Chapter 401

By the time the snow flickers, the hunt is completely over. Many are chased by the preparation of the winter weight. The crops harvested in the autumn and the meat obtained at the previous hunting festival are dried and processed into a form that is effective for preservation. Alfred was also working to help the Kiel family.

It’s a suicide act that moves blindly since winter started. Even merchants who have a lot of knowledge do not move around in winter. There is no merit to move in the first place. Consumption and production are almost stagnant unless they are very south.

It was when I finished various tasks and had a relaxed lunch.

“If so, was Yuran a Mercia doctor?”

Suddenly, I tried to ask questions that I had been wondering for a long time. I was not worried so much, but with the intention of starting a conversation-

“Have you guessed from Yelena’s clothes?”

“No, after that, people who Jelena knew other than Mercia said something like”

“Sorry, I’m not about hiding. I and Jelena are from Mercia. The Keel family is a family of doctors, and this will always be a doctor. …… still useless, Jelena ”

Yelena shakes his head for a while. Alfred that sees it. I feel a little tears in the sense of distance that does not shrink in one direction.

“No, I’m a doctor from Marcia, a medical big country.

“… Mercia’s medical care is an outdated artifact. Now the most serious doctor is the El Toure’s kid. The authority has not been beaten. I have confirmed with his eyes whether it is good or bad. It’s only when you’ve got the right trials that you’ve evolved.

It seemed like there was no reason. A small country that is quite north of the Nederlux border, Marcia is famous as a medical powerhouse. The doctors who learned there are also favored in the Seven Kingdoms, and many are well-established doctors who look at nobles and royalty.

City of doctors Marcia. If it is a doctor’s house, it will be a dreaming place once, but Juran who is from there may be seeing another thing.

By the way, Alfred has no way of knowing, but it has been proved that Yuran’s valve was correct. The authority, the master of medical science say that it is absolutely made, and Marcia who sticks to a firm discipline and seeks a new way and does not fear contraindications El Toure. It is still earlier, but it was inevitable that the positions were changed. Of course, it would be the one who knows the truth, or the one who knows the future, to know it-

“I understand”

“Huh, so what is the right trial?”

“It’s a trial I’ve never done. Any method, observation method or anything. Anyway, change something more than the previous one than the previous one. Repeating the same thing makes no sense.”

“… I have the same opinion. Then another question. Have you ever felt scared if you don’t understand?”

“There are a lot, but that’s good. I am traveling for that.”

“Don’t you look scary?”

“Yes, I think so. I’m sure I’m enjoying it.”

“… I see. You are a more difficult creature than I thought. The last question. Human beings, there are many? Height, weight, face, skeleton, same thing. There is nothing like it. Skin color Even so. ”

Yelena is excited. I stare at Jalan as if I could catch it.

“How about you? Do you like similar people? Do you prefer to belong to similar groups? What do you want people around you to ask?”

Yulan’s question was difficult. Very, very difficult question. To be honest, Alfred has never thought about it so far. After all, I was not able to find myself. I have never thought about what I want from people around me.

Because it’s a welcome story just to be near such self.

Still, I thought that I should answer Yulan’s question. I hope his eyes want an answer. Hopefully, you want it to be the solution you want. However, I did not think that it was sincere to draw it out and answer. If you really want what you want-

Let’s think now. What do you want around?

“… I thought for the first time. I was blessed with all the time, so I was too rich. Rather, I think that I wasn’t disgusting myself and I didn’t think in comparison with them. I’m short, but I think I travel. ”

Alfred squeezed desperately. Perhaps that was the beginning of his path. Because I am not only inside but also myself including the environment-

“I want to be with different people and different people. After all, everyone is fine, because I am not the same person. It is good for you to be different from me, for whatever reason, If I think I need it and I’ll be with you, I would like to respond to it. I have no independence but I want different things around.

Still, puzzles are falling apart. But Jurain listened to the answer. This answer will surely change further. Now we should be on the way, rather disaggregated. It was a little different from the answer you asked for, but it is up to you to decide how to respond.

“It’s messing up. Someday, let’s hear it once we get a little more organized.”

“… yes someday, definitely”

This is just a talk. Pointless, chaotic, proper conversation.

It is the freedom of the individual to put something in it.

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Alfred took a breath to see the light falling from the clouds. At the end of each rehearsal, when I looked up at the night sky, a line of moonlight flickered in the snow, creating a fantastic sight. It is a very beautiful sight. Even so, it was a nostalgic scenery.

“…… Al”

Alfred turned to the voice. There-

“You also reject me?”

Undressed, Yelena was there. Alfred is insane.

“It’s strange, I’m sick.”

Words do not come out. The moonlight falls. Snow moon flowers, snow dances like petals, and the moon illuminates them. She had a very deep shadow in the white world.

“I’m sorry. I’m a bit short of vocabulary. Only stale words come up. But I can say one thing clearly. You are very beautiful.”

“… Lies. Look at this skin. Colors different from you, colors different from everyone”

“Yeah, I know that I have a girl who is similar to you. I think I’m a close friend to her, and I think that she also thinks of me that way. And that girl was saying. My mother’s mother was darker, and she was more beautiful than anyone else, I feel like I’m looking at that person now, even though I have never met her It feels bad, isn’t it? ”

The brown skin was darker than the boy’s best friend. A clear look with a sharp nose, mysterious eyes, bright black hair and snow petals dance on the skin.

“Al is not sick. I am sick”

“That’s jealousy for me. You should be proud. You should be proud of something different from people. I like your different things. People are so beautiful.”

“… I was told for the first time. When I care, dad always says-

Yelena wears a suit and a mochi.

“I’ll give you this. I smell good.”

I took a sachet out of my gauze and handed it to Alfred.

“If I made a friend, I thought I would give it. If I didn’t need it, throw it away.”

“I don’t need it. Thank you Yelena. I will take care of it.”

“… I’m in the back of the bill, it’s a match”

“……Huh?”

“Because you will avoid nausea. Health first”

Yelena walks away as it is. A section of the book I read a long time ago in Alfred’s heart, a gap between the books of Mathia’s nausea, which contains herbs as a filter for bad air containing nausea and infectious diseases, but it was only after Oita .

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“… is it good?”

“……Hmm”

“Yes. It was good.”

In the morning, at the dining table, there was Yelena, who took off her glamorous clothes and exposed her face. Alfred thinks nothing except for short parent-child exchanges, and this acts like a matter of course without saying anything. It is a place that is treated as a bloated just by being a stranger, and she may not be able to accept it while she looks different. It is not only this settlement, but it is a human nature with a closed side, and it is often difficult to live in Laurentia.

Alfred also knows how to deal with the swelling that is treated differently from the surroundings. Acquired, the position changed when the father became king. Although I have not changed anything, the treatment from the surroundings changes. The sense of incongruity is the same even if it is the opposite of persecution.

That’s why saying that you can sympathize is different. Alfred can not even say, until he understands his feelings. Besides, she is not asking for sympathy.

Just as usual, it would be fine just to be by your side.

“Oh, thank you very much.”

“Do not eat well against your appearance”

“I think I want to train my body for a while”

“If it works then eat the rice. It is more efficient. There used to be a large-scale study using 100 subjects. The result of comparing experiments before and after meals divided into time units. It seems that the research results showed that it was efficient for thirty minutes after exercise, after all, because there are differences among people.

“I refer to you! Oh, thank you Yelena”

Say a word of thanks to Yelena for bringing in the other stew. Seeing a little awkward but smiling Jelena, Yuran turned to face

“Well off your shoulders. I feel like I want to take it off somehow”

“why!?”

That day has come.