"Brother Rou, what's wrong with me? Why doesn't Yi Rou like me?" When he said this, his tone was infinitely sad.
Feeling his hand holding his shoulder, Su rourourou trembled slightly and hesitated to bite her lower lip: "I... I don't know."
Ke Shaoze held her shoulder tighter and shook slightly: "liar, how can you not know?"
Su Rourou looked at his misty eyes, sighed and took his hand holding his shoulder down: "you're drunk..."
Ke Shaoze released her, turned to look at the night in the distance and muttered to himself, "how can you not know? Your names are so like... Yirou, Rourou, you say... Are they very similar?"
As he spoke, he looked away and fell into meditation.
Su Rourou didn't answer him. Her eyes suddenly warmed. It seemed that something was about to break the gate.
Did he get close to her just because her name was similar to Aesop's? Is he nice to her just because he treats her as an erotic substitute?
Therefore, in his eyes, she is just an additional gift like the earrings he gave her
She never thought she could be so close to his heart, but she suddenly regretted... If these are the real thoughts in his heart, she would rather not be close to him all her life and never know.
So they sat quietly all the time, looking at the starry sky and blowing the night wind, and no one spoke.
I don't know how long later, Ke Shaoze kicked those empty cans and put away his mood: "it's late, brother Rou, go back to bed first. Tomorrow, I have to go to school to get my report card."
"Oh, ok..." Su rourourou unconsciously responded, but her body didn't move.
"Let's go." Ke Shaoze stood up and pulled her. "Go back quickly. I don't know if your mother has found out."
In the past, Su rourourou would have been very nervous if she heard the word "mother". However, in such a state today, she had no extra thoughts to consider her.
Ke Shaoze pushed her to the door of her house and stopped in front of her door: "thank you tonight. I seem to feel much better."
After talking, the haze that had been suppressed in his heart for many years seemed to be suddenly swept away. In fact, there is one thing he has never wanted to admit. He chased Anne Yirou for so long, perhaps because he liked it at first. Later, it gradually became a habit and brought some unwilling ingredients more or less.
In the past, he had thought about giving up countless times, but every time at this time, Ann Yirou would give him a little hope, which made him have extravagant hopes in his heart.
But this time is different. After tonight... He thought he should be able to put it down completely. All along, she just regarded him as a chess piece that can be manipulated at will.
"Well, you're fine." Su Rourou lowered her head and didn't look into his eyes. Because she didn't want to be found by him, the sadness in her eyes.
"Come on in. I'll go back first. See you tomorrow." Ke Shaoze waved to her, then turned and stepped forward.
Su Rourou stood blankly in front of the gate and watched his back disappear into the night.
Then, as if she had suddenly lost her strength, her stiff back slid down the cold door and fell to the ground.
The tears that had been repressed poured down like a flood.