On a summer night, the Song family was in the courtyard at the foot of Mount Tai, and the moon was as cool as water.
Leaning against the big jujube tree, the beautiful young man looks like a fairy with drooping eyes and a slight emotion on his face, which makes people unable to guess what he is thinking.
Song Qiaoxi looked at the young man carefully, imagining that Chu Jin wouldn't really be a "fairy"?
If not, how could life be so beautiful and detailed.
Young people always have all kinds of troubles.
For Chu Jin, worries may be the hope for the future, Xu is the desire to grow up, and Xu is the unrequited gratitude for Uncle Song who grew up with him, or perhaps it is because of the inability to hold on to it in his heart. The strong like, that slight sense of guilt.
This liking is not the impulse of an ordinary teenager.
But it is deeply engraved in the bones, from 1996 to 2006, for the past ten years, simple and ordinary, but blood-like, inseparable emotions.
The beauty of childhood sweethearts lies in not missing the slightest growth of the other party, having the best tacit understanding, and understanding all the advantages and disadvantages of the other party.
I am your best friend in this life, and I want to be your only love in this life.
But the little girl standing aside, she now has only one worry.
A clean and pure annoyance.
Thousands of young girls of this age will have troubles.
Song Qiaoxi's footsteps were very light. In the small courtyard, there were bluestone slabs laid by her grandfather. The girl wore a pair of creamy white flip-flops. Her tender feet were exposed, and even her heels were tender powder.
She walked to Chu Jin, the boy breathed smoothly, his eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he was asleep?
His hair should be freshly washed, and the ends of his hair still have a little dampness. There are dark water stains around his shoulders, and his body is Song Qiaoxi's favorite light mint fragrance.
Raising her head and holding her breath, Song Qiaoxi clasped her hands tightly together, blinked twice with her big eyes, and was about to stand on her toes...
Chu Jin opened his eyes abruptly.
There was still roaring music in his ears, and LinkinPark was playing in the Ipod. The intense heavy metal rock and roll seemed to be a bit of a panic in front of the little girl in a goose-yellow piping nightdress.
Song Qiaoxi stood very close to him, so close that Chu Jin could feel her breathing.
The breath that the girl exhaled was very light, very soft, with a slight heat, and the sweet fragrance of small daisies.
In the moonlight, she looked up at him, with long curly chestnut hair hanging around her waist like a mermaid, and a pair of smiling and shy apricot eyes, like rubbing into the sky full of galaxies.
For an instant, the boy's heart beat madly.
Chu Jin silently clenched his fist in one hand, took off a headset with the other hand, and frowned slightly.
At this late hour, did the little girl think of any pranks, or some whimsical ideas?
Chu knows that Song Qiaoxi has always been a ghost and a ghost, and expected that she would not sleep in the room honestly.
"Why don't you sleep?" Song Qiaoxi preemptively took a step back.
The moonlight tonight is really good. Through the jujube tree, dots of shadows fell on her hair and delicate white skin.
"Why don't you sleep?" Chu Jin's voice was a little dry with breath and tolerance.
Two people asked the same question.
A gust of mountain breeze blew by, shuttled between the boys and girls with the scent of pine and cypress, mixing the breath of the two people together, as if to gently stir up the young people's emotions.
Soon, neither of the two could smell the smell of the other, but they felt that the smell of the other was on themselves.
"I'm thirsty, come down and drink water." Song Qiaoxi was justified.
"Ding Yi snores, I can't sleep." Chu Jin shook his head helplessly.
The two looked at each other and smiled, Song Qiaoxi even laughed, "Across the room, I heard Ding Yi's purring..."
"Sneer..." Chu Jin saw her laugh, lifted his eyelids, and smiled lazily.
"Hush!" Song Qiaoxi raised her hand, covering Chu Jin's mouth, and looked at her grandma's room, "Be quiet, grandma and grandpa are sleeping."
His warm nose pressed against her palm, Chu Jin's peachy eyes curled up, his eyes seemed to say, and he didn't do anything shameful, why are you panicking?
But these smiling eyes really hit Song Qiaoxi's heart.
She didn't even notice it, the smile on her face slowly faded, her head tilted, just looking at Chu Jin intently.
