I'm Ya Ya. I came to the city with Yun shoukai and Yun qiongjun. I never dreamed that Yun shoukai had such a big house. I grew up in the countryside. I never knew that the city was so luxurious. I couldn't help but look here and feel there. Everything was wonderful.
It would be nice to be a servant in this house.
I began to imagine how good it would be if I could stay, even if I had to serve yunshou Kaikai every day, as long as I could stay and do anything.
At that time, I always thought that Yun shoukai and Yun qiongjun were a couple, so I never wanted to share anything. It wasn't until that day that Yun qiongjun said that it was impossible for him and Yun shoukai to open up. I felt that I still had hope.
When I first heard what Yun qiongjun said, I thought it was incredible. Some people couldn't believe Yun qiongjun's words. I always thought they were husband and wife. Seeing that they are inseparable every day, how can they not be girlfriends.
I asked Yun qiongjun anxiously until she told me that she was your bodyguard.
That day, I broke the casserole and asked the truth. I not only knew that you and she were not husband and wife, but also knew that you were single.
I blushed at the news. For this reason, she was also ridiculed by Miss Yun. I explained in a flustered way, trying to hide my panic. Only I know. I'm so happy. It was at that time that I realized that I fell in love with you.
That day, Yun qiongjun finished the last piece of apple, clapped her hands and left. I looked at her back, thinking. I always thought you were husband and wife. You were only worthy of being servants. But now that I know about their relationship, and when Yun qiongjun makes it clear that you can't be husband and wife, I suddenly have a strange idea. I think we should spell it. Maybe, something good will happen.
I haven't read a book and don't know a few words, so I don't know how to describe your beauty in my mind, but I always feel that you are like prince charming in the legend of hometown, handsome, handsome, rich and polite.
I was surprised at your beauty when I first saw you. There are such perfect men in this world. From height and appearance to speech and behavior, all of them are graceful young men who come out of paintings. If he could be his wife, he would be happy to be old.
When did you fall in love with you? I forgot. I only remember that day when I was cleaning up in your study, when I saw the words you wrote on your desk, I gently stroked them and even started to stay in a daze.
Your handwriting is so beautiful, just like you.
The housekeeper suddenly opened the door and asked me what I was doing. I was so shocked that I threw the vase on my desk to the ground. The housekeeper was very angry and blamed me for breaking your favorite vase.
He has been scolding me for being clumsy. I quickly apologized and said I didn't mean to. But the housekeeper didn't give up and scolded me and cried.
I know I must have made a big mistake. Maybe you will drive me out. Just when I was at a loss, you and miss Yun came back from the outside.
The housekeeper respectfully tells you that I have just broken a vase. You can't make a fuss about it. The housekeeper explained that the vase was precious. You scorn to say that no matter how precious the vase is, it's just a vase. Besides, she didn't mean to do it. Why do you have to scold her so harshly? She is just a little girl. What should I do if she is scared by you?
Beside me, I looked at you with tears in my heart. I was very grateful. I never thought you not only scolded me, but also helped me speak. I feel very sorry, and even began to chagrin. If I had been more careful, it would not have happened. I just feel ashamed.
Miss Yun also came to comfort me and told me not to think too much. But I really didn't know that vase was so valuable. I used to break many such bottles in the countryside. They were worthless. I thought nothing. I didn't expect a broken bottle in your house is so expensive.
I also know the gap between myself and you. You are a rich man, perfect like prince charming, and I, a country girl, have no rules and can't read and read. The distance between us is really the same in the sky and on the ground. I should be the legendary toad, and you are the swan.
I am not a bad woman. In the past, the reason why I was abducted and stolen was because I was forced to make a living. If I had other choices, I would never do such a thing.
I dare not to show my inferiority to you all the time. I peep at you every day, watch you drink tea, read newspapers, watch you write and listen to songs. My eyes follow where you are. I thought I was hiding well.
But women know women best. Miss Yun soon found my mind. She decided to help me get your attention.
