Chapter 68

Song Yu was confused.

"Afraid I like him?" Would normal people ask that? Normal people should not be "afraid that I will be cheated by him" or "afraid that I will be bullied by him"?

But Xie Sui is wrong to ask him the most worried thing, worthy of being the protagonist.

As for being jealous, don't do it. If Xie Sui really likes Qin mo. The consequence is certainly not that he is jealous, but Qin Mo is stabbed.

Song Yu's head turned slowly for a moment, and his voice was surprised: "your question is a little interesting."

Xie suiguan Er: "really?"

Song Yu began his oral education time: "what do you think about all day? Did you not listen to the last psychological lecture?"? Come on, class is coming. Don't talk nonsense He deliberately avoided the topic, took the test paper and stepped down the steps.

Xie Sui kept up and raised his lips.

A long time in the heart of the question has the answer, suddenly realized at the same time, such as pouring a flower in the heart, boiling sweet.

The last class on Wednesday afternoon is music class, which is rarely occupied by other teachers. The whole class cheered and clapped when the teacher came in. The sports meeting will be tomorrow. Everyone is impetuous. The whole classroom is filled with expectation and joy. The music teacher put a few songs on it to let them study by themselves.

The sports committee member went to the podium with a roster to count the athletes and, by the way, the time of each competition.

Song Yu was arranged in the afternoon of the first day.

"Nervous?" Xie Sui asked suddenly.

Song Yu picks eyebrow: "what's so nervous about this? I won honor for my class."

Xie suixiao: "I'll wait and see."

Song Yu said, "you wait for me at the end of the line. I want to drink iced black tea."

Xie Sui's eyes bent: "good."

The bell rings after class. School is over.

On the way back from the teaching building, two boys next door walked in front of them, discussing the sports meeting.

"I'm lucky enough to win a long-distance race. Damn it, go up there and make the end of the class. "

"It doesn't matter. I heard that Song Yu also participated. If you lose face with the school bully, you won't lose

"It's also true that fighting is bad and sports are not necessarily good. I don't think Song Yu looks like a good sportsman. I hope all the shots will be given to him, not to me. "

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha."

Song Yu cocked up his ears. After listening, Song Yu turned his eyes and threw the mineral water bottle into the garbage can. He turned his head and commented to Xie Sui in a flat tone: "when I was in shushanlou, they said that I didn't look like a fighter; before the monthly exam, they said I didn't look like a good student. When can they be aware of their problems and treat their eyes. I'm really tired of slapping faces. I don't know. I thought I was looking for trouble all day. "

Xie Sui smiles gently.

Song Yu thought it interesting, but he said to him, "blame me for decathlon?"

Xie Sui blinked, lengthened his voice and said with a smile, "it's your fault that you are too excellent."

Song Yu was stunned and realized that this was a compliment from Xie Sui's mouth. His lips were lifted up and could not be pressed down.

He coughed and nodded: "this classmate, you have a good taste."

The lawn of the teaching building is full of white flowers and trees. With the autumn wind, it falls on the shoulders of teenagers, passing by the eyebrows and eyes. When he smiles, his expression is very vivid. So in an instant, the dusk becomes gentle, even the withered leaves on the ground also have vitality.

Xie Sui thought, how could he have missed such a star in his last life.

First China Forum.

[I found a funny thing. Brother Yu is afraid of dogs? ]

main building: on the sports stand, a senior sister shot it, which may not be very good. Forgive her. After all, the woman was so excited that her hands were shaking.

1L: [graph]

2L: [graph]

3L:! This is the hell! Is my husband afraid of dogs so cute?

4l: what is it to hide behind the school grass and hold on to the sleeve tightly?

5L: at the scene, when the dog comes, people seem to be really scared for a second.

6L: Tut, are you in class one? I heard that Song Yu took part in the long-distance running. I'll teach you a way to record the dog's barking with a horn. When others call for cheers, you can let the dog bark. It's no problem to be the first in long-distance running.

7L: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

12L: can you do it? Thank God at the end of the line. How can I say that sentence, can stimulate all my potential to run hard, there is a dog chasing behind, or you are waiting for

13L:??

14L: give me a cappuccino to my sister upstairs [Applause] [Applause]

Xie Sui stayed up all night.

He tried to find out the trace of the Song Yu.

With this expectation, those dark memories are not so resistant. It's like walking in a dark forest full of mud, looking for scattered light.A different mood.

The node of last life is returning home.

But before that, he had a lot of unpleasant memories.

In fact, for Xie Sui, birthday is not a happy day, mixed with rainy night, tangled into a wet, boring, irritable night.

The birthday cake candle hasn't been blown out.

The beautiful and weak woman could no longer hold back her emotions. She squatted down and held him in her arms, tears pouring down her eyes.

"Ahui, mom, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but I really can't stand it. I'm sorry."

Her body was shaking and her breath was boiling hot.

There are still happy birthday songs beside.

His cold white face has a moment of confusion, open his mouth, want to say what, but early sensible, but let him say nothing.

It was his mother's most tender night in Jingcheng. Little by little, she told him about her childhood. He was lulled to sleep with a gentle hum.

He had eaten the sweet and greasy cake, but he was still nervous and fell asleep.

But in the end, it is inner uneasiness, struggling to grow, waking up in the middle of the night.

