But... He didn't come after himself, and he didn't come to find himself once in these days.
So up to now, Ruyan is still a little uncertain about what Gu Rongyi wants to say to himself.
Seeing Gu Rongyi close the door of the compartment, Ruyan sits opposite the round table: "you can speak now."
Gu Rongyi looked at Ruyan and took out a handkerchief: "do you remember this?"
When Ruyan saw a wisp of smoke embroidered on the handkerchief, his eyes flashed slightly, and his eyes couldn't help becoming a little disappointed: "of course I remember. What's the matter?"
Gu Rongyi put the handkerchief on the table: "this is what you left before you left. I don't know. There is a word Yi on it. If you didn't go so resolutely, I might not take out this handkerchief to see it."
Ruyan's eyes were slightly red. When she left, it was not a decision at all, but she felt that she really had no face to see Gu Rongyi again.
"What if I saw it?" Ruyan got up and picked up the handkerchief: "I really did something too much in those years, but I didn't give your drawings to Ningguo, so I paid you back."
Carefully looking at the handkerchief in her hand, the memory of the annihilation period suddenly surged up to her like a tide. All the pain and joy burst out in the smoke of psychology in an instant. Only she knew how nervous she was on the way to this annihilation, and only she knew. When she saw Gu Rongyi's indifferent eyes, How painful she is.
Took a deep breath, like smoke, and threw the handkerchief on one side of the candle: "those that have passed, let it pass."
Gu Rongyi didn't expect that Ruyan would burn the handkerchief at all. He rushed forward in three or two nervous steps. He didn't take into account the high temperature of the burning flame. He grabbed the handkerchief from the flame with his hand, and then took several shots at the place where the handkerchief was on fire, and finally extinguished the flame.
Gu Rongyi looked at the blackened handkerchief on his hand and frowned: "what are you doing?"
Ruyan just glanced at the handkerchief that once represented his infinite love and said lightly: "Those are all past events. I don't want to think back at all. Gu Rongyi, didn't you say you wouldn't let you see me again? If you see me again, you will kill me. You really did it. Kill people and kill people. Look at me now, do you think it's funny? I came to this strange country alone for you, and then went to live in a temple for you. Finally What else do you want me to do for you? "
Ruyan's voice is a little hoarse. She doesn't understand. She obviously doesn't want to cry, but she doesn't know why. Looking at Gu Rongyi, she doesn't understand what she's thinking. Ruyan's psychology has an unspeakable grievance and feels a deep helplessness at the same time.
Gu Rongyi doesn't want to know himself, or he doesn't care to know a woman who once betrayed him.
Looking at Ruyan's red eyes, Gu Rongyi squeezed the handkerchief tightly, then came to Ruyan's face, took out another handkerchief from his arms and gently wiped away his tears: "In your heart, am I such an asshole? You really have no conscience. You forget who let you go? You forget who helped you hide that you stole the drawing?"
Ruyan seems to be frightened by Gu Rongyi's sudden tenderness. Her pupils shrink, and she can't say a word.
When Gu Rongyi saw her like this, he had a little bottom in his heart. These days, he stayed in the house alone and thought a lot of things. In fact, he was really like what mu Zhihuan said. He was not an ambitious person.
Because he grew up outside the palace without shelter, he has seen too many intrigues in the palace. Such a fearful life is not what he yearns for at all, but he just looks at everything going well. Gu Mingxuan is very eye-catching.
When he was young, he was alone, and Gu Mingxuan was also alone. Why could he be the prince? He was raised like a treasure by the emperor when he was young, but he could only live outside the palace and even be bullied by the housekeeper of the family. The reason is that he is just a prince who is not valued.
Later, Gu Mingxuan finally went to Dawei. He finally had a face to show in front of the emperor, but before he made achievements, Gu Mingxuan came back with mu Zhihuan.
On the day of the reception banquet, he stood under the stage and looked at the beautiful Mu Zhihuan on the stage. She was so beautiful and refined that she was not the same as other women. Later, when he heard that mu Zhihuan had locked up the Ling imperial concubine who had been torturing himself in the cold palace, he couldn't help but be curious and went up to talk to her.
The woman who thought she would be liked by Gu Mingxuan must be a reasonable and gentle girl, but I didn't expect mu Zhihuan to be so lively. The more he contacted himself, he became more curious. What attracted Gu Mingxuan so much about this woman, and even let Gu Mingxuan announce in public that he would only marry one in this life for her.
You know, Gu Mingxuan is the prince and the prince. The reason why the emperor has three thousand beauties in the imperial palace is largely because the emperor needs checks and balances, so he has no choice but to marry some girls he doesn't like at all.
Gu Mingxuan said this in front of so many people, which is undoubtedly not a favorable condition for checking and balancing after destroying himself.
However, with the contact with mu Zhihuan, Gu Rongyi gradually found that his eyes always seemed to be on her, which made him a little upset, so later he did so many things to destroy mu Zhihuan and Gu Mingxuan.
One is because he is always watching mu Zhihuan, which makes him feel irritable. The other half is because he wants to see what Gu Mingxuan will look like if Mu Zhihuan is not around Gu Mingxuan, but he didn't expect that Ruyan will come to annihilate and kiss.
At the first sight of her in the hall, Gu Rongyi's whole plan was in chaos. He didn't know why. Just his appearance like smoke could make him shake his mind.
When mu Zhihuan and Ruyan were tortured by their different emotions and didn't know what to do, Ruyan took the initiative to find him and asked him those words. He said words that hurt Ruyan almost without thinking. Now I think he should just want to solve all this quickly