Chapter 344

Ji Chenyan has low self-esteem and sensitivity, his grades are not improving, and he is ashamed of his parents. He feels more and more pressure, and people are more and more gloomy.

He always felt that his classmates looked down on him, that all the teachers looked down on him, that the whole world was not friendly to him, that it was meaningless to live, and finally he collapsed and killed himself by swallowing a lot of sleeping pills.

The day of suicide happened to be Sunday, and all the students in the dormitory went home. Ji Chenyan died alone in the room, but no one found out.

Before he died, he had a lot of grievances - he wanted to stand out, everyone looked up to him, his parents were proud of him, and he wanted to stand at the top of the pyramid and be respected by thousands of people.

Shen Yan sighed, since have so big resentment, why still commit suicide? We should strive to live to realize our ambition.

The bedroom is very humid, the lighting is not good, even in the daytime, it is dark without lights. It's a room of eight, with upper and lower bunks, a table and two chairs in front of the window.

Shen Yan is in the upper berth by the window. He takes out his watch from under his pillow.

This watch was bought by Ji Chenyan's parents in the back street.

Back street is a relatively low consumption place in the city, where many migrant workers will go shopping. That day, Ji Chenyan's birthday, his parents specially came to celebrate his birthday, ran to the door of the classroom to meet him.

The parents dressed in ordinary clothes, or rather, looked very rustic.

Ji Chenyan felt humiliated and went out of the classroom with his head buried. His face was so red that he complained about why his parents came to school. His parents didn't get angry. They apologized to him smilingly, and then took him to the back street to buy a birthday present.

Ji Chenyan wants a watch, but there is a superstitious saying in the countryside that you can't send a watch for a birthday, because the watch is also called "clock". Sending a watch means sending a clock, with the homonym "sending the end".

The parents didn't agree to buy the watch.

Ji Chenyan's mood broke out. He thought that his parents were feudal and superstitious, so that he was despised in school.

When his parents sent him back to school, he put a new watch in Ji Chenyan's hand.

Ji Chenyan wanted to cry and felt sorry for his parents. But this watch is too cheap. After wearing it for more than ten yuan, he felt like he was on pins and needles. He always felt that all the students in his class were looking at his watch and laughing at his poverty and rustic.

Ji Chenyan was ashamed and wanted to throw the watch away, but he felt sorry for his parents, so he finally put the watch under the pillow and never wore it again.

At this time, Shen Yan took it out and put it on again. Since it was his parents' intention, he certainly could not live up to it. What's more, senior high school students are busy with schoolwork and have a tight schedule, so they really need a watch to check the time at any time.

It's already five thirteen in the afternoon.

Go back to school at six o'clock on Sunday evening for self-study. He has to move quickly!!

Shen Yan quickly dressed up, took the key of the meal card and rushed to the canteen.

There are many windows in the canteen, some cheap, some expensive.

Ji Chenyan was afraid of being looked down upon, so he went to the expensive window to eat every meal. After half a month, he spent a lot of money on his living expenses, and the rest of his life was starving.

After checking the balance of the meal card, Shen Yan served two vegetarian dishes and three Liang rice.

But this body just swallowed a lot of sleeping pills to commit suicide, gastrointestinal damage, Shen Yan did not take a few mouthfuls to swallow. He took the meal to the place where he could get it. When he saw that it was five fifty-seven, he rushed to the teaching building.