Ji Longyue is speechless, Zhong Li's words are like steel needles, and the needles stick into her heart.
Indeed, she is not confident in love. In her heart, she just doesn't believe in love till death.
Therefore, she couldn't believe Dugu Sheng. She didn't dare to put her relatives' lives in his hands.
"The Regent reminds me of my father. He loves me very much. He will protect me from the outside world.
The Regent is like this to you. You are a kind and kind doctor. He doesn't want the dispute of rights to interfere with you. He has arranged everything for you. He is doing everything he can to protect you and your family.
From your father and brother are still alive, it is not difficult to guess that he has been in control of everything secretly. He said that Qi Zixian was an accident. In fact, you are the accident that made him helpless.
He chose to hide you, should also be gambling that you will believe him, but you did not, you jumped out to save the father, to save the mother, and to save the younger brother, broke his plan, contributed to the tragedy.
He loves you, love carefully, he is more humble than I love. Because, no matter whether you love him or not, no matter what you do to him, he always loves you and never leaves you.
Compared with the Regent's love, I still have self, because I will not stay for those who do not love me. When my mission is completed, I will leave. " Zhong Li said.
Ji Longyue looked at her blankly, said: "why, you do so much, why not insist, Li Meng is not a cold-blooded person, he will slowly see your good."
"Ji Longyue, in fact, you are very lucky, because you have many men like you, so you don't know that the coldest person in the world is the one who won't love you.
Li Meng is very special. When he loves, it's hard not to love. For those he doesn't love, he is the coldest and cruelest person.
Fortunately, I have no extravagant hope for him. When the two old people are old, it's time for me to leave. I loved them wholeheartedly. That's enough. There's no need for anyone to be responsible for each other. It's good to leave a good memory for each other. " Zhong Li said.
Ji Longyue suddenly some sad, she hugged Zhong Li, said: "Zhong Li, you are the world's hard to find a good woman, Li Meng, he will fall in love with you."
"If I knew Li Meng before you, I would be confident that he would fall in love with me." Zhong Li said with a sad smile.
At this time, a drunken guest came unsteadily and saw Zhong Li dressed in red. He came over with a silly smile.
"General Zhong, general Zhong, drink, drink, drink..."
The man, with a red face and drunk eyes, walked on the Jiuqu bridge and staggered. He was suddenly knocked down by the stone cracks. After drinking, his body would not listen to him. This time, the tall man rushed at Zhong Li and Ji Longyue.
"Ah."
They were unprepared. Suddenly, a strong push came, and they fell into the lake under the Jiuqu bridge.
As Dugu Sheng and Li Meng walk back and forth, Dugu Sheng sees Ji Longyue and Zhong Li standing on the Jiuqu bridge. Then he sees the drunken guest stumble onto the Jiuqu bridge and rush towards them.
"Not good." He cried and flew to the Jiuqu bridge.
Li Meng, with his head drooping behind him, heard Dugu Sheng's cry. He looked up and saw the drunkard pounce on Ji Longyue. He also jumped up and rushed to him.
Ji Longyue looks at the nearby lake. She closes her eyes.
Suddenly her hand was caught and she was pulled back. She opened her eyes and saw Dugu Sheng holding her.
"Long Yue." Li suddenly fell beside her and saw that she was hugged by Dugu Sheng. He frowned slightly.
Zhong Li sees Li Meng running to her. She is a little happy, but he looks at Ji Longyue and doesn't notice her at all. She closes her eyes full of disappointment.
With a plop, she fell into the lake and made a big splash.
"Zhong Li." Ji Long Yue suddenly exclaimed.
Dugu Sheng sees Dahong xipao in the water. He turns to see where Li Meng stands indifferently. He raises his leg and kicks Li Meng.
Plop Li Meng was kicked out of the lake by him.
Li Meng saw Zhong Li in the lake. He immediately swam over and pulled Zhong Li.
"Are you all right?"
"How did your husband do it? I'm going to drown, and you're still patronizing other people's wives. Today is our wedding day. How can you show some kindness?" Zhong Li is beating Li Meng.
"Sorry, I didn't see..." Li Meng realized that he had said something wrong and immediately shut up.
"You can't see me. Kneel down on the washboard at night." Zhong Li pouted and gave him a look.
"Let's go ashore." Li Meng said awkwardly, holding Zhong Li to swim to the shore.
On the shore, Li Meng looks at the Jiuqu bridge. Dugu Sheng and Ji Longyue are no longer there.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
The drunken guest ran to him. Just as he saw Dugu Sheng and Li Mengfei coming, he saw general Zhong being pushed into the lake by himself, and he suddenly woke up.Kneeling on the ground, he apologized to Dugu Sheng, thinking that he almost hurt the Regent's heart, and he was terrified.
However, the Regent went away with his wife in his arms, ignoring him. He congratulated himself.
Seeing the general and his wife ashore, he ran to apologize.
"Come on, it's OK." Li Meng said.
But Zhong Li glared at the man fiercely and raised his chin to the lake: "go into the water and wake up."
The man wrinkled his face, jumped into the lake, appeared and wiped the water on his face.
"General Zhong, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."
"Soak me in the water for an hour and come up again." Zhong Li said.
Li Meng looked at the drunk in the water and said to Zhong Li with a faint smile, "come on, I'll take you back to your room and change your clothes. Don't catch cold."