The absurd idea just came out again.
When Qizhou Foreign Language was in junior high school, the senior sister of Hot Dance Club joked that Chu was her "little boyfriend."
At that time, I was young and didn't understand the true meaning of "boyfriend" and "like".
The mind of a girl always grows overnight.
Fortunately, Song Qiaoxi's parents talked about "like", "love", "marriage", "family" and "responsibility" several times when they were in junior high school.
They didn't teach her that girls should be shy, forbearing, and suppress the emotions in her heart, but let Song Qiaoxi soar freely like a young eagle.
Mom and Dad told Song Qiaoxi that in the most beautiful rainy season for boys and girls, there are things that involve principles and bottom lines that must not be done.
For example, underage sexual behavior, even if you are an adult, you must take precautions against sexual behavior; for example, go to improper entertainment venues, and any drinks and food given by strangers should not be touched. Drinks in KTV, if you leave your sight , Don’t drink that cup again; another example is drugs, gambling...
And the heartbeat of this age, the simple passion of this age, Song family father and mother allowed Song Qiaoxi to try.
If there is someone you like very much, make sure that the other person is a boy of good character, and they don't object to their daughter's heartbeat and liking.
Because they trust Song Qiaoxi and know that her daughter has a strong character, she has her own dream and will not delay her studies.
"What's the matter?" Chu Jin asked softly.
Seeing that she stopped smiling, her expression was serious, and she seemed to be thinking about some serious questions.
"Chu Jin..." The little girl whispered his name.
Chu Jin: "Huh?"
Suddenly, Song Qiaoxi put both hands on Chu Jin's shoulders, drew him closer to her, leaned in the boy's ear, and asked with an agitated voice, "Can I give you a kiss?"
Chu Jin's body was stiff, his dark eyes were bottomless, and he looked at her inquisitively.
"Can you?" Song Qiaoxi asked again with a serious expression. She didn't mean to be joking, and didn't hide her next move. "Just a moment."
After waiting for a few seconds, Chu Jin frowned and said nothing.
With a light sigh, Song Qiaoxi stretched out her thin white fingers and placed it in front of him, "I count three times. If you don't deny it, I will take it as your default? One, two, three..."
In front of Chu Jin, there were three baby-like white fingers.
After the three counts, Song Qiaoxi hooked Chu Jin's neck with one hand, "You didn't deny it, you can't say that I'm taking advantage of you at that time."
His body temperature is so high that he is a little hot.
Standing on tiptoes, the girl tilted her head and blinked to confirm where the pale white cherry color was.
Then, a kiss like a chicken pecking at rice fell on Chu Jin's thin, soft lips.
The lips of the two people only touched for a short time, maybe less than a second, and they separated instantly.
Song Qiaoxi let go of Chu Jin's neck, there was a buzzing tinnitus in her ears, and she covered her chest with both hands...
I finally understood what Liang Shanshan said, what it feels like to have a heart beating and flying out.
It's just that moment of contact, Chu Jin's lips are soft and cold, she can't remember if she still has a faint minty smell, there is a "crack" in her brain, like a firework exploding feeling.
She likes Chu Jin.
It is the like that wants to hug him, not just the like of a good friend; it is the like that wants to kiss him, not the like between brothers and sisters; it is the like that is lustful and possessive, not the like that can accept that he will like others .
"Do you know what you are doing?" Chu Jin's voice seemed to suppress his anger, and his voice was very hoarse.
Song Qiaoxi met his eyes, and saw strange emotions in Chu Jin's eyes. It didn't seem to be angry?
She was never afraid of him.
"Ah, I, I know what I'm doing." Song Qiaoxi felt a little shy at this time, and she still pretended to be calm.
"Do you think it's funny?" Chu Jin looked solemn, still standing motionless under the tree as he did just now, his body stiff and short of breath, the words he said seemed to be squeezed out of his teeth.
"I don't think it's fun..." Song Qiaoxi shook her head with her eyes down, her hands clenched into small fists, and the nails pinched into the flesh can feel a moment of pain.
After a while, she raised her head and said frankly: "Chu Jin, I like you."
Song Qiaoxi didn't like to hide and tuck, but once she recognized her heart, she chose to tell the other party bravely.
