Chapter 130: I Know How Crazy This Sounds

Chapter 130: I Know How Crazy This Sounds

Tori opened her mouth, but wasnt sure what to say. The old man laughed once more and waved his hand dismissively. Its nothing terrible, I assure you. All good things.

Oh.... Tori lowered her eyes. She wanted to ask more about the grid, but the old man cocked his head to the side.

Countess Guevera, I believe someone is calling your comcry.

Tori looked down at her pocket. The material of her dress was dark and rather thick; she couldnt see the glow easily. Still, she stuck her hand into her pocket and took out the device. The sides were pulsing, indicating that someone was calling. Her brows rose once more, and she looked at the old man.

Anyone can use a comcry, even those who cannot ground, but it is still a crystal, he said with a knowing smile.

Tori nodded dumbly. She took a step back. Excuse me for a moment. She gave him an apologetic bow of her head before opening the comcry and sliding her finger across. Hi, Piers.

Are you coming back?

Yes, Ill be back soon. I just wandered somewhere and saw some crystals....

Crystal fanatic, she heard Axton snort. Tori glared at the comcry.

The energy was very strong, so I was curious...never mind, are you still waiting in the garden?

No, Im inside and looking for you, Piers said. Do you know where you are?

Tori looked up at the thick stone walls of the old study. Somewhere in the old part of the imperial palace.

Old part?

I think it couldve been part of the original fortification or settlement. The walls are made of old stone brick and the hall is narrow. There arent any carpets or much decoration, Tori said. She made a little circle in place, trying to figure out how else to describe it.

Go out into the hall and I will find you, Piers said. You may be in the old keep.

It doesnt look like a keep....

Dont go anywhere. Ill be there soon. Piers ended the call and Tori scrunched her lips to the side.

It seems that your friends are looking for you, the old man said.

Tori sighed, somewhat disappointed. I do have a banquet to attend. Im sorry I came so unexpectedly. This is really interesting, she said as she waved her hand towards the table. Ive never seen anything like it.

It is the last of its kind, the old man said with a regretful look at the table. Its a relic of a bygone time.

Thank you for humoring my curiosity. Tori smiled and gave him a small bow of her head. I never got your name, sir.

Im not important, he said with a chuckle and wave. Im just an old imperial servant, occasionally coming here to dust this old thing off.

Tori giggled and nodded. Well, youre doing a wonderful job. The energy is still very strong. It doesnt look to be waning at all.

Thank you for your kind words, the old man said. He rounded the table and rummaged through a small box on a shelf. He picked out a crystal and held up against the light, as if to inspect it. He nodded to himself, satisfied with his choice. You should have this to commemorate our meeting. Crystal user to crystal user.

Toris smile widened, but she shook her head. No, I cant take it.

You must take it, the man insisted with a warm laugh. It is known as blue zoisite, but its a bit of a misnomer.

He took Toris hand and placed the thumbnail sized chunk of raw crystal into her palm. It radiated the warm, naturally absorbed energy of a virgin crystal. Tori furrowed her brows and held it up. It wasnt so much blue as it was purple or violet. It was a familiar shade.

I do see the slight blue tint, though.

Its rare, the old man said with some pride. And it was especially prized in ancient Soleil for sharing its color with the eyes of the imperial family.

Thats where Ive seen it.... Tori said with a nod. She beamed and looked up at the old man. Then, I will accept. Thank you, sir.

The old mans eyes crinkled up. He suddenly turned his head towards the door and squinted. I think your friends are coming. He looked back at her and smiled.

Tori blinked and gave her head a little shake before smiling back.

Yes, she said. I should go out to meet them. She took a step back and bowed, this time with a full curtsy. She brought the crystal closer to her and turned around, heading towards the door. It mustve been a change of the light or the angle, but when she first met the old man, she noticed his blue eyes through his glasses.

When he turned his head, she caught a glimpse behind them.

His eyes were the same color as the crystal clutched in her palm. Tori bit her lip. She stopped two steps outside the door and turned around. Are you the....

