Chapter 72

Song Yu took a deep breath. After all, he was not as straight as he was when he was a child. He calmed down his anger and panic. He almost gnashed his teeth and said, "let go."

Hearing the speech, Xie Sui chuckled and stepped back. He pressed his finger on the wall and turned on the light.

His departure takes away the oppressive feeling that makes Song Yu suffocate.

The air began to flow again.

In the bright room, Xie Sui stood upright, cool and elegant, put away the kind of * * and rambling, and said, "sorry, I misunderstood that."

Song Yu was angry with him and grinded his teeth. "Are you so casual to everyone?"

Xie suishen's dark eyes fixed on him for a while, then he laughed, and suddenly changed the topic and said, "do you want something to drink?"

Song Yu was full of gas after drinking a hammer. Cold face, direct mouth refused: "this is not necessary, time is not early, I should go back."

Xie Sui suddenly said, "Song Yu." His eyes fell into his eyes and said, "stay and talk about something."

Song Yu's words stopped at the throat, raised his head, and his pale brown eyes were full of surprise.

Xie Sui stopped and added a sentence. He said faintly, "besides you, I can't find anyone to talk to now."

The tone is light, but there is a little can not be observed lonely.

Song Yu was stunned.

Yes, no matter how light it is, the situation of men in front of them is not optimistic. He is in the underestimation of life, his relatives regard him as a snake and scorpion, lonely in this city, surrounded by malicious.

And then he thought of what he had just done - was it the same to everyone?

Song Yu's heart was blocked, holding his breath, and he felt that he really needed to have a good chat.

"Whatever you want." It was an answer to the "what to drink" question in front of him.

He took off his suit coat, put it in his arm and walked into the room.

In the middle of the night, a city under the rainstorm, the rain is very big, from the window can see the vast rain curtain, to the prosperous city floating confused.

Taking the steaming cup, Song Yu frowned and asked him, "are you interested in working in the Soong family. I can contact my father and leave you a position in the headquarters. Overseas, I can avoid Xie's family. "

Xie Sui is a little smile, "thank you, but no trouble."

Song Yu's heart is nameless fire: "then don't be so casual as today, aunt Xu doesn't want to see you so degenerate." He recalled the rumors he had heard, and he couldn't believe, "you don't think I came to you to support you, did you?"

Xie Sui turned his head and laughed, "well, do you want to?"

Song Yu made a firm decision: "I don't want to!"

"Oh," Xie said slowly

Although he was depressed by the misunderstanding, he still went to see Xie Sui from time to time out of a complex mood. In fact, after their childhood separation, their first reunion after many years was not warm and romantic. Even at that time, Xie Sui was cold as a stranger. Song Yu also felt that they were not in the same world at all, and there was no need to intersect. I don't know how things got to this point.

Originally, after attending song WANYING's wedding, he would leave, but he stayed for Xie Sui.

Parents can't beat him, agreed, but also afraid of his boredom, let him become a song's domestic subsidiary of the nominal president. He just needs to sign the company's decision.

During that time in a city, he didn't understand what Xie Sui wanted to do. He didn't look for a job. Every day, he was indifferent and had a cat.

Have a cat?! Do you want to plant some more pots of grass! Do you have a little self-consciousness of a low life?

Finally one day, Song Yu couldn't bear to say, "where do you get the money to pay the rent?"

Xie Sui's slender fingers were teasing the cat. When he heard his words, he suddenly laughed. His eyes seemed to have a deep meaning: "yes, it seems that he is going to be driven out. What should I do?"

Song Yu said: What to do? He felt that he had enough for the love of bamboo and horse!

Xie Sui moved into Changting residence and lived in his house.

In fact, there is no difference in the days, that is, we should try our best to hide from his brother.

His brother is hostile to Xie Sui. It is like facing a flood. Although Song Yu doesn't understand it, he doesn't dare to step on his brother's anger.

It's just that every time song Xu calls, Xie Sui makes a little noise nearby. I don't know whether it's intentional or unintentional.

Song Xu's ear is very sharp: "is there someone in your family?"

Song Yuxin said: "ah? Yes, no, you must have heard me wrong

Song Xu doubted: "was I wrong?"

Song Yu duding: "that is certain."

After hanging up the phone, Song Yu gritted his teeth and glared directly at him. Xie Sui, holding the cat in his arms, smiles at him on the sofa. His peach blossom eyes bend, and his eyes are cold and cold. They are not beautiful.

At the end of the season, Song Yu was still busy, from the company to his home.

