Chapter 342 Shameless
"It is not shameful to do things with purpose, as long as your purpose does not harm others." Ji Qianbo asked, "Do you think your purpose harms others?"
Jian Sangyu thought about it seriously, and shook her head, "I just want to make myself better through it. I just want some people to pay more attention to me."
That's it.
In those years, she practiced in the piano room all night and night by herself, went on stage, gave a perfect performance, gave the best answer to the competition, just for the reason that the parents she had hoped could feel because of her Be proud, and give her a little attention.
It’s really just that.
It was only later that she gradually realized that some people would continue to be nice to her if she really didn’t try to please her.
Jane Sangyu also wanted to understand later, but in fact, she was too greedy after all.
Because I have had it before, I want to get it back after I lost it.
Her last competition was abroad. She was standing on the podium, holding the highest trophy of the highest international competition. The third and second runners-up beside her, after winning the trophy, many people congratulated her. And companionship.
Only she was alone, holding the trophy, and took a taxi back to the hotel from the club hall, and then spent the night alone, and then went to the airport alone to get on the plane home.
She decided to quit the circle on that flight.
It was also on that plane, Jian Sangyu understood for the first time what it was like to be tired.
Tired, it is a pebble thrown into the sea, and there will never be an echo.
Since the competition ended, Jian Sangyu participated in the last charity performance. The semi nursery rhyme was also the last song she adapted, and her video was not allowed by the organizer to upload on the online platform.
The semi nursery rhyme is the final chapter of her farewell to herself. Since then, her piano has been dusted by her.
"Since there is no such thing, then why should you feel that your music is shameful?" This is also Ji Qianbo's second accident.
He did not expect that a Jian Sangyu who smiled brightly and sweetly when he entered the door would have such a purpose, almost as low as the dust.
"Is it really shameful?" Jian Sangyu could feel as if there was a cup of soil in his heart, and there was a seed in the soil in these words of Ji Qianbo, quietly, secretly trying to break through the ground.
"It's not shameful." Ji Qianbo gave Jian Sangyu an affirmative answer, plus a very gentle smile, "If I have the opportunity, I would like to invite you and me to take a walk in the outside world."
Ji Qianbo looked at Jian Sangyu, and said, "Take you to recognize music again."
"There will be a chance." The teacher has been paying attention to Jian Sangyu's eyes. She knows that Jian Sangyu's heart is moved.
"So, we can talk about cooperation again." Ji Qianbo passed the menu to Jian Sangyu, "Order and see what you want to eat."
Jane Sangyu took the menu and thanked him, turned a page, then suddenly looked up, and said, "But I haven't played the piano for a long time."
"Don't worry, my comeback concert is still in the initial preparatory stage." Ji Qianbo thought for a while and said, "Before the comeback concert, I will release a single first. I would like to invite you to play this one. The heroine of the single MV."
Jane Sangyu was a little surprised, and then grinned with her teeth, "It seems that I like Teacher Ji even more after meeting Teacher Ji."
"Really an honest girl." The teacher was amused by Jane Sangyu, so it was not unreasonable that she picked Jane Sangyu at first glance among so many students.
It's not because Jian Sangyu is sincere, but pure, she can't see the calculations between people in her eyes.
However, Jane Sangyu is pure, but she is not a silly girl who allows people to deceive. She has her emotional intelligence in the way people get along.
~~There are two more chapters later~~
(End of this chapter)