Zhong Li was picked up by Li Meng. She circled his neck and said with a smile, "it's still a bit like a husband."
Li Meng looked at her smiling face, and there was a trace of guilt in his heart.
Just now, he only saw Ji Longyue and didn't notice her at all. She should be very hurt.
No matter what he did, she was always glorifying him, which made him feel more guilty.
Ji Longyue said he was bullying her, he did not admit, but today's matter, he had to admit that he was bullying her to his Bao Rong.
She is already his wife and he should be nice to her.
Dugu Sheng holds Ji Longyue in his arms and goes to the gate of the general's mansion. When Bai Feng and others see them, they immediately follow them.
When he got into the carriage, he glared at her and said, "I'm always bothered to follow you. Look, can't I follow you? I almost fell into the lake at this moment.
If you fall into the water, your legs will swell again after suffering from cold, and medical treatment will be delayed... "
Ji Long Yue light Piao he one eye, listen to him in ear broken read.
Her mind is full of Zhong Li's words.
You don't love him enough, you don't believe him, you're not confident, you underestimate your husband But he is responsible for all the mistakes.
There's nothing wrong with the salvation of her father and brother. It's all thanks to Dugu Sheng. If she didn't save her brother that day, would he save him? The mother won't die, will she?
Everything is her fault, the fault is not to choose to believe him.
She sighed and bowed her head.
Seeing her drooping her head, Dugu Sheng thought that she was upset.
He hugged her and said, "I don't blame you either. I'm just afraid. Don't be angry or unhappy..."
"I'm not unhappy, I'm..."
She looked at him and said, "Dugu Sheng, if I didn't use the trap of Zhongqi Zixian to save Shixun, would you save him?"
"Yes, the people I sent to Qi Zixian's side will surely save Shixun safely." Dugu Sheng said.
Ji Longyue covered his face with a deep sigh.
"What's the matter? Why did it suddenly happen again? That's the last thing you want to remember?" Dugu Sheng looks at her with concern.
She shook her head and said, "it's OK."
Said nothing, but tears fell unconsciously.
She has been blaming him, but it turned out that her own recklessness hurt her brother and mother.
When Dugu Sheng saw her crying, he was a little flustered and hugged her with pity in his blue eyes.
"Girl, what's the matter with you? What's the matter? Don't cry. You make my heart flustered. Tell me what's the matter. I'll make the decision for you."
Ji Longyue cried, like a poor cat nestled in his arms, and his whole body trembled.
"Girl, do you think of your mother? I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault. Don't hold your breath in your heart. You can beat me and scold me. It hurts to see you like this. "
Dugu Sheng comforted her, but the more he comforted her, the more she cried. He was at a loss what to do.
Back at Regent's house, Dugu Sheng took her back to Lengyue Pavilion.
He put her on the bed, held her hand and looked at her anxiously.
Ji Longyue stopped crying. She said, "go out and ask Bai Feng to come in."
"Well, stop crying." Dugu Sheng looked at her painfully, stood up, looked at her again, and then went out.
He went downstairs and saw Bai Feng talking to ziluan and others in the courtyard.
"You go up, the girl calls you." Dugu Sheng said with a gloomy face.
Bai Feng looked at him, nodded and went upstairs.
Bai Feng enters the room and sees Ji Longyue lying on the bed. She goes over and sees Ji Longyue's red and swollen eyes.
"What's the matter? Is it Dugu Sheng who bullies you again?" Asked Bai Feng.
Ji Longyue shook his head, long exhaled, and said, "no, he didn't bully me."
"No, your carriage is still fine from the general's house. Now you are crying like this..."Ji Longyue took Bai Feng's hand and said, "Bai Feng, four years ago, it was all because of me. I did harm to Shixun and his mother."
"Why do you say that?" Said Bai Feng.
"Zhong Li said that what happened in those years was that I didn't love him enough and didn't believe him. My reckless action led to the final tragedy..."
Ji Longyue tells Bai Feng what Zhong Li said.
Bai Feng kept silent, and her face became more and more dignified.
"Zhong Li's words pierced my heart like a needle and woke me up.
When I was with Dugu Sheng, there was a lot of uncertainty and doubt in my heart. It was true that I didn't believe him.
He saved his father and brother. Originally, he could save his mother. I.
My father once told me that when I was in Bingquan villa, Dugu Sheng saved me. He wanted to take his mother away from me. He left her beside me to comfort me.
But I didn't want to. I ran to save my younger brother, and he had already arranged for someone to save his younger brother at Qi Zixian's side. As a result, I let my younger brother get seriously injured and let my mother die for me.
It's me, it's me who killed my mother, it's me... "
Bai Feng hugged Ji Longyue, who was weeping, and said, "don't say that. I don't blame you. I really don't blame you..."
Bai Feng comforted her for a long time. She said, "in fact, when I heard master Ji say what happened in those years, I felt that we were wrong. We stood together with you, only based on your pain and suffering. We had a prejudice against Dugu Sheng. Zhong Li was very thoughtful.
These days, we all see Dugu Sheng's kindness to you. To tell you the truth, we are all moved by Zi. Knowing that you always hate him, we dare not say anything to you.
Even if you were all wrong at that time, you can reunite with him and make up your old friendship. In this way, you can really have a complete home with bright. "