Eyes deep a few minutes, he stood up to Mu Si Nian said: "Si Nian, that's how to say it. Tomorrow, I will send someone to check what you said. If there is a result, I will inform you. I'll go out first and have a rest earlier, eh? " She patted him on the shoulder, and Mu Sinan turned around and went out to take the door of the room for him.
After he left, musnian seemed to take off his strength, and the whole man fell back in his chair.
He leaned back and breathed heavily.
Musnian thought that he was very good at hiding, but he didn't know. People who knew him well saw his difference. For example, when he sits there, his back always collapses tightly. When he can't see his expression occasionally, his eyes show sadness.
What's the secret in his heart?
Only mu Sinian knew that the so-called numbness was gradually eroding his health.
His hands were the first to show weakness.
It was su Kui sleeping beside him in a class. He was holding a pen, her name was full on the draft paper, and there was a flying butterfly.
From time to time, looking down at her soft hair top, Mu Sinian thought, if you touch it, it must be very good.
It's late, it's fast. The feeling of powerlessness made his fingers stiff. The pen fell from his hand and landed on the desk without making a big noise.
After a few seconds, his hand moved again.
But mu Sinian clearly felt the despair and powerlessness in those seconds. He lost control of his fingers like a fake.
Musnian thought, maybe one day, he will completely lose control of his body until he dies.
God, you will never be enlightened by your prayers -
this is a truth that musnian has understood since he was seven years old.
"So, do what I can to protect you well --"
in the open bedroom, there is a low voice, like a whisper. Then there was a long silence.
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four years later.
In those days, the high school students have lost their childishness and become a real college student.
"Mu Mu, go shopping tonight. It's Christmas. Time flies fast." Su Kui, wearing a turtleneck and a woolen overcoat, pushes Mu Sinian to walk on the campus of the University.
Since I've been with her, as long as there's a place for her, the automatic road finding driving system of my wheelchair seems to be completely gone.
Mu Sinian chuckles and her eyes are full of doting. "OK, go to the cinema?"
"Well, midnight?" Su Kui blinked and said something meaningful.
"It's all up to you," musnian said to her, always responding to her requests, never refusing. I don't know how many girls I envy for this behavior of three good boyfriends.
What are you afraid of when your body is incomplete? In the eyes of those girls, Muse is old and handsome, has a good family background, good character, and loves his girlfriend. I don't know how many times better than those dregs with healthy limbs. How come they haven't met such a man?
"Well -" Su Kui said, "by the way, you can do something shameful. What do you say?"
After so long together, Mu Sinian was used to her flirting words from time to time. He continued to nod his head without changing his face, opened his mouth and said, "OK."
Su Kui: "..."
"Mumu, you are not cute!" Su Kui is dissatisfied.
Don't blush! Before, I used to make a fool of myself and blush!