Once I didn't know whether it was because of the cold weather and a cold, and I slept in my study.After being pushed by Xie Sui, he became conscious.

Half dream half awakes, the head is very painful, the eye also cannot open, he murmurs: "what time is it?"

"Eight o'clock." Cold slender hands on the forehead, ear Xie Sui cold voice, helpless: "tired into such?"

Song Yu's throat is very dry, like a child angry: "do not go to the hospital." He hates hospitals.

"Well, no," Xie said

Song yushao confused, or dutiful: "I still have a report to read."

Xie Sui gently kisses his eyebrow: "I help you to see."

The kiss was so tender that he woke up the next day with an impression. The fever almost subsided after he woke up, but his face was still too hot to wake up.

I went out in a hurry and went to the company. I didn't think about it when I had a meeting. When he wanted to start work and turn on the computer, he found that Xie Sui had finished his work last night. The e-mails were answered one by one, and even the reports of various departments were sorted out for him. The important ones were singled out clearly and neatly, which saved a lot of work.

The secretary was shocked by the efficiency of his work last night, but he still reported the itinerary to him as a matter of business: "Mr. Song, there will be a charity dinner in the evening."

Song Yu: "pushed."

The Secretary nodded, "OK, I'll arrange it now."

Very straightforward. After all, Song Dong had made it clear to them that he had everything to do with the prince.

It is estimated that no one will blame Mr. Song for bringing down the company, not to mention that he is still so responsible.

Song Yu sat in a daze in his office and began to trace his feelings towards Xie Sui. The more he thought about it, the more confused he was, the more frightened he was.

It was dark and heavy outside. In rainy season, it rained heavily after a while.

Song Yu was so bored that he wanted to avoid Xie Sui, so he decided to send the Song family's old house for a night. As a result, he came to the door and saw Xie Sui standing by the car with an umbrella waiting for him.

Standing there, he is a picture. His sleeves are folded up to reveal his cold white wrist bone. With his precious watch, he seems to be looking down at the time.

This face repeatedly appeared in financial magazines, no one in the company is unfamiliar.

They were so scared that they almost fell down when they went downstairs.

Song Yu just wants to avoid him.

As a result, a black car suddenly drove over, the wheels splashed white. After stopping, the door was opened, and a man in a black suit with a ferocious look walked down. Qin mo.

"Xie Sui!" Slamming the door, the gentle and polite four young men of Qin family are as crazy as they are now. With red eyes, they step forward, "do you know how long I've been looking for you?"

Xie Sui's eyes deviated to his face, smiling rather than smiling, and his tone was loose: "looking for me?"

Tired of living.

Qin Mo close to him, the whole person in a kind of crazy edge: "you go back with me now, I won't let Xie family hurt you."

Xie Sui smiles and looks behind him, but his sarcastic look is restrained.

He stepped forward with long legs and stepped up the steps. His umbrella deviated slightly and said with a smile, "I'm home."

Song Yu naturally said, "yes."

There is a fire in his heart now.

Qin Mo drenched in the rain, embarrassed, see this scene, the whole person seems to be the heart was mercilessly pulled up. His lips turned white, and he was staring at Song Yu's eyes, hoping to eat him: "song, Yu?"

Thinking of those rumors, Song Yu's lip corner mockingly aroused: "blocked in the door of my company, what's the matter with Qin?"

Qin Mo's eyes were red, but he looked at Xie Sui. He was so angry that he couldn't choose his words: "are you with Song Yu in the past few months? Aren't you very noble and capable? Now it's so mean to be taken care of

Xie Sui hasn't spoken yet.

Song Yu has been annoyed and annoyed to say, "are you mentally ill? Who told you that it's foster care?"

Qin Mo's teeth are shaking.

Song Yu said, "don't you see that we love each other? Get out of here. You're blind. It's not good to get your brain into water again. "

Xie Sui laughed beside him.

Qin Mo is full of anger and despair, gently torn, he looked at Xie Sui in pain.

"Why is he! Why is he! I know you first! I know you still hate me. I blame me for failing you. Now I know I'm wrong. I even fell out with Wang family for you! Thank you! What the hell do you want me to do? "

Song Yu felt that he was mentally retarded. He turned his head, put out his hand around Xie Sui's neck and asked him to bend down.

Then in the rain, I took the initiative to kiss his lips. Between the lips and teeth is the sweet taste of mint.

Heavy rain, kissing two people.

Qin Mo's whole person is like falling into an ice cellar.

Song Yu ends the kiss. Then he immediately turned his head and said to the madman, "see? Go away."