Mom and Dad said, "Like" is the best thing in the world, there is nothing to hide.
She looked into Chu Jin's eyes, the young man's eyebrows drooped, and his body trembled slightly.
broken......
Song Qiaoxi scratched her head. She was a little dazed at the moment, and her mind was noisy, this...
She patronizes the confession, thinking about telling him what she likes to Chu Jin, but forgets one more important thing. She has never thought about it, does Chu Jin like herself too?
This is over. If Chu Jin doesn't like her, won't she become a "female sex/wolf"? !
When he came up, he pressed Chu Jin against the tree and gave a strong kiss...
"Ah... inside, I, I seem to forget to ask," Song Qiaoxi said, taking a step back slowly, "I forgot to ask, do you like me?"
Then, she took a step back, "If, if you don't like me, then I said for what I did just now..."
Two steps back, Song Qiaoxi was pulled back by a pair of strong hands.
In the sky, a dark cloud obscured the bright moonlight, and the small courtyard was plunged into darkness. The hens and geese who had just been hiding in the corner of the chicken shed were rustling their heads. Now because of the darkness coming, Crowded into a ball, there was no sound at all.
Song Qiaoxi was in a daze, and Chu Jin reached the tree.
She only wore a thin nightdress, and she could clearly feel the rough touch of the book cover on her back.
The phrase "sorry", after all, had no chance to say it.
The girl's whispering voice was swallowed up in an unfamiliar, tentative kiss.
Chu Jin is 1.86 meters tall, and Song Qiaoxi is only 1.63 meters. He lowered his head and neck pressure very low. He held her slender waist tightly with one hand, pressed the little girl in his arms, and lifted her with one hand. Small chin.
Song Qiaoxi was a little panicked, her body trembled slightly and her eyes were hot. For a moment, she completely forgot to breathe.
As if sensing her anxiety, Chu Jin's movements became very light and light, as if he was afraid of hurting her.
Chu Jin tenderly stamped Song Qiaoxi's soft lips with tender and pitying kisses.
"Xi Xi..." Chu Jin sighed, calling her nickname in Song Qiaoxi's ear, with a low voice, "I like you, I like you the most."
I like you, I like you very much.
From 1996, when you walked into my dark life with light on that night in the communication room, you began to like you.
A little distance from Song Qiaoxi, Chu Jin still held the slender girl in his arms, and did not let go of her.
He looked at her blushing face, suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, and said softly, "You have to breathe, or you will be suffocated to death."
Song Qiaoxi reacted when he said it.
He started to gasp, shuddering uncontrollably, and his lips opened slightly.
No, this...
Why, why is this different from the kiss she imagined? !
Chu Jin's big hand gently stroked her back spine to help her follow her breath, but Song Qiaoxi felt a strange feeling in her body.
Finally, after an unknown period of time, she finally calmed down, but for a moment she felt aggrieved in her heart, and a little bit wanted to cry.
In a blink of an eye, Chu Jin kissed it again.
This time the kiss was not like the warm temptation just now, it was warm and soft with the smell of mint toothpaste, even Song Qiaoxi thought it was hot.
The young Ling Ling breath made Song Qiaoxi seem to have been cast a spell, once again shrinking into Chu Jin's arms and unable to move.
His deep breath, her nasal breath, intertwined.
Song Qiaoxi's head was raised very high, her long hair like seaweed scattered behind her head, Chu Jin's slender fingers inserted into her soft hair, supporting the little girl's neck.
She was so weak that she was almost unable to stand by being kissed.
Chu Jin finally stopped kissing her, and Song Qiaoxi's head was pressed against his chest by Chu Jin.
"Puff, puff..."
Song Qiaoxi heard a powerful heartbeat and noticed that Chu Jin sent a kiss on her forehead.
"Not afraid, not afraid, not afraid..." Chu Jin patted her back, his tone made Song Qiaoxi very familiar.
It's so like, so like...
She remembered it, like what she said when she coaxed him when she was a child.
Grandma's room is facing the yard. In summer, the old man is not used to turning on the air conditioner all night to sleep. One window is ajar.
The light in the room suddenly turned on, illuminating the dim courtyard half-through.
