"At that time, I contracted marijuana. It was the same situation as you were in the bar just now. Many people stared at some young people who were not familiar with the world and used their curiosity to lure them into the abyss of darkness. It was the darkest day of my life. I lived a life of drunkenness and dreams every day... Until one day my parents came to see me, he said They held my skinny hand and cried so sad. "
"Watching them sad, I couldn't help crying. That's when I learned that there are many people who care about me and love me in the world, and I can't break their heart. Later, I quit drugs and stayed away from those boys... Although I still like the same sex in my heart, at least in my parents' lifetime, I don't want them to die again Sad. "
Speaking of this, he turned to LAN Xier and said seriously, "I know you are in pain now, but have you ever thought about your parents and your friends? Have you ever thought about your original intention of coming here? I remember you once told me that you came here to become a better person..."
LAN Xier was silent. At that moment, she didn't dare to look directly at Alex's sincere and calm eyes. She almost forgot what faith she had come here with.
"Xi'er, you must cheer up." Alex patted her on the shoulder. "People like me live so strong, why can't you?"
"Alex..." Lan Xi'er choked a little. She grabbed his arm tightly. "There's nothing wrong with liking homosexuality. Don't say that about yourself."
"Thank you for your understanding." Alex pulled the corners of his mouth difficultly, "I'll adjust my things myself. I just hope you can forget all the unhappy things in the past and live for yourself again. What if you can't have children all your life? Many people live a wonderful life without children. Whether a person is happy depends on her state of mind. If you even give up yourself, how can you get happiness?"
Since that night, LAN Xier has completely changed. She no longer tortured her body with endless work, but focused more on her studies.
She has a high sensitivity to fashion and has a talent in the field of design. After more than two years of efforts, she has become a man of the moment in the school, participated in several design competitions on behalf of the school, and won several international awards.
Not only that, she has become more confident and charming. The clothes and jewelry she wears are all designed by herself, full of fashion. Wherever she goes, she is the focus of everyone and a fashion benchmark to imitate.
That year, she decided to return home. Because she finally fulfilled her wish and became what she wanted in her mind.
For the city of Adelaide, the only thing she can't give up is her friend Alex, who has been with her for many years.
Along the way, they became the most important people in each other's lives. They trust and support each other. This friendship is far more than general friendship, but it is definitely not love.
"Alex, I'm gone. Will you miss me?" On the day before leaving, LAN Xier said goodbye to his best friend for many years in the candlelight swaying western restaurant.