She felt her blood freeze. The open doorway, which didnt have a door to begin with, was gone. Tori stepped forward and lifted her hand to touch the stone wall that now took the place of a door. The heavy stone blocks that made up the walls of the old fortification fit together well and there was no sign of a doorway ever being there.

Her stomach fell and she felt all the warmth drain from her body. A cold chill swept over her as she pulled her trembling hand back. There was a door before. She was sure there was a door and a room and a table.

Tori. She whirled around at the sound of her name and saw the figure of Piers rounding a corner.

She grabbed the sides of her dress and ran to him faster than shed ever run to him before. Piers! Her voice filled the hall. What is this place!?

Im never going to the palace again. Tori buried her face in Alexanders fur as she curled up on her bed. Ilyana sat by her bedside.

Are you sure there was a door there?

Im absolutely certain! If there wasnt, where did I get that? She rolled to her side and flung her arm towards her nightstand to point at a small purple-violet crystal.

Ilyana crinkled her eyes. You always get crystals....

Ilyana, Im sure about what I saw. I walked into a room and there was an old man with white hair.

Ilyana still looked unconvinced. Are you sure it wasnt Prince Emil?

I know what Prince Emil looks like! Tori groaned and curled back against her cat. No wonder the old man didnt want to tell me his name.

But to think he was a ghost....

I know how crazy this sounds, Tori said. She had lived through the experience herself and even she thought she had hallucinated the whole thing after a while. Its just that there was no reason for her to.

She was neither exhausted or sleepy, or had eaten anything questionable.

Piers and Axton found her in an old hallway in the inner parts of the palace. She had been running so frantically that she almost rammed into Piers if Axton didnt intercept her. She had grabbed on to him and pointed to the wall, insisting there was a door there and a room with a magical crystal table.

Both men had looked at her, confused. They had grown up in the palace. Axton knew every corridor and room of the sprawling complex, and periodically did rounds to refresh his memory as part of being Piers knight. He had looked her in the eye and told her the words that made her skin crawl.

Tori, thats a dead end.

She refused to stay there a second longer. The terror and panic were immediately shut down by her primary coping mechanism of rationally planning a way out to survive.

Unfortunately, they wouldnt let her leave until morning, but at the very least, the two brought her back to her room. Sir Bazan and Sir Pinzon were worried, as Toris skin was unnaturally cold, and she was paler than normal. She told them about the room and the old man, but the two female knights were more concerned with warming her up.

Another hot bath was issued for her, but Tori couldnt sleep. She had the curtains around her canopy bed closed. If it wasnt so late, she wouldve called Constantine to ask about that worlds stance on ghosts. It sounded ridiculous, even to her, but there was a door.

Shed never been so creeped out in her entire two years in Soleil. Shed wandered around the Fortress and Moss Hill, both of which had histories of violent battle and blood, and she felt nothing unnatural or ever had a feeling of deja vu. At most, the clammy dampness and dark subterranean tunnels around Moss Hill made her uncomfortable.

Old cities shed explored in her original world never gave her this feeling. Shed walked through more catacombs and graveyards than she could remember.

But this was her first personal paranormal experience, and she was not having it.

As soon as the sun rose, she flung open her curtains and demanded to go back to Viclya. She didnt wait for Axton or Piers; she just sent a note with the escort knight Piers had assigned to her and took her usual imperial carriage back to the delta village.

Shed told her friends what she saw, and everyone thought that she remembered incorrectly. Henrik had said it was possible that she didnt remember she turned a corner, so the door she thought was behind was actually in a different hallway. JP had added that she did sound a bit lost in thought at the time and it was possible she was disoriented.

Albert had said many of the halls in the palace looked the same and he often got lost because of it. Tori was adamant that she was sure.

She distinctly remembered taking only a few steps outside the door before turning around to ask if the old man was the Emperor Emeritus.

Tori gave him a nod. I wanted to see if there was anything you needed before you left.

He chuckled as he stood up and shook his head. Are you impatient to get rid of me?

Hardly. Tori grinned, her eyes smiling, as well. But I was the one who dragged you here; I should at least see you off properly.

