Chapter 1454

Xu Li pointed to Yun Hao's nose and said, "you want me to accept the relationship with you and Youxi, right?"

"But what have you done for it?"

"You didn't!" Xu Li said firmly: "you never try to change my mind, and never make any move to change our relationship, whether it's you and me or Youxi and me."

"You just leave me by your side, keep a close distance, do not touch the root of the problem, because you are afraid of being touched by the inner wound!"

"Hide where you won't be hurt and let others accept your mistakes."

"Yunhao, you despicable bastard!"

"I hate your cowardly behavior, and I will never like a weak man like you!"

Xu Li's words, like a sharp dagger, pierced every word into Yun Hao's heart.

Do you really do wrong?

Why, can let beloved woman, produce such hate to oneself.

Emotionally, is he just a real loser?

In the face of such Xu Li, yunhaodun time, feel oneself become humble up, shameless, unable to face.

Despicable, shameful!

This is the first time that Yunhao has heard such comments. Unconsciously, has he been linked with these two?

Maybe what Xu Li said is not wrong.

Emotionally, he is really a mean and shameful person.

It seems that Xu Li has the right to choose, but deep in her heart, she still hopes that she can make her own satisfactory choice.

What is a satisfactory choice?

He hopes that Xu Li can accept the direct relationship between him and Youxi, and that the three people can live happily together. But this kind of idea, from the beginning, is doomed, is not an easy thing to achieve.

Not everyone, like Youxi, has different values from ordinary people. Not everyone, like Yun Jieyi, will say "it's good to let the people you like and the people you like like like like yourself." This kind of beyond ordinary people can accept.

Xu Li can't accept this, so her choice is a natural contradiction with the result that Yun Hao wants.

But Xu Li can't fight Yun Hao.

So she can only resist recalling her own memory, and let herself treat the relationship between Yunhao and Youxi as an outsider.

In this regard, Yun Hao did not make any efforts to change Xu Li's idea and improve the relationship between them. He just hung Xu Li in the orange door space, nominally to protect her. In fact, maybe it was just me who continued to maintain the status quo, ambiguous and unclear.

Yunhao really has a lot to deal with.

And these things are very urgent, very important, to some extent, more important than personal feelings.

He wants to strengthen the strength of Linyuan Pavilion, to stop the war between the Security Bureau and Zhenzhi order, to find Tianji Pavilion and revive Lin ruoro.

Each of these things gives Yun Hao enough reasons to put Xu Li aside for the time being.

Even if he because of these things, and a long time Xu Li Hang in the orange door space, no one will blame him. A sentence is to have priorities, it can cover up all the cowardice of Yun Hao!

But some things, after all, will not change!

What has happened will not change. What has become a fact will not change.

Yunhao is cowardly, is afraid to face the feelings between the three, is afraid of Xu Li's choice, will make him difficult to accept!

People have weaknesses, and no one is perfect.

Yun Hao is no exception. He is also a person with seven emotions and six desires after all. He will be sad, sad, lost, painful and has his own unbearable grief.

Therefore, it is inevitable to be afraid, to escape and to choose vaguely to keep the status quo.

It's really shameful to escape, but most of the time, it has an unexpected effect.

When Xu Li broke up with Yun Hao for the first time a year ago, Yun Hao chose to escape. After that, he went through a lot. Yun Hao's seemingly forward steps, in fact, are just maintaining the status quo.

He was afraid that the status quo would be broken, which would lead to the end leaning towards the other side that he could not accept at all.

He has evaded for a long time, and now, Xu Li's words are like a slap in the face, which makes Yun Hao have to face all his past mistakes.

It's like what he wanted to say to Xu Li before.

If you don't experience some questions, you may not be able to find answers in your life.

he can easily say them, but he can't really do them.

And now, he has to do it!"You're right." "I've been avoiding making choices. I want to get results, but I've never tried," he said

"I want you to remember the past, use your past feelings for me, and accept what I did wrong."

"I'm mean and shameful

"I'm weak and incompetent."

"I'm waiting for you to accept what I did wrong."

"I blindly escape, blindly wait, but I was moved to a mess, feel that everything is for you."

"You're right. That's me in the past. I'm not the same person as I am now. Even if you forgive me for what I did because of me in the past, what you love is me in the past."

"Now, at last, I understand. Xu Li, it doesn't matter. Do you have any memory of me in the past? What I like is you all the time. I can't make myself like a piece of white paper again, without any other emotional color. "

"All I can do is try my best to let you accept me who can't concentrate on you."

Xu Li's tears, finally unable to endure, flowed down her eyelids.

Yun Hao held out a hand and caught her tears.

Under the influence of the cold ice force, tears condense into diamond like ice crystals. Yun Hao uses the source of the cold ice force to extend the ice crystals and turn them into rings.

He walked up to Xu Li, took a deep breath, and said, "no matter how unbearable or how jerky I look to you, it doesn't matter. I've made my own choice."

He handed the ring to Xu Li and said, "I love you and marry me!"

When Yun Hao was 18 years old, he met Xu Li, 20 years old. At the end of the first year, they established a relationship.

Now, Yun Hao is 26 and Xu Li is 28.

For eight years, there were too many obstacles, too many estrangements, identity, family and even age between them, which made Yun Hao unable to say this sentence in the true sense.

Now, it's not the best time to express, but he still does, telling Xu Li, who has forgotten the feelings between them, the words hidden in his heart for eight years.

"Do I have a choice?" Xu Li looks at Yun Hao and asks.

Yun Hao shook his head and said, "you have no choice."