I don't know how long it took. Ji Qingzhan's blank mind finally got a response.

He stared at the man who fell to the ground not far away, and all sorts of things in the past three years appeared before his eyes.

When I first met her, she was clearly standing in an inconspicuous corner of the banquet. Obviously, she was wearing an ordinary dress, but it happened that she grabbed his sight. It was the first time, and probably the only time, that a girl had left an imprint on his heart.

When I saw her again, I was on campus. She was obviously being attacked by everyone. Obviously, she was at the disadvantage of being besieged on all sides, but she was not in a hurry. Her eyes were even brighter, like the stars at night, as if no matter what happened, she would not extinguish the light inside.

She was drunk at the youth banquet. In the dim light of mebahri, she widened her beautiful eyes and looked at him innocently. He asked him naively that his lips looked delicious. Could she have a taste.

On the Nobel Prize podium, she raised her head and chest to tell the world that she came from China and won recognition and applause from people of different skin colors and countries. Confident appearance, as if all the lights in the world were draped over her shoulders at this moment.

Under the warm yellow street lamp, she felt sorry for the peasant couple, sighed the injustice of "the wine and meat in Zhumen are smelly, and the road is frozen to death", and described the warm and beautiful ideal world in her imagination. The beautiful side face is against the light, so beautiful that it is so unreal.

I don't know when it began, he became a sunflower following the sun, and there was no room for anything else in his eyes.

He just wanted to be with the girl forever and become her most solid support and shelter her from the wind and rain when she needed it.

......

The pictures in those memories flashed in front of us. Finally, it condensed into a bright and beautiful face that he could not be more familiar with.

The girl he wanted to protect all his life smiled at him and whispered.

"Brother Qingzhan."

Ji Qingzhan couldn't help shaking all over.

After some time, he finally took a stiff step and walked forward step by step.

At the last three meters, my body could no longer support me. I knelt down in the mud and splashed a dirty splash in the rain.

He didn't stop.

Pick up the soil in front of you with your hands and move forward with your hands and feet.

The wound on the arm was even bigger because of the force. It was gurgling with blood. Even the fingers of the heart were scarred by the friction of stones and sand.

But he didn't care. He only looked at the man not far away.

Three meters

Two meters

One meter

Finally.

Ji Qingzhan was chilled by the rain, but his heart was not as cold as one in ten thousand.

Why didn't Xiao Xi stop her in time when she rushed out just now? Why would he put her in danger when he was by her side? He came here for her, but why did he make things like this?

If there is no Xiaoxi in this world

It means nothing to him.

Ji Qingzhan trembled and stretched out his hand.

But it stopped in mid air, and there was no next move.

Thinking of the picture he was about to see, his internal organs were like being scratched by countless sharp knives, so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Xiaoxi Xiaoxi

He finally moved again.

The bleeding fingers shook away the messy hair, revealing the back face.