At her suggestion, we went shopping together. Because I grew up in the countryside, I didn't know how to dress up, so yunqiongjun decided to take me to dress up. She bought me beautiful clothes, and gave me her jewelry, and gave me a beautiful make-up.
Looking at the beauty in the mirror, I couldn't believe it was me. I've been used to my boy's appearance since I was a child. Now I suddenly become such a delicate woman. I'm not used to it. Miss Yun has been praising me for being beautiful, saying that I was a beauty, but I can't dress up.I never knew I could be so beautiful. I didn't see it before. I really want to thank Miss Yun for making me feel that I am no longer a wild child in the countryside for the first time. I am also a little woman. I love beauty and want to have a man to treat me well.
I suddenly feel that I have lived in vain. Since I met you and miss Yun, life has changed a lot. I like now and I like you very much. But I don't dare to tell you that my inner inferiority has always existed. Although Miss Yun has been comforting me, I still have no bottom in my heart.
Will Mr. Yun like me? What should I do if he refuses me? But I really like you, so I'll try anyway.
On the same day, when you came back from the outside, I quickly carried a plate of fruit and walked over. I don't want to go back to my study. I am very lost standing in place, you seem to have not noticed that I put on makeup today, and wear a beautiful dress. My heart is sad to die, you and I are not the same way at all, you never look at me seriously, because in your heart, I am just a country girl. I am sad straight tears, cloud girl came to comfort me, everything is just the beginning.
I'm not afraid of your neglect, anyway my heart has decided, I just like you. As long as I stay in the cloud home, I can make you fall in love with me. There's a long way to go. I'm not afraid.
Although my heart is firm, but you still treat me as air general, ignore. I feel very sad when I see you smile at Miss Yun. I know you like Miss Yun. You have been secretly watching her several times. I'd like to ask you, do you know that when you peek at Miss Yun, I'm also peeping at you. I love you as much as you love her.
I have never had a chance to get along with you, because I know I can't get into your heart at all. There is a cloud girl in your heart. No one can live in it except her. I felt hopeless until that day, Yunbo came to me.
I clearly remember the sunny day when I was watering the potted plants in the yard. When I heard someone calling me, I looked back and saw a kind uncle smiling at me. Later I learned that he was your uncle, Yunbo.
He called me over and asked me if I would like to do something for him, which I found strange. He asked me if I liked you again, and my face turned red. I don't know why he asked me that.
He saw me silent and said to me with a smile that if you are willing to do something for me, I can help you become the wife of Yun shoukai.
I believed her, but I didn't know what he told me to do. I asked him he didn't say anything, just let me be ready.
Later one day, you drank too much and went to bed in the bedroom. Yunbo patted me on the shoulder and said, "you should hurry over now. Tonight, you will stay and take care of him.".
I didn't know they designed you to take an aphrodisiac, and we had sex that night. Not only do you hate me, but I hate you.
And you seem to be more indifferent to me, your indifference makes me feel as if I have done something wrong. The more you hate being with me, I don't know how to face you. And then I found out that I was pregnant, and I was happier. I thought in my heart, even if you don't like me, I'm fine, as long as I have children with me.
You also know this matter, but become gentle to me. I thought we could live a happy life together. I would watch our child grow up and call your father my mother. We would grow old and die together. But I didn't expect me to die in your uncle's hands. I never thought that the kind-hearted old man had already killed me. Maybe from the beginning, they were using me to control you, but later I didn't expect that I would fall in love with you and defend you and obey you.
When I knew I couldn't live, I tried my best to look back at you. I wanted to hug you again. I wanted to touch the baby in my stomach and tell his mother to go first! Mom really loves dad, for he doesn't even fear death. But in the father's heart has been living a cloud girl, so that finally his mother died, he did not look back. Mother in this life can not get, if there is really an afterlife, mother must let dad fall in love with themselves. It's just my poor child. Don't grow up in a rich family in the afterlife. Don't go through so many unnecessary disputes. I hope you can grow up healthily and healthily in an ordinary family.