Qin Mo's expression is extremely painful and despairing, like almost unable to breathe.

Song Yu has already dragged Xie Sui to the car. Close the door and drive directly. Holding one breath, he drives straight home. Song Yudu doesn't say a word, and Xie Sui is silent.Entering the elevator, song Yucai wanted to explain, staring at the number of floors changed, and did not squint: "just now I played it for him. I don't want him to pester you again."

Xie Sui: "yes? What did you do? "

Song Yu: "just Act like a lover

Xie Sui turned his head, and his eyes were filled with a smile and said slowly, "play? Haven't we always been lovers? "

Song Yu turned his head in amazement, and a hot air rushed to his head, leaving his brain blank.

Ding, the elevator is on the top floor.

He went out almost in flight.

…… Is Xie Sui crazy or is he crazy.

I think I'm crazy.

Ambiguous atmosphere thin into a piece of paper, but no one to pierce.

These days at home is the usual communication, Xie Sui is also very natural, as if in full patience with him.

Song Yu's whole person is ignorant, so she also asks song WANYING, who is on her honeymoon, to explain the situation in half truth and half falsely.

Song WANYING couldn't laugh: "people all live in your home, not lovers or what? Don't think so much about it. Go to her room tonight and settle the matter

Song Yu said: Forget it

When the company was on vacation, Song Yu and Xie Sui proposed to go to Jingcheng.

In fact, when he asked this question, he was worried. He wanted to know more about Xie Sui, but he also knew that Xie Sui's childhood was not good. Jingcheng may be a nightmare memory.

He went to see Xie Sui tentatively, but ran into a pair of lacquered black smiling eyes.

The man opposite said with a smile, "OK."

Song Yuxin happily raised the corner of his lips.

He followed Xie Sui's life path, from Lianyun street to Jingcheng No. 1 middle school. No. 1 middle school renovated the school gate, and the outer wall was painted again to cover the graffiti.

Xie Sui's former classroom has been abandoned.

It's just that in every place, he has nothing to remember.

Song Yu sometimes walked through the playground, as if you could see the quiet, lonely and grey boy who was always alone more than ten years ago.

His grandmother's house is in Jingcheng.

One day in the past, the old man's eyes were red with excitement. After half a sound, he laughed and shook his tears and invited them in.

In the summer of Jingcheng, it is hot in the daytime and cool at night.

My grandmother was old and liked to listen to the opera. When they were waiting for dinner, they put "suoling capsule" on TV, which was babbling and long.

Song Yu sat on the sofa, stupefied for a long time. Suddenly, he sat up with some upper body and said, "if you had told me when you moved to Jingcheng with aunt Xu, I should have followed."

Xie Sui never liked to make assumptions. He just said with a smile, "yes."

Song Yu said, "then my mother should agree. After all, grandma is here."

Xie Sui: "yes."

Song Yu was also amused by his childish ideas and jokingly said, "then I will transfer to your school, to your class, and become the same table with you."

Xie Sui chuckled: "I can't get it."

Song Yu jokingly said: "it will be very good for you at that time, and protect you from those bad things and bad people."

Xie Sui laughs, the light falls, tender and tender in his eyes.

Song Yu said, "then maybe we will be together in high school."

"Well," he could not help but feel the tenderness in his heart. Xie Sui kissed the young man's lips, and his voice was smiling: "love at first sight."

Song Yu was scared to death and couldn't push him away. "Don't make any noise. My grandmother is still here."

Xie Sui's voice was hoarse and low.

Sporadic stars outside the window point in the night, TV singing tactfully, as if through the water time, slowly spread. Slowly sing, "he taught me to accept the remaining hatred, avoid coquetry, and self-renewal, change of temperament, stop the car passing away, return to the bitter sea, and realize Lanin early."

Return to the bitter sea and realize Lanin early.

Song Yu felt cold all over.

It's like the whole person has sunk into the deep sea, and he has a headache and can't even breathe.

Suffocation cold, unspeakable sadness and regret, let the heart all pull together. In the end, all the contents of the dream were forgotten. Only that line of play rang in my mind.

He was in a terrible state.

There is even a faint smell of blood between the mouth, very light, full of nasal cavity.

Thinking is thick and rigid, and the brain is like a heavy black mud.

Finally, it was awakened by a complex sound.

"Host."

Song Yu suddenly woke up, opened his eyes, sat up and gasped.

Sweat wet hair, the kind of sadness in the heart how can not disperse.

There was a pale blue figure in front of his bed. Song Yu, wearing blue and white disease clothes, had disappeared for a long time.