Because of the light, there was another rustling sound from the chicken shed.
Song Qiaoxi was startled, almost in a cold sweat.
She and Chu Jin...
If this is seen by grandma and grandpa, it will be over...
Song Qiaoxi hasn't figured out how to explain to her parents.
Without a word, Chu Jin held her tightly in his arms and moved a little towards the shadow of the tree.
"Did you hear thunder?" Grandma's voice came from the room.
Then came the squeaky footsteps of grandpa wearing slippers, and a sleepy voice, "It seems to be, you continue to sleep with the old woman, I got up and closed the window."
With a "click", the window closed.
With a "click", the light went out.
-
In the second half of the night, it really rained heavily.
When Song Qiaoxi went upstairs from the hall, she raised her head and ran into Liang Shanshan, who was rubbing her eyes on the stairs.
"Xixi, where have you been?" Liang Shanshan stared in a daze, tilted her head and asked her in a low voice.
Song Qiaoxi covered her mouth and said softly: "Ah, I went downstairs to drink water...Are you going to the bathroom?"
"Well, it's a bit dark." Liang Shanshan said timidly.
"I'll be with you." Song Qiaoxi took her hand and accompanied Liang Shanshan to the bathroom.
After that, the two girls returned to the room together and climbed onto the big bed.
Soon, Liang Shanshan heard a steady breathing sound.
Song Qiaoxi wrapped the towel tightly and stuffed her head in the towel. She touched her lips with her hand and felt a little tingling.
Why is he so hard...
And one time is not enough, dear again and again, oops, how come someone is like this...
The first kiss made Song Qiaoxi hard to sleep this summer night.
She even thought that on the way here, she even teased Sister Miao, telling her not to do anything intimate with Zhao Xin at her grandma's house.....
Oh, I'm really ashamed.
"Little Straight Ball" only started to feel too shy at this moment. Just now I was with Chu Jin, no matter how he kissed him, I would be shy, but also very happy.
Song Qiaoxi fell asleep in a daze without knowing what time it was at night.
Before going to bed, she remembered what Chu Jin said last.
There was already a strong smell of rain in the air at that time.
Song Qiaoxi sat on the stone table in the small courtyard, and Chu Jin held her hand.
"Are you going to be my boyfriend?" Song Qiaoxi asked him, playing with Chu Jin's fingers, raising her face, her eyes bright, "I want you to always belong to me, only mine."
"I've always been yours," Chu Jin smiled faintly, rubbing her hair with one hand, "but I want to make an agreement with you that after graduating from high school, shall we make it public again?"
"Um..." Song Qiaoxi thought for a while, nodded, "Okay."
"I'll accompany you to the United States." Chu Jin asked.
"Don't..." Song Qiaoxi shook her head, took his hand, and gave a kiss to her mouth, "You go to National Taiwan University, wait for me for four years, okay?"
After that, Chu Jin didn't seem to answer this question.
He just embraced her gently and said a lot of words. He had never said so much before, which made Song Qiaoxi a little uncomfortable.
"I will take care of you, today... it's my fault, I didn't restrain myself..."
"It's up to me to talk to Uncle Song and Aunt Qiao about this matter. Don't confess anything until now."
"I will be in the second year of high school at the beginning of school. I will accompany you to Macau for the first SAT test next June. After that, I will prepare for the TOEFL during the summer vacation."
"Study hard, take a good test, and don't relax. After you finish the SAT and TOEFL, you will prepare for the college entrance examination when you come back. I will always be with you..."
......
-
After Song Qiaoxi went upstairs, Chu Jin stepped on the raindrops and returned to the hall. He sat in the dark hall for a long time.
The intersection between him and her was when he was seven years old.
The little girl who looked like a glutinous dumpling, stumbled and rushed into his dark world.
She once asked him for help, hoping that he would give her a hand, but Chu Jin was kicked out of the house by her aunt at that time and had been wandering on the street for two days.
But Chu Jin remembered her eyes, and remembered that the little girl's eyes were shining like diamonds.
Until, he found that Nuo Tuanzi was almost abducted by traffickers, and he ran to the railway station police station to report the incident.