It was raining heavily outside, the light in the room was off, and his mother was standing on the balcony.

He seemed to be aware of his movements.

His mother looked back, her face was in a panic. No matter how beautiful she was before she died, she was actually gray and ugly.

He's a man in the ice.

Open your mouth to shout.

It's just that there was a moment of great pain and loss of voice.

He stumbled and smeared his way forward.

But his mother had closed her eyes, turned and jumped down.

He stood in the living room barefooted, staring.

There is no alarm, no shouting, no crying, like in a dream, confused and unreal,

even behind the scream and noise, the police car rings, all kinds of people's fingers are very far away. Until grandma Chen held him in her arms and comforted him with a sigh in Jingcheng dialect. He suddenly woke up like a startled heart, anxiously raised his head, opened his mouth to ask "what happened just now", but in the old man's pitiful eyes, he locked his words in his throat.

I remember when I first came to Jingcheng, his mother had locked herself in the room, not eating or drinking. He was huddled in the dilapidated residential building by himself. Grandma Chen found that she pitied him and would give them some food every day. Granny Chen said, "please advise your mother that everything in this world is trivial except life and death. What can't be done? "

Later, at the age of seven, he witnessed his mother jump from a building and found out that life and death are actually small things.

What kind of a person is his mother.

After a long time, he looked at it calmly.

Beautiful and proud, naive and romantic. She is a valuable flower cultivated by Xu family for many years. She is delicate and fragile, but she never knows her own position. Not willing to the family arrangement, so wantonly pursue their own love, said is fearless is also stupid.

Fall in love with a man who doesn't know anything at first sight. He contacts, falls in love, decides his whole life, and even gives birth to him from the Xu family.

Finally, the bloody truth was torn open and her pure love was found to be a joke from beginning to end. After the collapse of faith, there is no longer a living * *.

She lived and died in her own fantasies all her life.

Seven, and seventeen.

The same rain, the same wet, cold, noisy. Perhaps it was the gossip that had worn away his edge, or the death of his mother had dealt him a heavy blow.

Since he came to Jingcheng, he has been silent and lonely. He is full of malice. He has been walking in nightmares for a long time and lost many instincts.

Otherwise, how can be Qin Mo a little gentle deceive.

He regarded him as his only friend.

After graduating from high school, I was drugged and trapped in the most disgusting apartment.

He smashed the wine bottle directly on Wang Ci's head, and the fresh blood splashed into his eyes. In Wang Ci's scream, he found everything tasteless and ridiculous.

The timeline began to lengthen.

He was cheated once in college. When he worked in the hotel, he thought he was a gentle boss. Who knows, he wanted to take care of him, because he had a face similar to the one he liked. He also found out that the one he liked was his dead mother.

How disgusting and boring.

He refused, and then came all kinds of revenge, involving his work, his study and his life, it seems that he will not give up until he is forced to quit school.

This is the time when the Xie family found him.

Back in Xie's family, he was confronted with a group of brothers and sisters with ulterior motives, Qin Qiuyun, who was regarded as a monster by God, and his grandparents who were critical and disgusted.

At first, the word "illegitimate son" was like a brand, and the shame was engraved on his body.

Of course, these three words do not dare to appear in his ears.

In one afternoon, Xie Sinian explained to him the previous events. The man's voice was calm and distant, but the lines could not hide the sadness and regret."I didn't want to cheat your mother. Qin Qiuyun and I were just playing tricks on a family marriage. I want to deal with everything, and then confess to her, marry her back to Xie's home, did not expect She didn't wait for that day. Ashui, I'll make up for what I owe you. Don't hate your mother. "

At that time, he bowed his head and thought with a smile, but it was really touching

he met Qin Mo again.

At a party.

Qin Mo like a madman, red eyes persist in explaining to him and apologizing to him.

Xie Sui seemed to smile. There's no need to apologize. Karma will come.

The Qin family fell on his hand and almost hurt the foundation. The old man of the Qin family looked at him with complicated vision and sighed.

Qin Mo sent a string of information, asked him if he was retaliating against him.

Xie Sui felt that he was a fool when he was a child.

Even the man who adored his mother didn't even have the qualification to see him.

Another turning point. In his grandfather, the older the more confused, together with his sister, together with him.

He had no feelings for the Xie family, but also wanted to solve this group of people inside the Xie family. He played a play and left the Xie family.

Unexpectedly, at that time, he met those three people again.

In the eyes of outsiders, he was driven out by Xie's family and fell into the hands of his enemies.

Once he fell down from the altar, the higher he was in the past, the more trampled he is now.

A city is very ambiguous.

He's heard all sorts of disgusting remarks.

It seems that from the beginning of birth, it has always been this kind of malice.

After the memory, fast speed up.

Xie Sixian died and left the whole Xie family to him before he died. Trapped in a desert island, he shot and jumped out of the sea to destroy the three families Also died in a rainy day, on the road, because of the car accident.

…… Song Yu.

It never showed up.

He felt something wrong with his memory the last time, and now he is more sure.

Being pulled out by a dog is a childhood childhood childhood memory. Before the nightmare starts, the meeting is at his cleanest time. Romantic and naive.

He was sure that Song Yu was an important person to him in his last life.

In my memory, they met again abroad.

It's just that he can't remember anything.

…… How could he not remember?

How can you not remember.