"You miss him so much that he won't show up here."
"Yes, I heard his voice clearly just now. He was standing in front of me just now."
"Wake up! Mu Yuntian can't be here. These days, I'm afraid you'll do something stupid. I've been silently following behind you. I'm really sad to watch you cry and watch you break your heart... Please cheer up! Don't torture yourself like this." Chu Jiang felt a pain when he looked at his haggard heart in front of him.
"Chu Jiang, I'm really uncomfortable. I'm really uncomfortable. I can think of him only when I'm alone. Now I'm the mother of two children. I want to hold on for them, but I'm really tired. I need to vent, otherwise I'll go crazy. Please don't follow me anymore..."
I don't know where there is a singing ~ ~ ~ the lyrics are with a touch of sadness.
I want to forget you. I don't think of you anymore
Let tears become memories.
I want to forget that you no longer cry and no longer remember
My world is a mess without you
Chu Jiang looked at Wen Xin in front of him with deep sadness in his eyes. Finally, he loosened her arms and watched her escape from her side.
Looking at her back, Chu Jiang's mouth flashed a smile of self mockery. No matter how many years, he could not replace Mu Yuntian in her heart. No matter how many years, no matter how hard he worked, he could not enter her heart.
The sky slowly darkened, and the lights lit up one by one. Chujiang followed Wenxin's back slowly, looking at her tired sitting on the steps with a face of fatigue and despair.
Chu Jiang walked into her side, put his hand around her and put her on his shoulder.
"Why can't I find him, why... What should I do? What should I do?" hugged Chu Jiang's shoulder, and the sadness poured out of his heart, which could no longer restrain the tears from the bottom of his eyes.
"Warm heart, forget him! Don't torture yourself any more."
Holding Wenxin's thin shoulder, Chu Jiang felt more pain than ever.
The warm heart in her arms gradually lost its voice. When she looked down, she found that she had slept in his arms. Her eyes were still shining with crystal tears. The fatigue on her face was clearly visible. A circle of black circles around her eyes looked haggard.
He picked her up and walked to the parked car in the distance. He was careful at every step. He was afraid to wake up the people in his arms. She was too tired and didn't sleep well during this time!
Chu Jiang put Wen Xin on the back seat of the car, took off his suit, carefully covered her, and gently wiped away the remaining tears from the corners of her eyes with his slender fingers
On the other side of the Chujiang car, a white BMW started slowly. Across the glass window, the people on that side were Mu Yuntian and Bai Susu, close at hand, but they couldn't meet.
Chu Jiang started the car and left here. From beginning to end, no one found that the person he was looking for passed by imperceptibly. When Wen Xin woke up, he went to Chu Jiang's villa, which was built by Chu Jiang on this island. He occasionally came here for vacation.
"Have a good rest first, and I'll have someone deliver the food." Chu Jiang took Wen Xin to the bed in a bedroom and whispered.
The two were less than half a meter apart, and the burning breath of the Chu River could be heard clearly.
This ambiguous posture made Wenxin a little embarrassed, and she couldn't help moving to the bed.
Chu Jiang left the bed knowingly and said, "I'll go down first."
After Chu Jiang left, Wen Xin was sleepless. She got up and stood in front of the French window. Looking at the moonlight pouring in from the glass window, her thoughts flew far away.
Half an hour later, Chu Jiang knocked on the door, and a smell of food came along.
Chu Jiang put some food on the table: "eat first! I see you haven't eaten all day."
"I see."
Chu Jiang stood for a while and then left awkwardly. The door was gently closed. He didn't want to disturb Wen Xin's world again.
The living room downstairs was dark. Chu Jiang didn't turn on the lights. Only the faint moonlight with a thin light shone on Chu Jiang's slightly thin body.
He took a box of cigarettes from the table, pulled out one, lit it, held it between his long and narrow fingers, and took a sip from his mouth.
The clearly extinguished red light with curling smoke makes Chu Jiang's face look as desolate as another world.
After smoking a few cigarettes, a violent cough came out
Although he was already uncomfortable, he still didn't give up his cigarette. The moonlight shone on half of his face, making his outline look thinner.
"When did you learn to smoke?" a gentle voice came from behind. The cigarette in his hand was taken away. He turned his head in surprise and filled his eyes with joy.
She cares about him? Does she care about him?
"Just learned, occasionally suck two when melancholy." such a scene makes people involuntarily sad.
"Does this work?" Wenxin asked faintly.
"Hmm?" Chu Jiang didn't seem to understand what she said.
Wenxin picked up a cigarette on the table and put it to his mouth: "give me fire."
"Do you want to smoke?" Chu Jiang's pupils opened and tightened in the night, looking at Wen Xin.
"Give it to me, just this time."
Wen Xin grabbed the lighter in Chu Jiang's hand and lit the cigarette in his hand.
The first time she smoked, she choked her heart and throat. A bad smell of smoke lingered in her throat. A cough made her tears flow out.
Chu Jiang painfully snatched the cigarette from her hand. Because of Wen Xin's struggle, the cigarette end accidentally scalded Chu Jiang's arm, but he just frowned slightly and didn't speak. In the dark night, Wen Xin didn't see the burn trace on his skin.
"Tell me what to do? My mind is full of him."
Wen Xin raised his eyes and looked at Chu Jiang. His eyes were full of tears.
"Stop torturing yourself."
It's this sentence again. Chu Jiang doesn't know how many times he has said it to Wen Xin, but it seems that she can't listen to it every time.
"If only this day is good, I will leave tomorrow. Even if I am bitter and tired, I will hide in my stomach and let me cry again?" Wen Xin looked at Chu Jiang with begging eyes.
Chu Jiang looked at Wen Xin calmly. A moment later, he suddenly stood up and walked to the cabinet where the wine was placed.
He took a bottle of red wine and two goblets in the cabinet, came over and handed a wine glass to Wenxin.
Open the wine bottle and pour half a glass into Wenxin's wine glass: "drink, only this time."
Wen Xin nodded, and the red wine in his hand fell back.
Two people, you drink one cup and I drink one bottle after another, and finally both get drunk on the carpet.