone that could be described as difficult to ask the man a question.
At that moment, li Ruoyu's expression and her hands froze.
Then, there was nearly twenty seconds of silence.
These twenty seconds, for Feng bujue, felt like a lifetime ...
Twenty seconds later, she looked up at him, maintained her usual calm and cold expression, and gave a short answer.""Alright," he said. (To be continued.) "If you like this work, you're welcome to come to Qidian.com to give your recommendation and monthly vote. Your support is my greatest motivation. For mobile users, please read on M.Qidian.com.)