C38

Li Jin

Li Jin had never felt that life was equal.

In his world, he was always the only one. Many times, when he was high above them and could tell what everyone was thinking with a single glance, he would feel bored.

No matter how hard they tried to hide it, in his eyes, they were like frogs that had been grabbed by a single leg.

So whether they believed in him, respected him, adored him, loathed him, and hated him or hated him didn't really matter to him.

When he was in a good mood, he would play along with their clumsy acting, acting out a conspiracy that seemed to him full of holes. When he was in a bad mood, no matter what they did, he couldn't be bothered to care.

It was empty and boring.

Until I met her.

He suddenly remembered a sentence from the pet book that Tang Xiaotang had read. It was originally just to pass the time out, but he had never expected to remember it.

You have the whole world in your eyes, and it has only you in its eyes.

It said.

Then, Li Jin suddenly thought back to a time when his memories were very, very far away and he could no longer remember the words his mother, who looked like, had once told him: "Life is equal. No matter what kind of life it is, it's worth our respect and admiration. "

If he chose her, he would have to be responsible for her.

His mother was only one of many lovers of his father's. She died of jealousy shortly after he was born, a weak woman.

But no one would care. In the Li Family, the weak were destined to be eliminated, even Li Jin himself thought so.

His mother was too weak. Surviving here would only be suffering. It would be better to die in peace.

The fragrance of the Yan Huan Flower was so fragrant that it was hard to breathe, little Li Jin standing in front of his mother's cold and stiff body, stepping on the dark red petals, thinking.

He hated the smell of the Yan Huan Flower.

Therefore, after he lost consciousness and was tested to have an extremely high IQ and talent, he was brought out of the villa with his mother by the Elders and brought to his father to be nurtured as an heir.

His father was the previous Patriarch, and he had many children. Li Jin was not the most favored father, and of course he did not care about the favor of the so-called Patriarch. As long as one was strong enough, no matter how they thought about it, they still had to listen to his commands.

For his brothers and sisters, too. There were many schemes aimed at him, many schemes aimed at him. If he kept walking from his room to the dining hall during that time, he would encounter assassination attempts.

After all, who wouldn't covet the position of the Patriarch?

However, their scheme had never succeeded. Li Jin was able to see through the loopholes of those complicated and sinister schemes with a glance, and he felt as weak as a child playing house, which made him want to laugh.

And then he did laugh, when his brother, his blood brother, had died at the hands of one of his own men. He would never know that the one he trusted the most was Li Jin's man.

Too weak.

So boring.

So why did he fight for it, and why did he exist?

For his mother, for that position, for Li Family, or for himself?

But his mother was already dead, and that position would still be his even if he didn't want to. His Li Family wasn't worth him existing for … For himself? That would be even more laughable. Even he himself doesn't know why he would want to live …

There's nothing I want, nothing I love, nothing I hate … Why would such an empty life form exist?

Everyone was the same, no different. Perhaps they believed in different things and pursued different things, but they were still busy in order to live better. This was perhaps human nature.

Bringing the kitten back was due to boredom. A pet could barely pass the time. As for what it was, whether it was a cat, a dog or a human, it didn't really matter.

He was clearly still a little young, yet he stared at her fearlessly. Sometimes, even Jun Ze didn't dare to touch him, but she did, even grabbing and biting him on his hands.

Usually, she bared her fangs and brandished her claws, trying to curry favor with him after committing a mistake. However, even though her small eyes made people angry and happy, she could do nothing about it.

Perhaps the first time they met, they were destined to be entangled with each other in the future.

Loving and tolerating her. He was clearly so obsessed with cleanliness that it was difficult to even touch her, but in the end, he was the one who lost his hair on the bed; because when he was assassinated when he was young, he would wake up whenever there was movement around him, but when he hugged her, he could sleep through the night. He would never take care of any creatures and learn to cook for her, even if she never gave him face.

She occupied a large position in his heart and became his most important existence.

At that time, Li Jin really did not think she would come here. At such a distance, how could he, who was usually pampered and even had to act coquettishly while strolling outside, find him little by little under the rain?

Cat, who usually felt pain in her hand, was covered in wounds, but she still stood in front of him to protect him. With such a firm look, even if she lost her life, she wouldn't retreat.

But she could have chosen not to get hurt, as long as she chose to leave.

Even when his mother left, Li Jin did not feel sad. However, when she was in his arms dying, he could not help but shed tears.

If he hadn't met her, he would never have known that his life would be as alive as the others, that he would be in pain, that he would be sad, that he would be moved, that he would be happy.

She was the miracle of his life.

"Meow?"

Servant, why aren't you sleeping?

The cat in his arms was half asleep and looked at him with its eyes wide open. It looked confused, its eyes confused and full of trust.

"Right away."

Li Jin smiled as he caressed her head. He closed his eyes and pulled her into his embrace, then fell into his dreams with her.