You didnt drag me; I came willingly. And I heard everything about my going-away party. I think its more than enough of a sendoff, he said. He took a step back and bowed to the shrine before turning back to Tori. I dont need anything else. Mrs. Jelas has a firm handle on things. Shes been overseeing most of the work since I officially completed my project.

What about your belongings?

He grinned. Ive been living out of a chest since I moved out of the dorm. I just need to put aside some clothes to change into and it can be moved to the ship tomorrow.

Looks like youre ready to go. Tori said. She continued to smile, but it wasnt as sincere as earlier.

Constantine took a deep breath and nodded. He looked around the wooden building. Perhaps its because were so young that it feels like Ive spent almost a lifetime here. I worked on this island from when all we had on it was a wooden table.

Toris eyes softened. To me, it feels as if time passed rather quickly.

That, too. He turned around and cocked his head to the side. Isnt it strange? I feel as if Ive been here for so long, yet it was over in an instant. I was just getting used to living here. I had a daily routine: wake up, work, lunch, work some more, dinner with my friends, walking around the promenade.... He lowered his head and let out a small, wry laugh. In two days, Ill wake up on a ship and this time next week, Ill be in Karap.

Tori leaned against the doorframe. Are you regretting your decision now that its so close?

Constantine shook his head, appearing firm in his resolve. I dont regret leaving Lyce and joining the seminary.

She gave him a sad smile. But youll miss us.

He turned his head to the side, but she could see his eyes redden and grow wet. Constantine took a moment to collect himself and turned back to her with a smile. How can I not? He chuckled, though a bit forced.

He walked towards her and stepped through the door. Nao only had its foundation, but had yet to be built upon with the grandeur of their original, lofty ideas. Aside from the wooden building that functioned as an office and storage area for the small shrines on the island, there wasnt any other permanent structure.

Even the shrines were temporary.

There were plenty of potted plants and the beginnings of a garden in the center of the island. From where they stood, they could see the buildings being built on Rois just across a small strip of water.

Tori could only imagine what he was thinking: that when he first came, the islands had nothing manmade. Just dirt, grass, trees, and birds. Now, a small tent settlement was transforming into a town before his very eyes.

Did you expect to see this much change?

She watched him shake his head. No, not at all.

Tori took a step forward and clasped her hands behind her back. She looked out at the other island, as well. Imagine how it will look when you return.

Return? Constantine looked at her with a mixture of curiosity and surprise.

Tori nodded. Do you plan to join a cloistered order after seminary? Tori was certain he still wanted to study preservation of historical items, which would require him to go to a research institution that offered such training and provided access to items.

He shook his head. I dont. At least, not any time soon after seminary.

Exactly. She almost bounced on her feet as she gave him a cheeky smile. So why wouldnt you return to at least visit us? Her eyes crinkled up with mirth. Dont forget whose county this is and whos stuck here because of it.

A brilliant smile filled his face and he nodded. I almost forgot.

I gathered. Tori giggled. She looked back at the other island. You will always be welcomed here, whether as a guest, a priest, or a regular resident.

Youll give me permission to move here?

Eventually, once our infrastructure can manage a sizable migration, well welcome people to live here, Tori replied. I know plenty of workers building the village want to move here once they can.

Constantine seemed to think for a moment. I dont know what youd need me for if all I can do is work on historical pieces.

Why do I need a reason to have my friends around other than just wanting them to be? Even if I dont see you every day, its nice to know that youre nearby. Its not mandatory, of course. Im not going to force you to live here, she told him with a knowing look. Constantine grinned. But its an option. You will always be welcomed in my home, Constantine.

He smiled once more and lifted his eyes. You know, my uncle told me that before I left for Lyce. I will always be welcomed back to Temple Mountain. He swallowed. I always thought that if I joined the clergy, that is where Id end up. Perhaps, Id follow my uncle and work towards becoming a pope.

Thats still an option, isnt it? Were still young. There is plenty of time. At least, she hoped there was.

Constantine smiled, but shook his head. No, I dont want to be the pope. I will likely join the church to some extent, but not the way my uncle did. I dont think I can live on Temple Mountain forever."