Song Yu has no time to talk to him now.Cover the head, desperately want to recall the content of the dream, but how can not recall.

008 sighed. His expression was extremely complicated. He reached forward and touched Song Yu's eyebrows.

The light was pale blue.

The smell of blood in the mouth gradually faded, and the sadness and regret in my heart were expelled by some reassuring force, and the brain also recovered to be clear and bright.

Song Yu slowly let go of his hand, and his pale eyes were no longer painful. He calmed down and asked, "what did I dream of?"

008 shrunk for a moment and stammered: "nothing. It's a nightmare. I'll help you get rid of all those negative emotions. "

Song Yu's sight is extremely cold.

However, he gritted his teeth and said, "it's useless for you to see me. You forgot it when you woke up. I can't help you find it. "

Song Yu has been staring at him for a long time, and his dream has been repeated for a long time.

He was too lazy to talk nonsense and said calmly, "it's just right that you're back. I've always wanted to ask you."

All of a sudden, his expression was stiff.

Song Yu said frankly: "I am actually Song Yu."

008 the weak pale face had a moment of panic, but quickly pulled out a smile: "what ah, I am Song Yu."

Song Yu was in a bad mood and sneered: "fake, don't pretend."

"Host, how can you have this idea? Don't you remember song LAN? Your family in your last life, your memories are forgotten? And clearly you just came in after reading a book. This is the world in the book. How can you be Song Yu. "

Song Yu: "farewell. Your acting is really bad. "

Song Yu stared at it coldly: "if you don't tell me the truth, I'll go and have a showdown with Xie Sui now."

008 heard Xie Sui two words to be angry, the blue light around him exploded two times.

"What's the difference between this and not having a showdown! What have you done while I'm away! The protagonist must know that you are Song Yu, a city that Song Yu! I told you to stay away from shawsy. It's for your own good. What are you doing? "

Song Yu raised his eyebrows: "for How am I? " Is your brain healthy.

008 gas on the circle.

"Well, how could you! How did you come to this step again! Forget it, "he said to Song Yu dejectedly," why do you think I've been there so long? That's what you did. The LORD God doesn't know how to end. When you come to Jingcheng, the plot is completely changed. The development of many things is also force majeure. Now only dead horses can be used as living horse doctors. "

Song Yu pulled down the corner of his lip: "talk about people."

"As long as you don't get together with Xie Sui," he said

Song Yu said: It would be more stupid to come back.

008: "I beg you for such a small request. The LORD God and I were in despair. Boss, host, Dad, you can leave at the end of this semester. Xie Sui is not a little poor now. You can help all you can. Jingcheng really has nothing to miss. "

Song Yu frowned: "what ghost."

008: "boss, hold on for a while. If it's not allowed by the conditions, the main god wants to let you go now."

Song Yu, not leaving? He even resisted the question a little bit subconsciously.

008: "the semester is over! It's the end of the semester! Don't be with him during this time

Song Yu looked as like as two peas in his face, and asked for questions.

"Why do you keep emphasizing that."

008 is about to cry.

"Well, if you listen to me, I'm doing it for you."

Song Zhilan promised me the truth on his face

008, like a cat stepping on its tail, screamed, "no way!"

Song Yu is not empty. He said, "Oh, I will tell Xie Sui tomorrow."

“！！！”

“……”

008 has been angry to the autistic, "anyway, when the time comes to regret it is yourself!"

After saying that, regardless of Song Yu, he got into his head.

Song Yu was stunned and yelled twice, but 008 refused to come out. His heart, confused by an unknown dream, was silenced by this stupid system.

He thought that he was really Song Yu.

What is in the dream? There is a deviation between the feeling and gentle control

His last life? It's like a sick child in the world.

“008。”

Song Yu said softly, "I changed my mind. If you tell me what my disease is, I will promise you."

The pale blue light moved. 008 seemed to be moved and sighed in his mind.He didn't know how many times he sighed this evening.

008 said: "you are not sick now. If you are sick, you are also insane!"

"Neuropathy" three words said gnashing teeth, I do not know how much resentment.

"I said that I was Song Yu, not a fake. You should have a terminal disease on me. What a big deal. You can talk to Xie Sui in five years, and you can go back to reality. It's because you made it. "

"And, I'm not a fake."

But he has never denied the speculation of Song Yu.

Song Yu was stunned: "incurable disease..."

008 said: "the LORD God and I are very sorry, especially regret. I'm so angry. Why is he so obsessive? You are all Oh, I'm so bored. "

Shut up in time and continue to shut himself in his mind.