Chapter 168

But she knew that once she started, she couldn't give up halfway. Otherwise, she didn't know what would happen. In the past, some people strongly demanded to stop casting because they couldn't stand the pain, but in the end, they suffered irreversible damage, and even died. So she can't stop. She has to wait until the whole process is finished.

It feels like a long time. The deaf mother-in-law waited patiently and paid close attention. Finally, after a long time, the huge pain disappeared. Guan Xiaoyu slowly opened her eyes, wiped the sweat on her face and tried to stand up.

The scalp is still numb, and the eyes are not as clear as before. Guan Xiaoyu stands up wobbly and says to the deaf mother-in-law in a weak voice: "this time... Is it over?"

The deaf mother-in-law held her shoulder and examined her hair and eyes. She nodded with satisfaction: "well, it's done. Come and see. "

Guan Xiaoyu didn't know there was a big mirror here, and it was a big golden mirror. It was placed behind the altar, across a screen, with two huge candlesticks in front. Guan Xiaoyu slowly followed the deaf mother-in-law and looked at herself in the mirror. Black hair, black eyes, like ink dye in general, shining in the bright candle light.

"In the wing clan, in addition to the crow clan, there is no such hair color and eyes..." Guan Xiaoyu touched the black hair and murmured, "after that, I will be like this?"

The deaf mother-in-law nodded“ That's right. You'll always be like this. You'll never change. "

He let go of Guan Xiaoyu's hand and went outside. Go to the door, and look back at her, red also some confused Guan Xiaoyu smile, and then, the head does not return out of the door.

Guan Xiaoyu sat down on a chair in the corner. She was staring at the door, full of worries.

The pain she had just suffered was not completely over. But she was more concerned about another thing, that is, Che Lingjun said that the God of war wanted to kill her. She couldn't figure out why he did it. Is it Wanyu Lingjun who sent him? Or did he feel that she was still alive, and that she was losing her dignity? Although she did not understand, but no matter what kind of speculation, let her heart have a kind of sour pain.

Tears welled up in her eyes.

——Otherwise, he will die as soon as he wants? She thought bitterly. But why didn't she choose to die at first? Is it because she still hopes to kill Xiaowang? But later she had no hope. Why didn't she choose to commit suicide? She felt very heavy. It was like the highest Yufeng mountain in heaven.

She now understands what it means to "have to" and what it means to "have no control.". She used to secretly laugh at her mother's inaction in some things, but now it's her turn to decide what life seems to be in her hands. And not forced by someone, but somehow led by something.

Tears finally came down. Guan Xiaoyu's eyes seem to be a little comfortable. Tears dropped on the lapel, and she found that what she shed was tears of blood.

But she wasn't too surprised. Because what she thought was more important than what she shed blood and tears.

She thought so much that she ran to the dead soldiers.

Originally, when she was not in Fengli hospital, she often dreamed of those soldiers in her dreams. Some of them were scorched, some were bleeding, some had different bodies, and some had incomplete limbs. But all the residual shadows that appeared in her dreams came slowly to her and called in a hoarse and terrible voice: "marshal, revenge! Marshal, revenge Others, with swords in their hands, came close to her face and accused her loudly: "it's you, it's you! You are selfish. You have done us harm! " Every time she had such a dream, Guan Xiaoyu would wake up with a start, sweating all over, and still in shock. Strangely enough, since she lived in Fengli hospital, such a dream has gone away from her. She sleeps soundly every night and wakes up in a calm mood every morning. Even now, although she thinks of them, she has no sense of guilt for them, no idea of revenge for them.

Guan Xiaoyu wondered why she had such a change. Is the environment of Fengli hospital special, or has her own mentality changed? Even when she saw Che Lingjun just now, she didn't feel so disgusted as before. She just did it according to her usual attitude towards him.

The door creaked open. Guan Xiaoyu was surprised and looked at the door. I saw a Chamberlain in luxurious clothes, with a proud face, shouting: "who is that rough girl who does miscellaneous work? Who's that rough girl doing chores? "

Guan Xiaoyu changed her mind and knew that he was calling herself, so she stood up slowly and said, "I am. May I ask who you are

The man looked her up and down, and saw that she was dressed in coarse cloth and covered with a face towel, but she was not arrogant. He was not willing to speak, so he snorted from his nose and said: "hum, a coarse servant girl is still worthy of sitting here! How dare you talk to me like that! Hello, do you know who I am? "

Guan Xiaoyu stared at him silently and shook her head.

"I'm - I'm the close servant of the devil, Lord Wuji! Why don't you kneel down and see me

Seeing Wuji talking to herself in such a big way, Guan Xiaoyu was angry and funny. She thought that you are just a servant. After all, you are a slave. How dare you talk to yourself like this? She could not help feeling that the Phoenix is not as good as the chicken. She still replied, "it's Lord Wuji. I'm sorry I don't know your face. However, although I do some rough work in Fengli hospital, I don't kneel down to anyone. You can ask the deaf mother-in-law about that. So please forgive me for being rude. "

No great anger. He pointed to Guan Xiaoyu and said, "you, you dare to talk to me like this. I'm tired of it! If you don't want to work for the wedding ceremony of the devil, I'll teach you a lesson if I'm not here! I'm so busy, and I won't pester you. Go, go, there's something else to do! "

"Wait a minute!" The deaf mother-in-law walked out of the room, followed by Li Zhu, who had been groomed and dressed.