There isnt anything wrong with wanting to experience life outside of it, Tori said with a shrug. She walked around him and began to follow the path marked on the foundation.

She heard him let out a thoughtful hum behind her as he followed.

When I first entered Lyce, I thought that Id return to my uncles side once I finished my studies. I was raised in the Belcoy Church, it was all I knew. Uncle hoped that Lyce would give me new experiences.

Would you say it did?

Not in the beginning. The dorms were similar to the living quarters on Temple Mountain, only with students. Everyone also only seemed to know me as the Popes son.

Thats how I knew you.

Then I suppose it isnt too bad if thats how I got your attention, he replied with a smile. Im thankful. Since you approached me, Ive had opportunities Id never imagined.

Tori raised a brow. Constantine, youve been living in a tent.

But with friends. He let out a laugh and fell into step behind her. I didnt have friends my age growing up in Temple Mountain, Tori. He glanced down at her with a somber expression. You dont know how much I cherish such a chance. Many of our classmates at Lyce are friendly towards me, but distant. If they dont want something from me, then they will keep a respectful distance. Most are polite, but wont go out of their way to have meals or explore the city together. Our long carriage rides to Viclya, the room where we studied above Cafe Fortuna, and the birthdays weve celebrated here are very dear in my heart.

Tori smiled and nodded with understanding. Two years. You know where to find us...well...maybe not Ewan. Constantine tilted his head and raised a brow, so Tori elaborated. If he decides that he wants to join one of the higher tier imperial knight orders, hell need a few years additional training. I heard its grueling and they rarely have breaks.

Constantine laughed. But hell still end up in Horizon. Perhaps guarding His Highness Prince Piers one day.

Thats true, Tori conceded. Constantine let out a tired sigh and she giggled. She lifted a hand and patted his shoulder. Two years will pass faster than they did here.

I didn't feel lonely when I left Lyce, he told her. I thought I wouldnt feel it until I was in a monastery cell in Karap. I havent left and I already miss seeing Ewan running around the encampment, Ilyanas voice when shes teaching, the twins arguing....

Well miss your patience and support. Tori countered him. It goes both ways.

He looked down. Everyone will be celebrating and wishing me well tomorrow night. You all worked so hard to prepare, but it will be my last dinner with you all. He let out a soft, bittersweet laugh. I dont want to cry at my party.

Tori looked around the island. At that time in the afternoon, everyone was still working, so aside from Constantine, no one else was on the island. Shed only come because she couldnt find him anywhere else and went through his usual schedule to try to figure out where hed be.

Constantine. She called out towards him and he turned to look at her. Tori raised her arms and beckoned him forward with small waves of her hands. His eyes immediately brimmed with tears as he took in a shaky breath.

He bit his lips and walked forward, wrapping his arms around her as he leaned over and pressed his head against her slender shoulders. She could feel trembling against her as stroked his back to try to soothe him. His shallow, uneven breaths moved against the base of her neck.

For a moment, she felt a bit guilty that she took her friendships for granted. Even in her original world, she never had a shortage of friends, especially friends her age. Constantine grew up surrounded by adults in an adult world. Even the person he seemed the closest to when she proposed to join forces for their Lyce project, Brother Cassius, was several years older.

They were his first set of real friends his age and hed only had them for a year or so.

Her embrace tightened. Shed only approached him for advantageous purposes, but the situation had changed.

She didnt know how long they stood there, hugging, but after some time, Constantine began to pull away. Toris shoulder was damp with tears. At least she hoped it was just tears.

Do you feel a bit better?

He nodded; his face flushed. I do...thank you. He gave her a sheepish smile as he lifted his hand and ran it through his hair. Im sorry for losing my composure.

You dont need to worry about that when youre with us. If you start to cry at your party, Ill just hug you again. She gave him a playful, reassuring smile and he nodded. His own smile faltered, and he began to look uncertain. He swallowed and clenched his hands.

Tori...? he asked as he took a step back.

Yes?

Can I kiss you?

Sure.