She was saved, and mom and dad came to pick her up.
Xiao Nuo Tuan, handed him the ham sausage she thought was a treasure, and smiled flatteringly. She couldn't wait to give him everything she thought was the best in the world.
Song Qiaoxi's father and mother let the teenager regain the care of family.
Song Qiaoxi has undoubtedly become the most special existence since Chu Jin was seven years old.
The accumulated feelings may not require too many lengthy confessions. In the face of tacit understanding and time, any words are pale.
Chu Jin stretched out his hand and looked at his ring finger in the dark, recalling the temperature of Song Qiaoxi's finger.
He got up, his schoolbag had been in the hall when he came, and he took out his laptop from the schoolbag.
Chu Jin still needs work. He connects to the Internet through an internet card. Song Qiaoxi's grandma's signal is not very good, and the internet is very slow and stuck.
Finally logged in to the account, he confirmed the amount.
Sixty thousand dollars.
Chu Jin pursed her mouth and shook her head. It was far from enough for Song Qiaoxi's tuition and living expenses in the United States. He had to work harder. He wanted to keep her carefree.
From the moment he knew Song Qiaoxi liked him, the idea in Chu Jin's heart became firmer.
He wanted to put Song Qiaoxi in his pocket and take her wherever he went. From the beginning, Chu Jin didn't worry that she would go to such a far place to study alone.
Waiting for her for four years?
Don’t talk about four years, even if you don’t see her one day, you won’t get used to it...
But he also needs time. To study abroad by himself, Chu Jin will never let Uncle Song and Aunt Qiao spend another penny.
What if, cut first and play later?
Sixty thousand US dollars is enough for at least two people to go to Hong Kong or Macau. The cost of the SAT test and the cost of applying for the school are always enough.
In more than a year, he should be able to think of a better solution.
The teenager in the dark smiled bitterly.
He always thought that he was more independent than Song Qiaoxi and that she needed her own care.
Only now I found out that it was me who couldn't do without her.
-
Early the next morning, the only big **** in the yard of my grandma's house began to crow early in the morning.
Song Qiaoxi was awakened by Ding Miao, "Xixi, got up, and the sun is basking."
"Ah..." At this moment, she felt like a little turtle whose shell had been knocked over, unable to get up at all, "Miaomiao, let me sleep for a while..."
Ding Miao and Liang Shanshan looked at each other and smiled, and directly put Song Qiaoxi up from the bed.
When they were dragged to the bathroom to wash, she looked in the mirror, her lips were red and swollen, only to realize that what happened last night was true, not a dream.
However, Song Qiaoxi's right eyelid has been jumping since the beginning of washing.
"Left eye jumps for money, right eye jumps to disaster?" Song Qiaoxi grabbed Ding Miao and asked uncertainly, "Or the left eye jumps to the disaster and the right eye jumps to the fortune?"
"Which one of your eyes is twitching?" Ding Miao laughed "pouch".
"Right eye." Song Qiaoxi pointed to the right eye.
"That's the disaster in the left eye, and the wealth in the right eye." Ding Miao patted her arm and comforted, "Hurry up, finish brushing your teeth and go downstairs to eat."
Even if Ding Miao said that, Song Qiaoxi still didn't feel relieved, feeling faintly as if something was going to happen.
After breakfast, the seven friends packed up their small backpacks and prepared to climb Mount Tai early in the morning.
The old man and lady of the Song family prepared boiled corn, apples and some small snacks for the children, so that they could eat on the road.
"Xixi, I will ask your uncle to drive you to Zhongtian Gate in a moment." Grandma entered the kitchen and said to Song Qiaoxi.
"Great! Thank you grandma, thank you uncle." Song Qiaoxi put on her schoolbag and said with a smile.
There was a knock on the door.
"Xixi, your uncle must be here, open the door." Grandpa said to Song Qiaoxi, holding a big watermelon in his hand.
"Come on!" Song Qiaoxi happily ran to the door and opened the wooden door.
She looked at the people standing outside the door, and was stunned for a moment. The person who came was not her uncle, but Chu's housekeeper, Aunt Fang.
Song Qiaoxi opened her mouth and asked in surprise: "Aunt Fang? Why are you here..."