When Wuji saw the deaf mother-in-law, he said with a smile, "who should I be? It turned out to be the deaf mother-in-law! I'm ordered by the devil to come here and take the girl away. I'll tell you

The deaf mother-in-law knew what it was, but she didn't say anything. She just nodded and said, "good. She's useless here. Take her with you! Oh, and take this with you, by the way She pointed away from the bead.

Wu Ji looked at Li Zhu standing beside her. She was wearing a crimson Samurai suit, a dragon skin tapestry with blood Cabernet Sauvignon on her forehead, her fiery red hair lining her skin like snow, and her eyes like blood Cabernet Sauvignon.

Wuji laughed and asked, "this girl is very popular. What does she do? "

Deaf mother-in-law said: "she is the bodyguard for the new princess, the new spirit clan. You just take her. "

Wuji agrees, and will take Guan Xiaoyu and Li Zhu. Before he went out, he suddenly thought of something. He turned around and said to his deaf mother-in-law with a smile, "you can't hear anything outside. You can hear so clearly here. What's the matter?"

The deaf mother-in-law also laughed, and her voice was like a snipe croaking: "because the air waves here are suitable! Be careful with Wuji

Zhi yuzhai, Che Lingjun is just in front of the wedding dress he just sent.

At the beginning, he asked Wuji to make a wedding dress in ten days. It seemed that he had a bottom in his heart, but in fact, he had no definite plan in his heart. He had also calculated to marry Guan Xiaoyu regardless, but he didn't figure out what to do. Now he can finally marry Guan Xiaoyu, but he didn't expect to borrow the condition of Liu Bi's death.

He had no taste in his heart.

Wuwei is mixed Chen, Wuji came in. He peeped at Che Lingjun and whispered back, "Wang, I've brought you."

Che Lingjun eyebrows a joy, turned and said: "let her in."

Wuji asked, "Er, I don't know which one?"

Che Lingjun frowned: "not just one, who else?"

Wuji said: "there is also a bodyguard."

Che Lingjun was stunned. He realized that it was not appropriate to summon a rough girl, so he said, "of course, it's the bodyguard. What did you tell that girl to come in for? "

Wuji agreed to go out, completely did not understand his master's anxious mood at this time.

Li Zhu was called in. Guan Xiaoyu was sent to the office. Standing at the dilapidated door of the service room, Guan Xiaoyu looks inside. Two stacks of high toilet stack in the corner, emitting bursts of odor. A large pile of sheets and curtains were placed in another corner, and several large wooden basins were nearby. In addition, dirty clothes, such as chopping firewood, are everywhere, waiting for people to do it. Strangely enough, there is no one here.

"Isn't Che Lingjun here to get me married? Why did you send me here! What kind of medicine does he sell in his gourd Guan Xiaoyu felt that she was blocked. She said to herself, "I'm not going to give up if I don't maltreat you. I'm the only one here!"

At this time, there was a rapid sound of footsteps behind her. As soon as Guan Xiaoyu looks back, he sees Che Lingjun coming in a hurry. She turned around in her heart, pretending not to see it, then turned to the pile of dirty clothes.

"Take care of Xiaoyu, take care of Xiaoyu!" Che Lingjun came close and yelled behind her.

Guan Xiaoyu pretended not to hear and sat on the stool beside the wooden basin.

Che Lingjun trotted over and squatted down beside her.

"I call you, why do you ignore me?" He asked grudgingly.

Guan Xiaoyu turned her head to him: "because I don't know what you want me to do. Do you urge me to work?"

Che Lingjun was so angry and funny that he pulled her up: "what's the matter with you! Come with me! I have something to say to you

Guan Xiaoyu was dragged to a firewood room by him, and then he pulled down the towel.

Well, wash down the dark cream first. " With that, Che Lingjun took out a bottle.

Guan Xiaoyu looked at the bottle, glanced at the car with her eyes, and Ling Jun said, "can you see the cream? What is it? "

"It's the thing that disfigured you. It's not really destroying your face, it's just the cosmetic effect of the ointment. " Che Lingjun explained, "wash it quickly, and it will come back." Then he poured some liquid from the bottle on his hand to wash her face.

"Oh! Don't touch me As soon as Guan Xiaoyu hid, she reached out to push away Che Lingjun's hand and spilled liquid on the ground. She looked at the embarrassed look on Che Lingjun's face and said, "I'll just wash it myself!"

Che Lingjun thought about it, handed the bottle to her and said, "OK, do it yourself!"

He watched Guan Xiaoyu wash her face a little bit. He took out a handkerchief and a small mirror from his arms and handed it to her. He was a little embarrassed and said, "here, it's specially for you."

Guan Xiaoyu took the towel, wiped her face and looked in the mirror. It was her original face in the mirror. Just because the color of the hair and eyes changed, the face looked like a stranger.

She put down the mirror and looked at Che Lingjun. His pale face turned red. Guan Xiaoyu couldn't help laughing.

"Hey, did you blush because you brought women's things?" She said with a smile. But soon her face turned red. Because, she found the car Lingjun look at her eyes, is so focused, so emotional.

Guan Xiaoyu didn't turn her eyes. She said in a low voice, "you asked me to tell you something. Is that the thing?"

Che Lingjun came back and said, "no, it's not all about this. Yes - I want to tell you that from today on, you will exist as another person. "

Guan Xiaoyu's face changed“ Why? It's not fair! I'm still alive. Why should I use someone else's identity? "